Wednesday, November 29

random things

1. my sister has to go for NS... national service. she finishes her exam (SPM...) on the 6th dec and she will be heading to SANDAKAN on the 1st of Jan. its good for her (although she doesnt think so...) ... not really good for me... no one for me to "suruh-suruh" at home, no one to check my make-up when i go out for functions, no one to help with my baju, no one to help clean the room (the mess 85% hers!), no one for me to cerita-cerita my gossip... i am gonna miss her.. she is so gonna be perasan-ated if reads this...

2. there's a dude at the office. he was hitting on me. which was fine... until he told me he was married. which was still ok... until he did his 'gatal' talk thing.. i pity the wife... seriously. i have decided to NOT reply his emails. and he cant call me!! hahah... my phone is barred anyway.. boo

3. gaji masuk on friday... so late, i know...

4. cousin's wedding was fun... i have to upload my 'red kebaya movie' inspired kebaya... i wore pink kebaya... i felt so cantik.. oklah... im vain... pelamin was gorgeous. the wedding planner was 'kapas'. im gonna get him to do WHEN i get married... i will, i will... 2008. always good to set a target date, right??!! -_- whether or not you achieve, is a totally different story altogether... hehe

5. my confirmation is due in 2 weeks... wish me luck.. i hope to be confirmed and pay rise as well as bonus... i know... i so wish!

6. i lost 3 kgs!!! yayay!!! 2 more to go!! yayay!!

bye...

Tuesday, November 28

u think u know but you dont know...

estoy cayendo en amor...

Friday, November 24

i think im falling...

Thursday, November 23

red kebaya

so i watched last night. the premier... with frens.. free tickets! yippee!!! i love long time aiman! anyway... the movie was good... storyline was there... i was kinda sleepy some parts of it... i liked how vanidah acted. she was GOOD! and so was samantha... as much as i hated her character, davinia coz she top-of-the-line super queen bit*h, at the same i was amazed at her acting. vanidah was good... very good...

on another note:

im not getting my kebaya for my cousin's wedding this sunday. she, the tailor thot i wanted it during CNY!!!??? wtf??!! so due to that, i have to rush off from work on friday to go look for a corsett and a black skirt... of course to go with lovely green vietnamese-style top that i already have... more money going out... my pay is only coming next friday... oh well

im due for confirmation this month... specifically 19th december. wish me luck! i hope i'll be confirmed... coz i wanna get my pay early like every else. its sucks to get it muuuccchhh later than the rest.

im in a dilemma. i have two weddings on saturday. one johor, my cousin and another is here in kl, my friend's brother. which to go? my dad is going to johor, one-day-trip... i can follow... but... it'll be me, my dad and my aunt... the idea of being with them in the 4-hr journey doesnt strike my fancy but i feel kinda guilty not going to the wedding... so...

im in another dilemma. one that concerns the heart. it shouldnt even be a dilemma coz i think i know what i want... now its the guilt feeling... but then again... your loss lah kan... but then again it was my fault that it happened but now i kinda know who i want... i just hope this time it works out alright... im pretty scared that it might not work... how now brown cow??

Tuesday, November 21

the best and the worst

THE BEST

Leo With Aries:

Leo gets along pretty good with Aries. Not a bad match, leo with aries will definitely work!

This is a really good astrological match up. You will both have the same energy levels, and stamina plus you will also have the desire to go and do, but the Leo will be more success oriented and driven, most likely will be the dominating force in this relationship. While you like success, when it comes from someone else, it often irritates you, and this is the ONLY drawback that I can see.

leo and aries - astrological compatibility rank = 10 (10 is best)

Learn to take a back seat as far as money is concerned and you will be ok. Aries will be the more dominant in the love department though, and this makes up for a lot! These two will have no problem having fun together and staying together for a long time.

THE WORST

Leo With Pisces:

Leo gets along with Pisces somewhat poorly, love is what is needed the most to make it happen.

Both are more inclined to take than to give. Fiery Leo and watery Pisces best describe these two. This is the depiction of these two. Generally not expected to work but both has an ability to learn from one another if they can get past their innate differences. The strong and hearty temperament of Leo may be too much for the subtle and sensitive Pisces.

leo and pisces - compatibility rank = 3 (10 is best)

Leo will come to the conclusion that Pisces is fun for a night and that's about it. It's fun while it lasts. A brief affair is possible but long- term love is not so promising for Leo.

Leo With Cancer:

Leo gets along with Cancer very poorly, not a good zodiac match.

Cancer is initially attracted to Leo's fun loving manner, but shortly Cancer will find out just how different their value systems are from one another. The fiery nature of Leo will cause Cancer to feel that real love cannot last with such intensity and begins to doubt Leo's heartfelt words of love. Being Moody and easily hurt by almost everything that is said will cause Cancer to sulk for days and this will not go over very big with Leo, who has no time for someone who cannot keep up with him/her.

leo and cancer - astrological compatibility rank = 3 (10 is best)

Cancer will feel a bit more enthused around Leo and will probably let Leo run things or at least let them think they are in charge and hey! What's the difference? Leo will appreciate cancer's attention and as long as cancer can forget that they feel neglected at times when Leo is out running the world, there is a chance this could work.

