CNY 2006

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

please be generous with the oranges and ang pow...

i'm all alone at home...

thank you...

i. am. sick

i'm sick... i have flu. i'm not sure where i got it from but i got. it sucks . my throat feels funny, runny nose... body feels achy all over. getting my menses today isnt helping either. i've gotten sick twice this month. staying at home is not good for me! it's a record... sick twice in a month! i hardly ever get sick... maybe once a year... i'm grateful (not getting sick often!). thankfully, i'm starting work after cny... oh yeah, i got the job at this company. taking my offer letter tomorrow morning...

i've started doing sudoku, courtesy of her. heheh... it really makes u think. i ahvent been thinking much for the past 3 weeks... ;)

to those KL-ites who are going anywhere on Monday (1st Feb) go to Suria KLCC k! and watch them. a fren said they sound like the cardigans. macam best je. i'll be there...

i'm going... gonna find more tricks for my sudoku game!

ciao

blood test

i went for my 2nd interview with this company... interview was fine and dandy until the interviewer said "i'm gonna send u down for a medical checku-up and blood test".... my heart shrank the moment she said blood test... i told her i have never done a blood test ever before... she said not to worry but still... i have a fear of needles which leads to the fear of dentist... clinics and hospital. but i love watching CSI, Medical Investigations, Scrubs and Discovery Channel especially on medical stuff... and i can actually stand the really gory stuff the show. weird but true... i went through the blood test fine... with sweating, no doubt and i had one hand over eyes. i didnt let go until the doctor it was done... twice. i was scared. still kinda shaking thinking about the pain... not much yeah,... but there was still pain...

had i girl-lunch thingy yesterday... my close uni frens. i cooked lunch and dessert (yg didnt turn out too well...) chit-chatted... chit-chatted... it was much much fun... i'm gonna do it again. it's nice to have my girls around. we hardly ever see each other. so, i think it's a good way to start...

finas bought ice cream for us... haagen dazs no less... i'm contently having Haagen Dazs chocolate ice cream now while typing knowing full fact that i have put on weight 1 1/2 kgs (i found out at the medical check up.... :( ) how sad is that??? takpe, i'm gonna lose it starting tomoro. yes i will... yes i will... i really need to drill it into my brains!

gonna go... ciao

boo hoo hoo

went for my 2nd interview with this company and i decided not to join them. later on my frens told me it wasnt a great place to work in and knowing me i wouldnt like... yeah.. now they tell me.. after going for the 2nd interview.... sheesh.. anyhow...life goes on... on the bright side, i got called for another 2nd interview with this company. heheh... position:- marketing executive... not exactly my thang.. but like i said before i cant be picky now..

my fatty bf was nice to me today and also yesterday. i think it was coz of the talk we had last week... i think this time it got through his thick skull... well, i'm not hoping for the moon but i am hoping that this will lasts. or maybe its becoz i havent seen him in awhile (like 2 days... je... i know) and all coz i went clubbing... heheh.. maybe. i shouldnt doubt him. maybe he misses me.. kih kih kih.. yeah right!

Rooster Horoscope For Year 2006

(courtesy of Yahoo! Horoscope... call me superstitious, i dont care!)

The Rooster can expect some conjugal or family challenges this year.

To come out well, take the bull by the horns and solve these situations with lucidity and aggressiveness, instead of burying your head in the sand.

Remember that nobody can solve problems by fleeing or by pretending that they don't exist.

It is all a question of courage.

'It's not because things are difficult that we dare not, it's because we dare not that things are difficult,' as Seneca wrote.

Even though a solution may not immediately show itself, an optimistic, philosophical attitude could soften the cutting edge of any obstacles.

good luck to all roosters!! and me... looking for a job...

bye

life... oh life...

1. clubbing ..... ahhh.... life has been a little busy for unemployed me. went out saturday nite and came back at 4 am... god it's the latest or the most lambatest (pardon my manglish!) i have got home from... kih kih kih. it was tiring but was also fun fun fun. met new ppl... only god knows how much i need that. anyhow, next day woke up kinda early for this appointment i had at kl sentral. went well, i might say. came home... it rained... bestest time to sleep but i promised to meet a fren. so i did and i came back at 9.30pm. watch csi then i slept at 1+++. urrgghhh... and i so wanted to sleep early that day. i went out again last nite. mambo jambo. which was FUN! too bad i was wearing heels... next (if there is another next time...) i will wear flats and my nike... then i can dance dance dance the nite away.....

2. cooking ...i have been cooking dinner since monday. so that makes it 3 days in a row. yay for me!!! it wasnt difficult food like curry or asam laksa or ikan bilis sambal tumis... no i cant do that YET... baby steps for me... ikan goreng... sayur goreng... and to think i was deathly afraid of 'spitting' oil from the pan. it's not too bad once u get used to the pain '*evil smile* i have yellow stains on my fingers now... proof that i have been cooking or at least i have been cutting the kunyit *wink* only... heheheh... jamie 'cute, gorgeous' oliver you... watch out for me!!

3. interview ... miraculously i have had 1 interview yesterday and another 1 later this evening. and for positions i dont particular want or like. but hell, i cant be picky now, can i??? i AM unemployed... lagi nak mengada! dapat interview pun dah cukup bagus... anyway, i am still going for the interview... wish me luck peeps

i hate when things cant be ok on both sides. i always believe you cant have everything and life is all about ups and downs. this week i had a row with my brother and i still dont wanna really speak to him unless i absolutely have to do and it is also this week that i have 2 interviews. jeez... why cant life be okor at least balanced... with family, work, relationships and friends... oh and also money. but then again, as said earlier, life is never perfect and u cant always have what u want. it's shitty though, when u notice these things... yek... i have to shower and start cleaning my room... i have an hour before i become driver to my sister...

bye

friday the 13th!

it's friday the 13th... so far nothing bad has happen... not that i believe that anything will happen. went to klcc today... they have the chinese new year thingy going on. the painting thingy, tea-ceremony, fortune-telling... wanted to go for the fortune telling thing but it RM50 for a session... too expensive for unemployed me. boo hoo hoo. too bad

i shouldnt even be doing it... but i really want too. i think it's interesting. bf says dont. many ppl say you shouldnt believe it. but for me... it's subtle hints on how my year is gonna be. whether it really happens or not... i dont care. i can safely say that i'm kinda superstitious... kindalahh. i like to believe all this horoscope crap. you know whether you and your partner are compatible or not. the birthstones - whats good for this year... that kind of stuff.

on a different note, chatted with my pet-bro who's in the states. havent chatted with him in ages. it was cool. anyways, talking to him made me realise my feelings towards my dearie darling. it made me confused. later that nite, spoke to another fren about these feelings. to which he made a comment... '' men are idiots'' hhmmm... that's coming from a guy. tak ke malukan your own kaum. anyways... i think men ARE idiots. if your men are not idiots, keep them and hide them. nanti org curi, susah!! so yeah... i think having a relationship is easy... it's maintaining it that's difficult. it really test you. especially if the other party is unsure of their feelings for their partner and where they stand in the relationship...

oklah... i dont like writing about this.. it makes me sad.... and that sucks...

bye

::edit::

penang

went to penang last friday. twas ok... kinda boring but ok. dad wanted all of us to be in Penang for raya haji. so we did... dad, bro and i left on friday. drove up. mom and sis flew up...

so Day 1: 06.01.06- friday (cool date huh?!!...)
7.15am: left for Penang
9-ish: arrived in Ipoh for breakfast. dad met up with his ppl, so my bro and i tagged along. (like we better things to do...)
1.30pm: arrived in Penang

on the way to penang

jelapang toll

and for the rest of the day, i slept and read my book. took a walk to 7-11 nearby and got stuck coz it started raining. yeah...

