Monday, July 31

sleepy at work

i was sleepy in the morning... i am still sleepy now at 3.14pm... i saw kinkypugkevin at my office building... i tried hard not to stare at him... heheh.. bikin malu saja...

so today... din start out so good... first it rained... took a long time to finally wake up... late of course.... lrt was super-packed and was very slow... meaning 2 trains passed by on the other side before one stopped on our side...

thank god, bread story had my favourite bread... spicy floss with turkey ham bun... it was still drizzling... my pants were really long... so it got a little wet...

got to the lobby, i saw many, many ppl waiting for the lift... then i found out that the lifts din worked, at least for 31st to 48th floor... okay... the lifts at my office is divided into 3 parts. so 1 to 19 (kot... dun remember...) and 20 to 30 and 31 to 48... so 31 to 48 was down... had to take lift to 30th floor, climb 4 freaking floors up. i havent lunch yet.. i was starving and very very thirsty! damn! too much exercise on the morning! too much!!

and then, i found out that my boss is on MC. which is good but also not very good... coz now i havent got much to do, which gets my sleepy, consequently gives me a headache... which makes really, really, really wanna sleepy. hence, i am blogging during office hours... *sigh*

i officially have another 2 hours and 20 minutes of my working hours... yay! but it feels like torture... help help help... give me something to do besides minutes and opening doors for strangers... rase mcm receptionist pulak... ! i am soooo sleepy...

Sunday, July 30

getting older...and being marilyn!

im turning 25 in 2 days... damn! didnt hit me it was THAT soon till now... wat have i achieved so far... not much... im turning 25 and i havent achieved much... last year, shortly after turning 24, i made a list of items to be achieved before i hit 25... so..out of 11 resolutions.. i managed to do 3... oklah 2 ... i was suppose to get a new laptop but my old man gave me a new one... so tak kiralah kan.... so.. ONLY 2!!! not good... not good at all!

so now... im making my list and making it public too...


this is my 25 going on 26 resolutions
1. to get a new car
2. to get a payrise by year-end
3. to actually start on a exercise regime... ANY kind of exercise regime
4. to reduce debt significantly
5. to have at least rm XXXX.00 in savings account
6. to go on an island holiday at least twice
ok enough... it looks realistic enough for now...
so again... im turning 25... im gonna make it a good one.. a memorable... to me turning 25 is another mark in my life... just like turning 16 and turning 21... turning 25 is particularly important to me coz i realised that now that i am 25, i am official an adult.. no more playing... more responsibilities... more debts... urrrgghhh... as much as i DON'T feel like an adult... but my dad would never EVER let me forget that! that's wat u get being the eldest...
so anyway... more responsibilities... i have to get control over my life... gotta learn to be more reliable...
so frens... remember me on 1st of august... im turning 25... yayay.... im gonna partay like there's tomoro!!! hehehe....
ps: i miss marisa and zalea, although i met yesterday for a very short while...
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You May Be a Bit Dependent...

You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned.
You need a lot of support in your life, at all times.
It's difficult for you to survive on your own...
And you don't reallly think you ever could.

Thursday, July 27

if....

'you' have found me (i highly doubt it.. who am i lah kan...just another in your life) i just wanted to let you know that i like you... and a lot too
and i wanna apologize for incident last sunday... im not sure whether it meant anything to you or whether you were upset about it or not... it probably meant nothing to you... you probably dont even know what im babbling about... but i felt that you were a little different after that...
maybe...its my mind working on over-drive and the fact that i felt so bad and guilty, made it even worse...
i wanted to talk to you about it but im not sure how... plus im scared...

im done for tonite... laters...

ps: my dad bought this lovely material for raya from jakarta... its green and pink... my favouritest colours in the whole wide world!!!

I Love You, DADDY!!!!