SO-SO

Leo With Taurus:

Leo gets along with Taurus OK, pretty good love match.

These two make a fairly good combination, especially when each understands the other's faults. Excellent physical qualities and great physical appeal are usually there for both partners. Loyal Leo is just what the doctor ordered for the Taurus's love of the nicer things in life. As long as the Taurus restrains jealousy and lets the Leo show off a bit, all will go well with this astrological compatibility match.

leo and taurus - astrological compatibility rank = 6 (10 is best)

The most negative thing about this relationship is probably the lack of spiritual conectiveness. This zodiac sign match up can be very hard to go the distance in the long term. They tend to make good boyfriend/girlfriend relationships, but that unfortunately is about the extent of it.

Leo With Gemini:

Leo gets along with Gemini quite well! A good love horoscope.

This combination will soon find out that they are naturally made for each other. On the surface there is great mutual attraction for both signs, and deeper down, the feeling grows stronger. Both are naturally attracted to glamour, flattery and the world of good fellowship, both will have this in common. Leo will blend well with Gemini in all aspects including the bedroom.

leo and gemini - astrological compatibility rank = 8 (10 is best)

There is good reason to be optimistic about this pairing, if Leo can understand that Gemini won't always be around to give them the attention they thrive on. Gemini will need to understand Leo's need to run the world, but all in all this is a very good combination of air and fire.

Leo With Leo:

Leo gets along with Leo fairly well, a possible love horoscope, caution, work ahead!

Although no other sign is so warm hearted and giving, Leo will always want to be the center of attention, but... there is only one center! Leo loves with all of his/her heart and this trait alone could go far in overcoming some of the worse aspects of this union. Their love of 'show' could result in their home being a showplace for friends and family to admire. Leo's in general gamble with life and enterprises and their monetary affairs are apt to be unstable to say the least.

leo and leo - compatibility rank = 6 (10 is best)

These are two positive and strong willed individuals, not too bad a match. This should prove to be a compatible combination, but it is not always true. Leo's are positive people and love to be the center of attraction. They want to be the head of their social groups.

Leo With Libra:

Leo gets along with Libra above average. These two star signs can make it.

Leo brings music and romance into Libra's life. Libra will appreciate the drama and physical appeal of Leo. The attraction could lead to marriage. Libra may find Leo possessives a bit extreme for their tastes. This relationship will get better over time or it could collapse. Leo may prove to be too much for the sensitive Libra nature, though they have a lot in common that could make for a good combination. The sun ruling Leo and Venus ruling Libra usually form a strong and luxurious aspect.

leo and libra - compatibility rank = 7 (10 is best)

Libra is indecisive and Leo will naturally take charge. Both signs love luxuries, are subject to flattery, and are very artistically inclined. The books may not always balance because they're both extravagant and love a beautiful setting in which to shine.

Leo With Scorpio:

Leo gets along with Scorpio pretty good, this is not the best, but will work with time and effort.

Leo finds it hard to cope with Scorpio's jealousy and possessiveness. Scorpio considers Leo a show piece. Scorpio doesn't understand Leo's need to be continually surrounded by an admiring audience. Scorpio would rather dominate than admire, and that doesn't suit Leo's kingly state. Not the best of matches and will require lots of intense work to make this love horoscope work.

leo and scorpio - compatibility rank = 5 (10 is best)

These two are passionate, dedicated, intense people who can match each other in just about every aspect of life. Only time will tell whether these two have what it takes to create lasting love.

Leo With Sagittarius:

Leo gets along with Sagittarius very well for the most part, a good astrological match.

These two do make a very good match up. Both will feel like they have known each other all their lives. Together they share a liking for freedom, adventure, and meeting new people. Leo's natural quality of leadership brings out what loyalty Sagittarius can give. Leo is very proud, but self-confident and expansive Sagittarius is quite happy to let Leo go.

leo and sagittarius - compatibility rank = 7 (10 is best)

They get along great as friends, lovers and a strong attraction could lead to a long-term love. A love of the good life and lots of laughter will be experienced together. Children and animals will be involved in this relationship. Friends will also say they look great together.

Leo With Capricorn:

Leo gets along with Capricorn just barely. Not the best, but with love it can work.

Leo will think Capricorn stingy with affection because Capricorn's reserved, undemonstrative nature cannot give Leo the adoration it needs. Neither will take a back seat nor let the other be dominant. The Capricorn has the tendency to be of suspicious motives, while Leo will wholeheartedly enter the arena with no thought of consequences.

leo and capricorn - compatibility rank = 4 (10 is best)

Hard work and discipline will ultimately play an important role in bonding you to one another Leo needs to understand how important success is to Capricorn and Capricorn needs to analyze Leo a little less frequently. All in all, the scenario looks OK, but it is still better to avoid this match up if possible.