Day 2: 07.01.06 - saturday
11-ish: woke up... heheh..

went to pick up mom and sis at the airport which was like 10 mins drive away from home. gile dekat! in kl... its like 45 mins drive... had lunch... nasi kandar. so much for dieting the past week. then, we headed to gurney plaza... there's nothing much there. it's like another mid-valley only smaller but i insisted on going anyway... i would be bored half to death if we were to balik rumah straight from lunch. i needed to walk off my lunch anyway. went home... dinner was at this seafood place. we got lost on the way there... sheesh... it was famous for prawn mee. it's in teluk kumbar. i dont really fancy or even like prawn mee before but at this place... the prawn mee was so SEDAP! ttotally changed my mind abot prawn mee! the prawns were huge. they were not udang galah so that means the prawns were HUGE! after dinner, we walked on the jetty. it was so dark... that i didnt even realise we were by the beach. jetty was nice.... cool air... very calming... wanted to stay there forever kinda feeling

view from the house... tht's part of the airport - the runaway

at the jetty - it's really dark... sorry!

ikan bilis.. guppies... i cant really see actually

Day 3: 08.01.06 - sunday

we went to bukit bendera. it was really really high... tall wahtever... the ride was freaky. the cable car had 1-satu-one cable pulling it up and down. goodness, what happens if the cable breaks????.. we'll crash down man and look like pancakes if we were to survivelah!!! scary... on the way up, we had to sorta cram into the cable car. halfway, there was this pakcik who started feeling woozy. thank god he didnt vomit! that would be it man! once up... it was cool... sejuk... we had a great view... penang bridge and all. had lunch at the hotel. yup... hotel or so they say. it's actually a house with maybe.... 7-8 rooms. service was good but the food was terrible. tak sedap langsung and for hotel-price... it was ridiculous! i guess we paid for the view and ambience which was great.

bukit bendera

the ride up!

the view from half way from the top

the view from top... i think

after bukit bendera... went to gurney plaza (again...) to get mom's birthday cake. her birthday was the next day. so... went to manila's place got chocolate banana cake... i honestly think secret recipe's choclate banana is way better!!! while mom, dad and bro went to buy groceries. my sister and i rushed to birthday cards for me mam. and we couldnt find any memory lane (maybe we didnt look hard enough... but then again we didnt have much time) or any stationary shop. so we went to parkson grand and got her card there. we had to make do with whatever they had which wasnt much at all.

went home... dinner and sang happy birthday at the stroke of midnight! then tido. didnt even cut the cake. we were all too tired!

Day 4: 09.10.06 - monday

lepak day coz dad was working. met my senior who happens to be my x-colleague as well. chatted and gossiped. it was fun. got home. i wanted goreng pisang.. so all us except for dad went to walk to the gerai for goreng pisang... and then we had leng chee kang... asam laksa... mee goreng... so that was suppose to dinner for us... yeah right... kononlah... we did have dinner... yet again... and birthday cake. someone brought us secret recipe's oreo cheesecake. so we had that as well. fat fat fat fat...

Day 5: 10.01.06 - tuesday (Raya Haji)

woke up and went over to my dad's fren's place for lunch. parents chit-chatted. us kids amused ourselves. i found out that my sister is a little 'sengau' which means she's kinda nasal when she speaks or at least with certain words. she says i use, i nyuse... heheh... then my sister and i balk kl. bro going to langkawi today... parents, they have functions.

today is clearing the house day. i managed to lipat all dry clothes. cleaned the kitchen. did the laundry... paid for my house and YTN. heheh.. mission accomplished for the day! yay for me!!

tired... bye bye

interview

i have an interview tomorrow with shell. wish me luck... i need it. on a different note, i have been sick since last monday. flu and scratchy throat. so much for the new year. what a way to welcome 2006. urrgghhh... coughing and not being able to breath at night is really frustrating! anyhow, i'm a little better... so i hope i can go to the interview tomorrow without having to blow my nose and talking funny while tahan-ing my cough. heheh

bye

::edit::

i'm back. interview was ok. i hope i get through! i still have the sniffles. boo hoo hoo!

the stuff i got for my flu and scratchy throat

me before the interview

bye bye!

happy new year!!!

fireworks at ikano power centre

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!

so... it's the new year... i have been waiting for a year... heheh. last year 2005 wasnt a great one. chinese horoscope it wasnt a good year for the rooster... i kinda believed it. call me superstitious, i dont care. so i hope that 2006 will bring happiness and a job for me.

my new celebration didnt go as planned. so sakit hati... but it was good though. what i initially planned was go to ikano with mr boyfren and a few frens. then, his fren invited him for barbecue. then, my parents wanted to go have dinner somewhere they couldnt decide as at 7pm and stay for fireworks. urgghhh... and earlier, i went to mr boyfren's new place to help paint and clean. goodness!!! the jam back home from ou was terrible....

so, in the end... we... mom, dad, sis and bro went to curve. it wasnt too bad. i got to watch the fireworks! yippee... the sad part was... i was alone during the countdown. hhmmm... well... i cant get everything i want, right... the concert at ikano was good.

mom and me a dome's for dinner

mom and me again at the curve

khaira and me

calos...

last day.

today is my last day at work... i had no feelings. i thot i would feel something but nope... nada... nothing. i wonder why? maybe i longing to leave the company. it's not the company... it's just that i'm not happy doing what i did. heh... and now that i officially am unemployed, i dunno what to do for the next few days. any tips peeps? actually... i have some things to do...

lets see...
1. cancel credit card
2. clean and clear and throw away old clothes... no... i'll give them to charity
3. look for other jobs (yes! I DO NOT HAVE ANOTHER JOB.... SO HELP ME IF YOU CAN!!!)
4. hangout with lish, shimi and marisa... and baby zalea
5. i wanna go to genting and go on ALL the rides! yippee!!!
6. hhmmm..... will think about new year's resolution later...

so basically... that is all. that would probably last me a week. aiyoooo! what am i gonna do????

i realized writing gives me a calming feeling... hhmmm....

i was thinking while driving to work this morning... wht is love? is love when you feel that everything you do, you'd wanna do it with your partner? or is it when every decision you make, you wanna get your partners' approval or at least listen to their say? what do you feel when you're in love? are you happy? contented? ape ye?

oklah... enough of that

this evening i managed to clean out 2 tupperware boxes of my old stuff... from KYS right up to uni. gile banyak junk. i managed to throw out 1 boxful of stuff. didnt realise i had THAT much of junklah. the rest were still junk but i couldnt throw them away. all the little notes my juniors back in school used to right to me... birthday cards... letters... phewww.... all those memories....

oklah. i'm gonna watch tv now. i'll do some productive after tv. mr bf is bz badminton-ing. which is good for him but not for me...