PUSSYCAT DOLLS!!!

so i went... after much much deliberation... i had a few asking me but i said no. then i sad ok... yes let's go... then tak jadi... finally i did! i had to rush from work!! damn!!! no more week-day concerts for me!

the place was packed... they were great. they performed for an 1hr... or less... about 6-7 songs i think... reshmonu was the opening act... but i missed 95% of his act... then waited for the PCD for like 10 mins or so... then they finally came out...

so cool! i wanna be just like them... i wish i shake my bootie like them...

but honestly, to pay rm100 like not-so-clever me... i dun think its really worth it... especially when u go with ppl who are not all-out and semangat like you are.... hhmmm... oh well... i enjoyed them anyway...

on another note... 'he' is finally ok... well, ok-ok... i spoke to him yesterday.. he seemed ok... i havent seen him since sunday... so we'll see...

back to work...

sab's birthday TOMORO... wat to get her? wat to get her? wat to get her? help! help! help!

which reminds me that i din get lish anything yet... finas too... OH NO! thank god for megasale... heheh :D

Tuesday, July 25

im sad... last nite..

this post was written at home last nite... but st*p*d blogger couldnt uploaded! dang!!! so i saved it and posting it today... tuesday morning!

b4 that.. i saw my 'boy' but as luck would have it, he was at the fron tof the line and i was right at the back... oh well...

so back to why im sad last nite...

'he' seems different... im sad. talking to him isnt the same anymore. im not sure wat ive done wrong. probably something i did or did not do. i dunno. i hate this feeling. my love-life is pretty shitty lately... not that i have one anyway.. so yeah... watever that i have is not going so well... i SO envy those married people... i wanna be happily married too! damn! i think age is catching up on me... and i think its coz im surrounded by married ppl and pregnant ladies 75% of my normal working days. i am the only single girl in the office and thank god i am the youngest in the department!!! i cant imagine not being the youngest and not married at the office... pressure man!!!

on the other hand, work is fine...

i met lish and shimi... happy happy happy!

went home with voon... happy happy happy!

had dinner with pet-bro hadi... happy happy happy!

didnt get to see 'him' today or yesterday... NOT happy AT ALL!!!

and i should be sleeping now... bye...

and so i slept...

bye

back to work!

Wednesday, July 19

.... -_-.....

ok.. so i saw this guy who looks exactly like ex , i think.. last week at kl sentral. i was amazed of the similarity... the way he dressed, his hair, the type of clothes he wore that day... everything reminded me of my ex. my ex and i... long story cut very very short, were together for 3 months, we were 18 and broke up... but we're frens now... i called him the same day just to confirm it wasnt his brother or something... and he said it wasnt... so that was done deal...

and then, TODAY... this morning... i saw him again... he looked diff. he was casually dressed last week... i wore baju kurung (it was a friday... i know, not important..) the other day, today he was wearing office outfit... he looked the same... cute as ever... at least i think he is. my heart stopped for awhile... but cannot "look look". coz i was rite at the front of the line and he was somewhere at the back... just my luck. and he didnt get on the same train and i know for sure that he takes the same exit as i do but he doesnt go towards my way... he goes the opposite... damn!... oh well...

he's cute! nvm... he's now gonna be my Mr Boy... he looks like a boy but i hope he's not that young...

i shall now begin my quest in search of Mr Boy...

heheh.... now going to work will be a lot more interesting...

Tuesday, July 18

logging...

please read this!
wat i think is that the state government is going bonkers and in their eyes, they see money money money! so to get that... log-out the forest... is alrite...
the least it wud do is just increase green-house effect or maybe get more exotic animals locked-up in the zoo far away from their natural habitat... see can money wat? more pl wud got to the zoo, rite...
more ppl, more money...
-_-
now this
i hope cousin gets picked!
insyaallah...
back to work!
i want cuppacakes!
edited @9.59am
oh no! read this!
its in todays star... and im still on about the logging..
im concerned!

Monday, July 17

selling...

017 37 66 100
maxis post paid
monthly access fee = RM10
drop me a line if u like it!
need to sell it A.S.A.P!!!

Wednesday, July 12

PUSSYCAT DOLLS ARE IN KL

they are! they are!
well... definitely on the 26th July... their World Tour Concert !
i wanna go!

jom! lets go!
go HERE
if any of u are going... please let me know... we'll go together-gether ok!