bye!

selfish....

that's my kitty cat with her bulu pushed-down... hehehe

ok back to the story of my life..
i have been selfish. someone passed away yesterday. my mom's fren. i had to go and teman my mom there and all i could think about while i was there was... when are we going home? selfish i know... i cant believe myself. i must...MUST change my attitude. new year.... new me... i hope.

at the same time... i was also afraid. the lady died of cancer. breast cancer. she was 41. it's scarylah... i thank GOD that my family doesnt really have cancer history... well at least not breast cancer... at least not really blood-releated relatives... but u can never know. on the way home, my mom was telling me things i shouldnt do and eat to avoid cancer. like everyone says... prevention is better than cure... so the stuff my mom told me NOT to do are as follows:-

1. do not eat hot food from styrofoam 'bekas'

2. do not take hot drinks from plastic or styrofoam cups

3. do not recycle mineral water bottles as in do not refill and drink from it again

4. dont drink water from a bottle or 'bekas' that has been left in the sun (like when u leave in the car ke...)

of course to do your monthly breast self-checkup and pap smear and mammogramme (i dunno how to spell but im sure u get my drift) and any other check up u girls know...

selfish and very mean and also very very cute penguin!

bye

world peace

just came back from chit-chatting with cousin n her boyfren. spoke about world peace and how americans specifically mr. president are out to ruin the whole world... goodness... just thinking about it scares me. but then thinking about it aint gonna help much. the media arent helping either. cousin said to read the stuff ie. on war, world peace... saudi arabia stuff online. major newspaper in OUR country are hiding the truth from us... maybe not the whole truth, but the important part of it. i think we young ones should do something to create awareness to other young ones about what is really, really happening in the world and not think about what new hp is coming out next?

i think we young ones are really materialistic... me included. who shud we blame for all these materialism? media, parents, huge corporations.... ourselves? i think our young ones shud be taught on values.... that the living are much more important than the non-living. god made everyone equal. everyone are entitled to their own earnings and if the work and honestly, life will turn out good for them. rezeki masing-masing... all these are forgotten now. parents are forever showering their kids with gifts and luxuries when the kids shud be taught the value of money n earning it themselves. be grateful with what u have. dun be greedy like mr president of USA. his greed for power is too much that it is clouding his rationality. who in the right mind would allow war to happen? who? nuclear war pulak tu?! im sad and scared to even to think what might happen if war... nuclear war were to happen... the whole world will be dead in the matter of days.... hours maybe....

lets hold hand... be united and stop this war...

funky munky

You Are Funky Panties

You're stylish, trendy, but not over the top. You know how to look good - without looking like you're trying too hard. Men think that you're cute, friendly, and approachable. And you've got a spunky, feisty side that comes out after a while!

What Kind of Panties Are You?

i am funky munky

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL

i'm gonna have a 3-day break... then 3 days of work and then.... i'm done for the year! but i still havent found another job.... shiiittt.... how leh? anyone .... can help me...?

i'm angry...

i'm angry.... i'm not sure why. i actually i do know why. i'm angry at him for not teman-ing to bangsar. because he's tired. he slept until 3pm hand lunch at 4.30pm and he's tired to teman him. what the f*&^ is that... selfish is what i say. all he thinks is him... whether everything is convenient him... nevermind other people... he's more important! bah!!!

then why i am with him u ask???? i dunno why? he's nice when he is... or whenever he wants too. i feel secure with that a**h$%#. uurrgghhhhh!!!! very very very geram!

he is sooo selfish... why?

nevermind...

bye

what goes around, comes around... karma... this much i know is true!

8.33pm...i'm back.. found this...

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

keesha

today is a good somehow... spoke to 2 frens at Ikano. had the creme brulee latte. i liked it... coming from a person who doesnt drink much coffee, it prolly doesnt mean anything but it is nice. the cup is cute.. very christmas-y (like duh!!) anyhow. amazing how talking to your buddies can make your day. i was kinda spiffed about something in the morning but after talking to them, i felt better. or... maybe... it was the coffee.... hhmmmm....

new year's is coming up and i still have no idea what i'm gonna do. i cant wait lish to come back... cant wait.... hehehe

tiredlahh.. gonna make pesto later.... hahah

hopefully it works

calos!

open house

my open is tomoro!... come one... come all... need my address... call me!

see yah!

post-raya

puasa done... raya... almost done. i know it's a wee bit late to wish every-one selamat hari raya but i dont care so...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

raya was ok... had a fight with brother in the morning... geez what a way to start raya... this is the first i'm actually giving duit raya.heheh... but only to 4 persons... mom, dad, sister and brother... cukuplah...

went to jb this yr... 3rd raya. i slept most of the way. met up with uncles, anties and cousins. wasnt too bad.... had seafood dinner at senibong. that was okay too... was suppose to go to singgah selalu with cuzin but that didnt happened. slept early! party pooper me! anyways... met my ex. hhhmm....

so... raya was ok. today i didnt go to work.... hahah... mc. my eyes hurt. cant drive.... so im bored.... out of head bored. i read up on ey since i have an interview with them tomoro. im kinda nervous but not so. at least... not yet.

i'm cluttered... my mind is cluttered... life is kinda cluttered... too many unfinished business...

on a totally different note... i'm No. 1

You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a pioneer, independent & original.

so... that's me...

bye

calos

..... i think i'm weird.....

hari raya

it's a long while since i last wrote. many things happened in the last... ermm.. 3 to 4 months. anyway...

what happened...

1. i broke up with boyfriend... got a new guy... then broke up (it was meant to be... and it was messy) got back with boyfriend again.. i'm nuts

2. resigned....

3. puasa...

4. made raya cookies.... all by myself mind u...

5. got myself a new handphone... i am now a proud owner of the "senyum selalu" nokia 6101 phone 'big grin'

6. realised that i have to give 'duit raya' this year... and still hoping for some...

i have to work during raya. how bad is that??!!! really.. how bad is that???!!! i really pity malays who HAS to work during raya and it's not by choice... so not happening..

i have to go now... life is UN-fair.....

weddings

just went to a classmate's wedding yesterday. i cant believe he's already married. i'm not the only one whot thinks the same way. anyway, congratulations to him and his new wife.

so, the wedding was grand... was really nice. met with high school classmates. that was nice. this month alone... i think that was about 5 to 6 weddings that i know happened but didnt go. wow... that many couples getting married... i'm rambling sorry...

i have mixed feelings about getting married. i want to get married but not now but soon enough. my ex whom i know will marry me by next year if i got back with him but i'm not gonna do that but i wanna get married by next year but.... my current guy... i guess will marry me but in 3 to 4 years time. god!!!! that's a bloody long time for a girl to wait... i'll have wrinkles by the time we (yeah... IF) get married.

but... i cant get married now. i'm not emotionally and financially stable. i cant be depending on the husband all the time,right?! or should i?? i dunno... too many petty dilemmas to think about. they are petty but it's something that has to be thought over or else... aiyohhh

ok... i have got to do my report or else...

going

calos

blogging

i think the reason why i actually have time to blog is coz i am spending less time with my darling. i use to see him every nite. it was tiring but worth it... but things change. i see him less and less nowadays and watching more and more CSI. hah!