Monday, July 10

france.... didn't...win... -_-

so they didnt win... they could have but i dunno why they didnt. i dunno why zidane did wat he did... the st**id italian must pissed him off real bad... kesian die... damn italians!!! leave the french alone...

i so sedih... stayed up to watch them... l.o.s.e... its sad.. i was sleepy the whole morning but now im wide awake... but thats after having starbucks new frappachino (dunno how to spell... sorry!) drink... java chips something but its very yummy... it taste exactly like rhumba frap! so sedap!

im blogging from work for the first time... heheh... boss #2 and #3 takde mahh... but boss#3 left me work... which i HAVE to finish before i leave... damnnn! but i think im gonna back soon... mebbe in another hr which means i'll be leaving at about 7.30pm... mebbe... i hope... tak mau kena tinggal!

bye... kena buat kejelah

france.... didn't...win... -_-

so they didnt win... they could have but i dunno why they didnt. i dunno why zidane did wat he did... the st**id italian must pissed him off real bad... kesian die... damn italians!!! leave the french alone...

i so sedih... stayed up to watch them... l.o.s.e... its sad.. i was sleepy the whole but now im wide awake... but thats after having starbucks new frappachino (dunno how to spell... sorry!) drink... java chips something but its very yummy... it taste exactly like rhumba frap! so sedap!

im blogging from work for the first time... heheh... boss #2 and #3 takde mahh... but boss#3 left me work... which i HAVE to finish before i leave... damnnn! but i think im gonna back soon... mebbe in another hr which means i'll be leaving at about 7.30pm... mebbe... i hope... tak mau kena tinggal!

bye... kena buat kejelah

Sunday, July 9

world cup finals

so tonite is the big nite... well, morning to be exact but who the hell cares!
italy and france... i hoping for france... any takers? kite bet, jom!

work has been a okay... my weekends are more hectic than my weekdays!!! there is always something to do... my god! i need more hours in my weekends.. i havent even seen my cousin and best frens in the past 3 weeks which is not cool... i havent had to clean my things in my room since i started work until today... so today was my spring-cleaning day... i was organising my book, folder and junks... throwing out old bags and papers, notes and wat nots. i have got only shoes to organise but i'll do that after my ice cream...

i wanna go to perhentian in august... i hope i can. i have to sacrifice my july's and august's weekdays nites in order to get 1 day leave just so i can go to perhentian... hhmmm... is it worth it? i think it will be... heheh i cant wait.

so my fellow frens, i wont be able to meet up for dinners at klcc or anyplace for that matter coz i have to work hard... heheh. plus i have a feeling my boss#2 and #3 will be making me work extra hard for tomorrow onwards... damn!!!

gtg

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Friday, July 7

i can now

blog from work... HAHHAHAH

bye!

have to do work!

Saturday, July 1

looonnnggg week...

nothing much happened in the past week besides the usual jam to work and staying back late thing. its a change for me.. from waking up at 8am and still be in time for work at 8.45am and leaving work at 5.45pm sharp or earlier... (mengular... biasalah... marketing! hehhe...) TO waking up at 6.45am to be in time (or not) for work that starts at 8.45am (saya keje banklah... in case u didnt know...) and leaving work earliest 6pm or much much much later... the latest so far was 10.30pm last wednesday. and that was in my 2nd week of work. i cant complain much coz im sure others have had it worse off than me! i mananged to leave early on friday... 5.45pm (work ends at 4.45pm for kulis working for a bank... jgn jeles!)... thank god...

so THE game last nite. i was rooting for germany.. and THANK GOD they WON!! yippee... although i cant say much about the game they played. they suck! like seriously!! they could have been a little more 'semangat' and the chase the ball a little more... instead of letting the ball pass them by... i think i can play better (heheh.. perasan!) and i just didnt want argentina to win... im selfish and i dont care. i didnt watch the italy/ukraine win coz i knew italy was gonna win anyway and they did. plus i had to wake up early for yoga which was at 9am for an hour. after which i continued sleeping until 1pm... bliss bliss... its been a loooonnnggg time since i had that much of sleep... seriously...

so thats pretty much sums up my life over the week. dad's birthday is coming up in 2 weeks then MY BIRTHDAY (saya mmg tak malu wan...) is coming up in the next 2 weeks. planning to have a surprise birthday dinner for the master... does anyone know where i can caterer to do barbecue? please let me know asap... tentative date for the dinner is 15th july.

so please, please do tell k!

gonna have dinner and buy nachos and dips for the brazil/france game... is gonna be tough!

bye!! muahs! and may FRANCE win!!