anyhow, took EL today. mom was sick. wanted to see the specialist, so told my boss i needed to take the day off.

on a different note, my friend from uni is getting married like in a month plus time!! it's all so soon... we were expecting her wedding to be in dec but tak jadi. pity her. but i am really happy for her... and not-so-happy for myself.

didnt read the papers today.. so ppl... tell what's up with the world..

going

bye

mtv no more

so i didnt get through. i was late. by the time i got there, the table had a sign saying. CLOSED .... sad. my darling bought a pretzel for me, to make me a little happier... actually i wanted one and he offered to pay. i feel like a teenager all of a sudden. so, i was sad... then i went to OU to shop.. hahaha... retail theraphy. got meself that cropped cardigan top thingy which i have been eyeing for quite a long while...

anyways... i'm suppose to be at work... wonder where that is? anyhow, i'm home. me mom is still sick. she wanted tau foo far... looked high and low for tau foo far but couldnt find any. luck was soooo not on my side. heheh... finally called my ex. he got me tau foo far. i know i can always depend on him for these things. somehow he knows where to find... but i remember when we were together, semua cannot find. laterlah... tanya org lain lah... damn excuses.... ok enough keesha...

gotta print promuda mins now... i have a meeting at 6 and later at 8. or was it 8.30pm. i am so gonna be dead tired when i get back home...

going...

bye

donkey years

it's been a long while since i last blogged. anyways.. life goes on.. work is going down... it's so boring...not challenging... love life.. broke up with him... hooked with another pretty quickly. a fren...actually an ex thinks i have some sort of psychological problem or something... hmmm... maybe i do. what the heck? live and let live

i just turned 24. geez... i'm getting old. ppl my age are getting married. here i am... fresh out of one relationship... jumping straight into another, suicidal i think... what's done, is done. so... as i was driving along the other day... i thought, now that i'm 24, what have i achieved so far in life.

achievement no 1: i graduated.. hehehe... 2 yrs back
achievement no 2: i have meself an apt... which i'm gonna go bankrupt pating for it later
achievement no 3: hhmmm.... i'm thinking hard...
achievement no 4: thinking really really hard....

oklah... 2 achievements... aiyo! so little.. it's alright...

i guess making new friends is an achievement too... well then, i made plenty this year...

so now... what do i do next? i should get meself a better job or career... i'm gonna try out for mtv vj hunt tomoro... so cheer me on from wherever you happen to be.

my new bf says i complain a lot. i think i do too. but only to him, i think. i dont think i complain to my freinds... oh well... if i cant tell him all these things, he might as well not be my bf then... senang saje...

current issues.. not-so current actually.. haze was pretty bad. i got sick.. it first it was like tipu-sakit but then i got really sick. did my hair... highlight... spent 4 hours at the salon... and i still sick that day... the things women do!

going...

calos!

karma

wat goes around, comes around... i'm feeling it now. kinda shitty... but i guess i deserved it. padan mukalahh... sape suruh buat org macam tu, kan dah kena balik... but it's all good. what doesnt kill u, makes u a better and stronger person, right! in my case... a whole lot more patient than i already am... aiyoo... the ups and downs in my life....

anyhow, life has been great. work is ok. better than before. love life... could be better... i miss my frens... sangat sangat. i wanna see mummy marisa... aishah... finas... again... ava... farah... and the rest. havent had much sleep the whole. been coming back late very single nite except for last night. the things i do for love. god! love can be so blind. but... it's so so sweet!

other than that... life is pretty much mundane. shift work is killing me... it's soooo boring. i'll be in kiosk sect 14... so ppl... please come visit. pay your telekom bills to us. dunno waht i'm talking about... go here

so today is saturday... i'm in shah alam working. hoping to cabut at 12.30 sharp... and make my way to ou for some retail therapy. need new handbag for work... then gonna meet him... yay!!! he's so gonna get screwed by me... heheheh

have to do my SOPs before my insane boss kills me... hah!

bye..calos

ps. mr and mrs smith is good! watch it peeps!

the keys to my HEART...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

it's been too long

it's been far too long since i last wrote anything. i have been busy.. well, not that busy but i have not touch the pc for other reasons than work for quite some time. even now, i'm still doing work. work is fun. i am happy at where i am. plus there is this guy whom i find quite fascinating and he is just my cup of tea. not too sweet and not too bitter.

sis said he's fun... that sounds good. her birthday was last sunday. almost cried writing a birthday card to her. she's 16. she has grown so fast. i mean now she's doing economics and literature... last year was like kiddy stuff like geography, history and kh. goodness... how time flies. somehow i dont feel like im getting older.. hhmmm.... and then, she gave me a thank you note.. yeah.. that definitely got the tears rolling. felt really appreciated. sometimes you dont realise the things you do actually has an impact on others. good or bad...

i'm going to bed now... or i'll sleeping on my desk tomoro. are geminis and leos compatible.. need to find that out later

nite peeps!

on duty

I am so hungry! n i'm stuck at work. I am now blogging using my palmone treo. kinda cool eh? I am bored out of my mind here. anyone! please come to giant kj to visit!!! amuse me please!!! I cannot 'tahan' already!!
bagak!!! u owe something! i'm still waiting. to abul - welcome back to mainland! heheh...
going... calos!

on hiatus

i'll be away... well not really. i'll be working late. my company is finally gonna start operations on monday. got the evening shift for the first 3 days in this trial stint. hhmmm...

i have nothing to write... i have been home late... later than usual the whole week. trying to get things sorted out. it's worse when your boss choses to go off on a holiday the week before... i think i went a little crazy. gonna help setting up tomorrow so that by monday it'll be all set. so come Giant, KJ to pay your bills. telekom bills for the moment. i'll be there till 11pm. urrrgghh...

and he's not making the whole week any better. went bowling with him and his colleagues. that was ok. it was a silent competition for him. to me. he HAS to get a higher score than me... that wasnt difficult since i wasnt much of bowler anyway but sheesh... it's me... y competition????? men are SO EGOISTIC especially scorpios born specifically on Nov 6!!!

for now... shower...house chores... makan... retail theraphy... care to join me??

bz bee... part2

it's been a while since i last blogged. a lot has happened. i almost got a 'saman' for using the hp while driving but i didnt. that guy probably decided that since he couldnt get anything from me, he had better let me go. i was scared at that time... i could feel my face getting pale. and the thought of losing RM300 just for a short call to him made it all worse. yup... RM300... for the first time...2nd time - RM500 and 3rd time RM700. aiyohhh.... thank god i terlepas

went for the CLEO 50 Most Eligible Bachelor thingy at klcc. heheh... my sis and i got called up on stage to play some lame game. hahah.. but it was all good. got to see Serena C and she remembered me.. yay!!!! saw my cute eligible bachelor but i have he's not available... BOO!!! hahah.. neither am i but who cares!! goodness... the guys looked totally different from the magazine. there's this guy named sam smith or something. i thought he was totally hot... in the magazine. but in real life he wasnt as hot i thought. he was still cute but HOT.... u get what i mean. this guy Usamah.. i think... oh my... he's super hot. he definitely getting my vote. vote for him girls!! he did the capeira (i think?)...hhmmm *sigh* wished he could do that too.... i'll keep on dreaming for that day to come...

syafrie came down from penang...

i have an interview tomorrow. i am suppose to be reading about the company but noooo... i'm blogging.

bagak... if you're reading this, you owe me something...

calos!

bz bee

been very busy... will update later

Happy Happy Birthday to BAGAK!!!!

calos!

...home...

mom is back from shanghai. so... everything is back to normal... the nagging, my 'quaker-oats' bekal (tupperware) breakfast, simple dinners at home....

came back from work really late... well.. it was much later than usual. all bcoz some stupid contractor came for installation late. bodoh!!!! and me being a diplomatic person that i am barely made any noise. i should have but i didnt. i didnt know how to anyway. i shud learn how to be more garang.. at least know how to scold ppl other than my siblings and boyfren. talking abt him... i havent spoken much to him in the last 3 days (yeah, yeah... i know it aint that long... but this is me! i NEED communication!) much less seen him...

my boss is on mc... kesian her. heheheh... got loads of free time (for now) in a way until all the bills comes in... then i'll be knee-deep in work.

i have now become an earthquake-avid-news-seeker... my condolences to all that parished in Monday's earthquake. my dad is safe (he was in the northern region at that time), he didnt feel anything. watlehhhh... so near and yet he didnt feel anything. then i found that my mom was NOT caught in any earthquake in shanghai. she found out about the earthquake here even before i did. talk about mis-communication!!! (she msg me at 7am... and nooo i was not awake yet...even for work) here i wasworrying about my mom's safety in a foreign land far far away (heheh.. not-so far away.. shanghai is only 5 hrs away by flight) rupa-rupa nyer she was referring to us back in mesia.

i'm at work... getting teased by my colleague. i must stop now!

earthquake!!!!!

--> mom --> shanghai -->earthquake --> or she claims --> i believe her --> have not replied my message --> but she is ok --> thank god!!

--> dad --> penang --> earthquake --> been trying to call --> not answering --> now... number not in service --> HELP!!!

--> kids are fine including me!

i'm back --> 1.21pm
--> dad is fine! thnak god!!

shanghai

mummy went to shanghai today

i'm sad

stuck with the giant kids

daddy coming back on saturday

house due for renovation soon

messy messy house

reminds me to clean my room

oh no! have to look for my concealer

i want to watch hitch

i want to try belly dancing

have not seen him in 3 days... boo!

CLEO EB are yummy, yummy!!!!

gonna vote for.... dunno yet

bye

i'm back --> 5.44pm

mom message from shanghai

arrived safely

feeling sad... emotional

i dunno why

miss my mommy!



mom and dad


my kitty... sleeping


me and daria...lishie's niece! everytime i see this picture, i feel so geram!! she's so cute!!

crush

i used to have a terrible crush on this guy back in high school. he stays nearby and we were in the same school. he doesnt know anything about it uptill now which is good coz if he finds out... i would probably die of embarassment. i have never really spoken to him even when we were in school. i changed school in form 4 and forgot about him until now. well.. not really now but a few months ago. so now... i see him quite often. i have spoken to him twice (as far as i can remember...) and i think the 'crush' feeling is coming back... and today... he acknowledged me... heheh... *blushing* kinda cool... seeing that there's no cute guys in plaza mont kiara that i can have a crush on. i think it's pretty harmless.as long as i dont anything stupid, that is. and as long as he doesnt know... hehehehhee




me with him... hahah...



traffic jam in desa sri hartamas after work... torture! so near yet so far...be warned! DO NOT GO TO SRI HARTAMAS AT 5.30PM ONWARDS or you'll be stuck in a jam like me...... everyday....

hhmmphh... ava is still not here!!!

bye

aaaa to zzzz

A - Age = > mind - 24, body - 18...hehehe

B - best asset = > my eyes and hair

C - Career = > haha...wished i knew

D - Drink or smoke = > nope

E - Easiest person/s to talk to = > finas

F - Food that you could never eat = > the stuff they eat on fear factor!

G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms? = > gummy bears!!

H - Hobbies = > i like reading

I - In-love? = > now?? ermm... i think so

J - Junk food you like = > depends on my mood... most of the time it's ice cream

11. K - Kids => not yet

L - Longest drive ever => try fighting in the car with your loved ones...

M - My favorite sport to watch => gymnastics

N - Number of siblings => 2

O - One wish you have? => to be married with the person i love and a good career

P - Phobias = > injections!!!

Q - Quote => everything happens for a reason

R - Reason to smile = >

S - Song you sang last = > backstreet boys, i want it that way?

T - time you woke up = > 7.25am

U - Unknown fact about u = > i'm quite transparent...wysiwyg

V - Vegetable/fruit you love = > mangosteen

W - Worst habit = > cant mentioned it here...

X - X-rays = > once for uni application

Y - Yummy food = > gelare's ice cream

Z - Zodiac sign => leo...roarrrrr!!!

post concert hype

the forces of nature was without a doubt the best concert i have ever been too... besides mariah carey but it's not the same. i only missed paula abdul which was quickly made up by lauren hill and the rest of the artist. you guys who didnt go... you missed a lot.

our malaysian posse wasnt too bad. sheila majid was great as usual. she looked gorgeous in her orange dress. the best performance had to be the boyz to men. they were superb!! they sang their classics as they called it. on bende kness... end of the road...best giler!! backstreet boys was great, so was wycleaf jean... actually they were ALL GREAT! and not to forget black eye peas!

presenter: clay aiken, 2 guys from n'sync - lance and joey, bailing, soong ai ling, camelia, jackie chan, malaysian datin chelsea (i think!), paula abdul (whom i missed!) some american actress/singer whom i dunno, another american actor... i cant remember anyone else... i cant believe they all came! really(?)... all the way from US... wycleaf jean said he was in the plane for 26 hrs...

suffice to say, sape yg tak pegi tu... u guys lost out on a lot. even if you have the RM82, it would still would have been great!


backstreet boys...it's blur

clearer photo of backstreet boys

i am... THE FORCE OF NATURE!!! cool palm!

nadia and me!

the wrist band

bagak and me!

see bagak, u dont look so bad... actually you look kinda cute!

i had other photos but they are not clear at all... so decided not to put them up. save you guys on some eye-ache.

calos!

Forces of Nature

just to let ev-ry-one know that i'm going to the Forces Of Nature Concert!! yippie!!!!

futsal

just got back from futsal and god... it was tiring!!! i have never been this tired since...ermmm... uni... that's a centuries ago. goodness...after 10 minutes of aimlessly around the court with attempts to actually kick the ball... i was already asking for a time-out. but i wasnt alone...hahaha. i got hit by the ball on my hands hard... it's hurts now but not as bad as just now. anyways... my colleague's car got broke in and she had a huge sum of money in her bag. poor her.. she was crying and all. to top it all off, when her dad, bro and son (yes..she's married!) came, she tried to hold her son and the son refused her. kesian die! hope she's ok now.

i'm gonna get a shower now and try to fall asleep...

mean duckie

hehehe... cute eh. i'm sure someone in this world somewhere feels that way once in awhile....

morning! someone made a comment today and i'm not sure whether i'm suppose to be flattered or insulted. so the story goes...

this morning, i didnt drive to work. my mom sent in her car for repairs so she had to take mine. my dad is back in kl for work for awhile. anyway, as my mom reversed the car out, they (my dad's officers who were there to pick my dad up) of course said hello to my mom (they said hello to me earlier when i opened the gate.. heheh)and asked whether she (my mom) is sending me to tuition. what he really said was, "hantar pegi tuition ke?"

i mean do i look that young??? pegi tuition... i must have looked like 16 or 17 right? so.. compliment or insult? hhmm... i feel half-good today, so i'll take that as a compliment. he probably thinks i'm 16 or 17 coz today is t-shirt day. got to wear the company t-shirt. so attire for today is company t-shirt, jeans and my nike sneakers. so there! maybe that's why??!!

my before and after looks


'out with the old'


'in with the new'

hhmm...what do u think? that photo makes me look really plump. i really have to lose weight now!

calos!

sepet

hahah... watched sepet last saturday (05.03.05)... after watching actorlympics on friday (04.03.05) which was featuring J.lo (he is such a cute daddy!!!), sh. amani (sepet girl!), ida nerina (weird sepet mommy!), reza zainal abidin, nell ng (she so slim now!!) and rashid salleh (another good looking dude!) and of course edwin sumun. they were hilarious!!! i was laughing my guts out... it was worth my RM42.00. went with Ava... so it was fun fun!

back to work now...

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i learnt a new word today: verily

Meaning
adv.
1. In truth; in fact.
2. With confidence; assuredly

...pandai nye saya!

sick

i am sick since yesterday... not cool. i have fever, flu and sore throat. went for alia's wedding...was nice. hung out with my girl aishah the whole weekend. spent a lot. no money now.. sunday... went with ava... then, monday..demam...hah!!

calos

urrgghhhh

life has been pretty sucky lately... work sucks big time. love life is pretty stagnant. i've been reading lately. i finally finished Da Vinci's Code. i know i'm a little ketinggalan but i think it was a good book. i wonder how true the book is... i mean about jesus and the holy grail stuff... it made me want to go to Paris and visit the museum (the book claims that the holy grail buried in the louvre... i nak tgk!) and other places mentioned in the book. hhmmm.. now i'm reading a book called 'mistress of spices', i think... it's a also another good book written by an indian... and all about spices. i think i'm gullible...hhmmm...

watched 'shall we dance'... aiyo!!! so romantic... they were parts were it was all mushy and romantic... i cried. i cried a lot in the movie... i mean it was not a crying movie... i = weird. we wanted to watch 'sepet' that same night, 'shall we dance' was a second choice but it was sold out. so i hope to watch it today... or not. we'll see. everyone who has seen it says it is a good movie... i cant wait... actorlympics is on now at bsc. i want to watch that too.. maybe this weekend.

had lunch with a 'fren'... lunch went terrible. i felt horrible the rest of the day... so what did i turn to to soothe my horribleness-feeling... belanja my sister and mom dinner at chilli's no less. hehehhe.. my best fren was there whom i havent seen for a few weeks... so much for best frenlah.. but she is still my best fren. so i poured out the story of 'the-lunch-that-went-terrible' i felt a lot better. i had my nacho's and cut-up steak. hehe... it was good. hahah.. had retail theraphy as well... borong at body shop... well not really.. bought a couple of stuff. bought hair mask and this illuminating eye treatment... it's suppose to reduce the eye-bags. i think it's working! happy happy happy!!!

now i'm work... feeling sucky all over again... having my caramel macchiato (?) from starbucks in hope that my sucky feeling will go away. it's not working...yet. having lunch with him...yay!!! no car again.. booo! must do work.. boo!!! my fren is pregnant.. yay!!!!

calos!

my brain

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

my eye

Thursday (17.02)

i accidently poked my eye with a letter. i thot i was gonna blind already... sheeettt... gile scary. neways... after 1/2 hour, i couldnt really open my eye. i couldnt blink. if it's open... it had to be open all the time. went to the clinic in hartamas. doctor gave eye oitment...

the doctor was jahat... coz he was like trying to shoo us away. he saw me less than 5 mins. i think deserved more than 5 mins. hhmm... maybe coz, it was about 9 plus.. i think. clinic closes at 9.45pm and there were quite a number of us patients.

i was asleep by 10.30pm. earliest ever... in this year so far...

Friday (18.02)

woke up with my eye swelling like a tiny tomato... cherry tomatolahh. wanted to take a mc but i still had to go work... nvm. went to work. did my work... slept until the clinic opened... pegi clinic... took mc...went home and slept. and i literally slept the whole day. i woke up just to grab a bite so that i can take my meds, then back to bed. later at night i slept earlier than the day before... i think around 9.30pm... lagi awal...

Saturday (19.02)

i cant really remember what i did that day... my eye was a little better. mom was working at the travel fair, dad played golf.... i think i went out in the evening... i think. i sooo tak ingat. i think i went to BSC... hhmmm

Sunday (20.02)

my eye was all better... so soon... but was ok. went out the whole day with him. well not entirely the whole day... came back had spagetti dinner... then tido.

Monday (21.02)

back at work... no car...sedihh... i hate relying on ppl for transportation especially from him. it's too trooublesome!!

calos!

p/s: i'll try to post a picture of my eye...later

post-valentine day

valentine's was ok. just had dinner at this place called yippee cup. the food was ok. i had fun... we played jenga. i had bubble tea... reminded me of the time i went to perth and went for lunchie with tasha at this place that had vegetarian chicken. long long time ago... anyway, i got him a card holder from braun buffle... which he decided to change it for a wallet. so we're going to klcc today to change it.

my long long holiday was dull. parents away... boyfriend away... but i did have fun. watched constatine...twice. not by choice, though. went to cousin's wedding... met cousin's from the side of the family... and i so want to work at CIMB. macam best je... oh well... the grass is ALWAYS greener over the other side. went out with my friend to poppy/passion. was fun...fun! mom's car had problem just as i was gonna go had lunch with finas... sob... sob. sorry finas. then my car broke down just as we were about to go for my cousin's akad nikah. aiyoooo...

in summary.... the long holiday wasnt as i expected it to be.

calos!

that's my.....

my kitty cat...coco... isnt she the cutest. i have sooo many of her photos. i'll upload laterzzz

Drama Nerd...heheheh

Drama nerd 56% Prep/Jock/Cheerleader 38% Ghetto gangsta 31% Punk/Rebel 25% Loner 19% Stoner 6% Geek 6% Goth 0% What's Your High School Stereotype? created with QuizFarm.com

marisa's akad nikah

sorry... the picture is senget..bear with me. please!


after the akad



half-way done with make-up

national treasure

-> watched it. was good! you ppl should watch it too <-
-> fell in the bathroom. now i have a bruise on my arm... that will soon turn bluish- greenish... urghhh... cant wear my top for my clubbing outing tomorrow night.. <-
-> had apam manis this morning...ahhh...sedappp!!! <-
-> reading Da Vinci's Code... interesting i must say... i've only read like 37 pages... i have a few hundreds more to go.<-

my boss dah habis breakfast... back to work...

calos

what type...

You Have A Type A- Personality

A- You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

point 1: am i really balanced? i thought between work and relationship, i tend to lean more on my relationship... but then again, it doesnt happen a lot. i do finish way after the ''official'' time... but i'm not such a workaholic like the ppl around me and some friends that sleep, eat work... not good, not good at all...

point 2: yes... i know what i want... right now i want this gucci sunglasses i saw the other day... *hint hint

point 3: success.. i rule.. i dunno.. u think?

point 4: playtime... my favourite time!!! and i love hanging out with me girlies but sadly, i dont get to that as often as i would like.. so sedey...

point 5: live to fullest...hhmmm... kinda skeptical on that one

yesterday... i watched latte@8 and couple played. they are still as good as i remembered! good job guys! there's is one malay song that i really like... alamak forgot the title already... anyway... i really that song... i need to get the lyrics...hhmm...

calos

me name...

Keesha

You have good recuperative abilities and strong mental determination. You are very private and dislike others prying into your affairs. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life.

...i dont totally agree with it.. at least some parts of itlah...

i realized...

today... all of us went in work late. someone locked the door, so we couldnt get in until 9.20 am, i think. well... i punched in at 9.20am.

i realized that i'm not independent enough. they are a few things that girls my age can do on their on but i chose not to. i have this thing about wanting someone to 'teman' me to places that i need to go... places like the bank or 7-11. now, i think it's ridiculous! i've sent my car to service a couple of times before and i still need him to follow me and talk to the guy.

anyway... i realized that i'm a routine person. as much as i would like to be an un-routine person and do things differently everyday... i guess i'm not. it's actually comforting and i like to know that things will be going the way that they should as always. i wake every working day about the same time... i'm out of the house latest by 8.10am so that i'll be at work by 8.27am. i try to finish work by 6.00 to 6.30 pm... go home, have dinner... watch TV, play with coco and go to sleep. on the days that i do go out with him, i'm always (well almost always) home by 11.30pm at the latest, so that i can go to bed by 12.30. hhmmm... having written it down like so... my life sure looks and feels boring. but it's comfortable.... things will be a little different now since my dad will in Penang more often. weekends are about the same, saturday... if i'm not working i'll be sleeping in. i'll be out in the afternoon with my girlfriends. at night... the same. same goes for sunday...

after speaking to my friend just now, i cant imagine myself being married. (we were talking about a mutual who just got married... it got me thinking...). when you're married, you have another person you have to think about everyday. you may not need breakfast in the morning but he might. so then, you have to wake earlier everyday to make breakfast for him. that.. will be out of my routine. a lot of things were said between the both of us that got me thinking about getting married. last year, i really wanted to get married (i dunno why... must be the hormones)... this year i dont want to get maried... at least not now or this year. i want to mentally and emotionally ready for marriage. and of course i want to sure that i'm marrying the right ONE.

i need to know that i'm independent enough to be on my own before i get married. what do u think?

calos!

that song

this song has been in my head for a few days already and i cant seem to get it out. i've been humming cum singing the chorus... the lines that i know over, over nad over again. today i decided to sing the tune right... so i looked for the lyrics... so here we go... a one, a two and a one, two, three...together now...

"Since U Been Gone"

Sung By Kelly Clarkson

Lyrics By Martin Sandberg/Lukasz Gottwald

Here’s the thing

We started out friends

It was cool, but it was all pretend

Yeah yeah

Since you been gone

You're dedicated, you took the time

Wasn’t long 'til I called you mine

Yeah yeah

Since you been gone

And all you’d ever hear me say

Is how I picture me with you

That’s all you’d ever hear me say

But since you been gone

I can breathe for the first time

I’m so moving on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you

Now I get what I want

Since you been gone

How can I put it, you put me on

I even fell for that stupid love song

Yeah yeah

Since you been gone

How come I’d never hear you say

I just wanna be with be with you

Guess you never felt that way

But since you been gone

I can breathe for the first time

I’m so moving on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you

Now I get, I get what I want

Since you been gone

You had your chance, you blew it

Out of sight, out of mind

Shut your mouth

I just can’t take it

Again, and again, and again, and again...

Since you been gone (since you been gone)

I can breathe for the first time

I’m so moving on

Yeah yeahThanks to you (thanks to you)

Now I get, I get what I want

I can breathe for the first time

I’m so moving on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you (thanks to you),

now I get (I get)You should know (you should know)

That I getI get what I want

Since you been gone

Since you been gone

Since you been gone

weekend review

so saturday - was a working day for me. we had what we call a ''Voice Day'' where we kuci-rat ppl can question the administration...lebeh kuranglah... yeah, so we had that from 11.30 to 1tgh. and we kuci-rat ppl had to stand the whole time. the room was to small for everyone to be sitting in anyway but it was tiring! after rushed back home... showered and went to auntie's place in nilai. that day was the ''aladad khan invitational golf tournament'', so golf in the hot, blistering afternoon and good food at night. my...was the food good. we had roast lamb and caesar's salad and kuey tiaw and fruits and malay dessert which i dunno what u call them but it was good. i had my cousins with me... it was fun. had my little niece too. she is so cute... she calls me ''kia''

sunday - didnt do much. had lunch with an old fren. then went to ikea to look for my shelves and then to bsc to meet my girlfren. we had a nice, long chat at coffee bean. i shud do this more often instead of seeing him everyday like a stupid dungu. anyways...

rude malaysian

click here and vote for malaysian rudeness!

calos babes!

chocolate...chocolate

we had a post-bithday-cake-blowing session for my mom last nite. it was a small affair. the cake was really nice. it's called ''chocolate indulgence'' from secret recipe. it has layers of chocolate sponge and white chocolate and chocolate. even my dad said it was good... coming from him, it's something...

did room-cleaning... god! i have a lot of junk. bills, brochure and everything else. i felt good after cleaning my part of the room. after all that, i still had a lot of things around the room. i thot after all that cleaning, it would have reduced my stuff a little. hhmmm...

i was watching latte@8 reruns last night. last nite was the deepavali episode. they had chef wan, billi lim who wrote the ''dare to fail'' book and the miss india/malaysia girls. i wanted to watch the girls but the last ones to come out... i was sleepy by then...so i went to bed. after a few minutes, my bro called said my old fren kanchana was in the show. she was one of the miss india/malaysia girls. i think she was the second runner up. i was half shocked coz a few nites before, someone mentioned this to me. wow! now i know someone who is in a beauty pageant. she's pretty no doubt. but it never crossed my mind...

tuesday nite... we had a farewell dinner for my colleague, jam. madam kwan's bangsar. the food was simple and typical but it was delicious. i didnt have the favourite's - nasi lemak and nasi bujari, everyone said it was good and most 1/3 were havingit so i decided to have mushroom chicken rice. it was also nice. at least it beats the nasi ayam at mont kiara food court. went to blook with jam before we left. had a chat with her... then balik. jam if u happen to see this.. it was really nice chatting with that nite. we must do it again!

weekend is coming yay!!!but i'm working this saturday... boo that! fiesta nite tonight yay!!! i can my fruits fruits. i'm on diet! i must lose my flabby tummy. i must start my dancing(?) classes!...oh no!

calos

jumble sale!!!

i was at a jumble sale last sunday. was just helping my cousin, lish selling their old, old books. half of the revenue were donated to the tsunami victims. it was for a good cause. i was up early considering i only had 3 hours of sleep. went to bar savanh for rastam's birthday party. had my colleagues wedding before that... got home, didnt change and straight to the club. told my parents were we (me and my bro) were going... my cousin's party and she wanted a piece of cake. no joke. we were like... " mom, we dont think there is going to be any cake, if you want drinks, adelah..." my bro got drunk so fast.. we had to go back early.

anyhow... the jumble sale was fun in a way. if i wasnt so sleepy i'd probably would have had more fun. there were loads of food. kiuh muih of sorts, spaghetti, nasi bryani, 1901 hot dogs. yum...yum... donate RM5 and u get a new york hotdog. so i had hot dog! so was good... hehehe... i was really hungry by 11am.

my mom and sister came... we donated our old teddy bears and dolls. later on in the evening, i saw a lady holding our "orang utan doll-toy-bear"... her kid loves animals... so there you go!! i felt good... and very tired. he came...nora & fizal, the inseparable couple came. my cousin melissa and adam came.

after that, my family went to sri ayutthaya for dinner. the food was ok. tom yam was spicy and good. we didnt have any fish coz my dad wouldnt let us. :( gonna have the continuation of the dinner tonight... cake and dessert... yay!!! i love sweet things!!!

so this morning... i was getting meself a cup of tea, while waiting for my tea to brew, i flipped through the star-metro. and then i saw the article about the jumble sale lon sunday for thr tsunami victims. they had pictures of the stuff that was being sold... ade gambar lish and i! it was candid. heheheh...we had a few ppl taking pictures at the "booth" so we werent bothered. so...read today's (11th January 2005) the star - star metro section - page 3 ok. see me reading a book on the floor and me cousin sitting on the chair. actually the focus of the picture was the banner my cousin did. it said "books for sale - 50% profits wil go to tsunami victims". kitorang like tumpang glamour the banner je...

calos

feng shui anyone?

ME

Rooster

Overall

Problems will arise due to the presence of Tai Sui this year. Problemswill occur in your career and you will need to handle them maturely. Becareful of vile characters. There will also be some money problems. You should save some money, prepare now for these problems. Youngsters should try solving their love problems carefully.

Wealth

You should start hording money this year and not spend on unnecessaryjunk! There will be times that you will be caught out with money problems. Avoid becoming a guarantor for anyone.

Career

Although there is a presence of a Noble person, you must still becareful of vile characters trying to create trouble for you. When handling documents, you should check thoroughly before signing. Grab every opportunity to carve out a good career.

Health

Take note, as you will easily get hurt this year. Do not speed whendriving. Avoid holding or staying around sharp objects or tools. Takenote of the food that you eat. Children will get sick easily too, this year. LoveAlthough the relationships between married couples are good, you muststill avoid getting involved with third parties, no matter how tempting. There will be good chances for youngsters to meet up with their dream dates this year. For the

HIM

Horse

Overall

Lucky stars will shine on you in 2005. Luck will be very good. Especially in your career but do not be too arrogant. In wealth, try to save some money for rainy days and avoid being a guarantor. Dating couples can plan marriage. As for married couples, they will have loving relationships and may go for second honeymoons.

Wealth

Wealth will come easily this year but still, you must be very careful when investing. Get the advice of a professional financial planner and do not overspend. Remember to lock your door and windows at home.

Career

Career luck is very good. Your business will be better than last year.Great improvements will be shown at work. Have a good rest when timeallows as there will be lots of stress. Improve your circle of friendsat work. It will help a lot in your career. However, there will be vilecharacters trying to do you harm. Be careful.

Health

Being a stressful year, your health will be greatly affected. Try spending some time for resting. The elderly and children will need moreattention. Avoid climbing too high. Pregnant women should seek treatment immediately if you feel unwell, even the slightest.

Love

Your love life will be good. There will be lots of potential partnersthis year. Do show more concern for your partner's health. As for couples, you should spend time with your family. Try not to spend so much time arguing and settle problems as soon as possible

realization...

i realise that you can go at any time. must always be grateful with what you have.

bye

waxing...sangat sakit!!!

yup... went waxing yesterday. dont know what made me do it... maybe it's the constant nagging from him. neways, did it. had my cuzy wuzy lishie lish to 'escort' me. hehehe... and MY GOD... the pain!! for those who has low tolerance to pain... i suggest sticking to shaving. no pain.... plus they now gilette venus which is suppose to be good. i personally do not know... cant afford it... too expensive for a blardy shaver. i dont think the men's shaver is that expensive. no offense to those who bought them alredy. my fren said it was good... so i'm guessing it is.

back to the pain... it was unbearable.the first 2 pulls... i had to ask them to stop for a while...like 3 seconds before she did it again. you know the drill, they put hot... warm wax and then cloth-paper thing on top and pull...yeah...she did that... it was sooooo sakit. if i were to do it myself, it would probably take me 3 months to recover from the pain, to do the second pull. yup...very very painful experience. no pain, no gain.. the things women go through to look half as gorgeous as gisele :( the lady was really nice. she spoke to me the whole time. probably trying to divert my attention elsewhere... or else i'm so sure i'll be concentrating on the pain, it would have been worse.

after waxing... the lady would pull the rest of 'very stubborn' bulu. that was worse. but then again... didnt really feel the pain coz the pain from the waxing hasnt subside yet. so now, i have fuzz-free ketiak... hehehe it still hurts a little now...

done with that, just found out that my friend was in patong beach 2 days before the tsunami. how did i found that out? through friendster... thank you for friendster... so he's back, thank god. have to work now...

calos babes!

RM15 can buy u....

yup... rm15 can buy a lot of things... dinner at mamak for two...i can do my threading... i can donate to the tsunami victims, i can buy one crate of mineral and donate to the tsunami victims...let's see what else... a lot but my OH decided to waste rm30 on football tickets.why? to watch our so called national football players get thrashed by the indonesians and to watch them fall every 10 minutes and lie down on the grass rather than running around the fucking field and scoring more bloody goals.

diarong ingat dah score first goal tu, dah cukup bagus kot?!!! i was hyped up... really... before the game. and we were late about 1/2 an hour late. plus it was really hot. i was perspiring so much even before i went into the stadium. anyways, we got in. we sat right at the top... the 3rd level, i think. we could see the whole... the players were as big as those soldier-man toys my cousins used to have..

so there i was... screaming for malaysian... then indonesian scored. it was a very very easy goal. with the goalie and defenders all around, mind you. if that's the case, why dont u let me play at least i could have defended better or score the another goal the same way the indonesians did (saya sangat marah sebab it was fucking hot... and i am having my period. so everything is amplified!!!)... that was still fine... draw... then came another 3 goals...3 fucking goals, one after another. after that we left... i mean everyone left...

so much for malaysian football... now i really know why many, many ppl dont watch malaysian football.

now... today. everytime i read about the tsunami victims. i get really sad and melancholic. my heart cries for them. i cant really cry coz i read at the office... malulah. i really feel like going to Aceh to help them out. but am i strong enough to go? i dont know... to all of you who actually reads my blog... do donate to these poor people.

on another note... my colleague just belanja me coffee... hehehe.. how sweet of him.

calos babes

oh shitty day

today is a shitty day. i feel shitty. maybe it's PMS. i think it is. i feel so blardy depressed. it's no fun. i dont like feeling like this.

BYE!