Leo With Aquarius:

Leo gets along with Aquarius OK as far as astrological matches go you could do better though.

This makes for an excellent combination for a partnership that deals with or caters to the public. Each have a mutual understanding of the other when it comes to intimate matters, needs and desires. There is never a dull moment in their lives as Aquarius holds many surprises for Leo. Both like socializing and meeting new people, but Leo always needs to perform on center stage, which makes Aquarius impatient and irritable. Aquarius is too independent to become Leo's devoted subject.

leo and aquarius - compatibility rank = 4 (10 is best)

This can be a very challenging and exciting relationship. Leo and Aquarius are an interesting combination of passion, friendship and loyalty when it works out. For the most part though, this will be a hard relationship to maintain.


wah.... can believe eh...
i guess u believe what u want...
and i think if u believe hard enough
it will come true
for all u LEOs out there... read more here

Monday, November 20

SPM starts today

yeah SPM starts today... at least for my sister
so good luck!
baca bismillah byk-byk
relax
sleep early
if you're reading this...
u should be sleeping now...
GOOD LUCK
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
i took it from muzie
coz i like too!!
You Give Me Something - James Morrison
You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away. '
Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what the mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Thursday, November 16

Your Perfume is Glow

Fresh, sexy, and clean.

You're real, intimate, and exciting.

Your lush sensuality appeals to men...

And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez.

Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus.


I have a weakness for lovely-smelling men… seriously… I love guys who smell really good… my knees goes weak and I will find ways to stand close to them… hhhmmmm…

Men perfumes of my choice…
- aqua di gio (my favoritest!!!)
- hugo boss (the blue bottle… I dunno the name)
- ck eternity (top choice!!)
- ckBe (although its not only for men)
- clinique for men
- issey miyake (the clear green bottle which I think its for men)
- romance for men

cant think of any anymore… there’s one that my friend uses but I dunno the name… he smells really good too!!

All these things came about from my photo-shoot yesterday… I had to wear tudung which I dun mind. its just that I din know how to put it on properly, so the photographer/helper or whoever did my tudung for me… and he wore ckBe… hhmmm… nice… nice… nice…

So all in all… im a sucker for guys who smell really good… so if u want me... you what to do k..

I need to get new perfume… any suggestions?
Versace is out with a new one.. its quite nice… I think it has a few layers of undertones so u get a different smell every few hours… different but nice…

Tuesday, November 14

kampung and colour-galore




You are a City Girl!



Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl.

You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion.

And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun.

Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!



as much as i would like to believe that i am not much of a city girl... i simply cannot imagine myself staying elsewhere but kl... unless you say london or paris... thats a whole different story altogether...

i like the scenic view of the kampungs.. i wished i had one. my kampung is good 'ol KL.. its sad not to have a kampung. i envy those who has one... i dun mind staying for a couple of days... a couple literally... 2 hari shj... i think thats as much as i take... heheh... *smile shyly*

on a different note:-

im still at work and im fasting...

i have a photoshoot tomorrow afternoon ... heheh... malu....

i kinda like this guy but i dunno whether he likes me or not...

i did a colourgenics test... and this is what they said about me..

You are very ambitious and because you seek and need recognition, you try in your own way to impress people and you want to be looked up to - to be both popular and admired. You feel that there is a gap which separates you from your fellow man, or woman as the case may be, but this anxiety is an unnecessary one. Keep on the way you are going and you may surprise yourself.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

i think its almost rite...

Monday, November 13

la la la...

past weekend...
weekend was alrite
cousin is married
world cup monopoly is COOL...
weather sucks
have yet to go to the OU theme park funfair
outing with my girlies
mom went to Paris
i am jealous!
watched The Prestige
was good..
hugh jackman is really cute!
had a great evening

now... today...
at work...
having mixed feelings
'should i or shouldnt i' thing
y cant i get over the past
so that i can move forward
they ask y cant i do just that
i think the future is scary
its so uncertain
i dun wanna waste time anymore
gotta focus, focus, focus...

dropped my phone in the toilet bowl...
dun ask how it happened
or why i brought it in the toilet in the first place
i just did
and it just happen
so now im using useless spare phone
which will die off if i talk longer than 5 minutes
and DAMN! i forgot to bring my charger today

i have to be grateful
be grateful, be grateful, be grateful

anyone has a spare phone
i need one until end of the month je...

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edited: 4.46pm

i officially have 59mins of working hours left! yippee!!!!
i need to distract myself...
i need distractions...
what should i do..

bye

Wednesday, November 1

selamat hari raya everyone... i know im a week late but raya is ONE WHOLE MONTH. raya was alright... i had the week off but didnt do much. rested a lot.. after making cookies the days leading to raya, i was freaking exhausted. nasib baik i had good feedback on the cookies..

so its now back to work and i have to ganti my puasa. i have 6 days... im attepting my first day today... fasting at work is difficult, sleeping very late the night before doesnt help... not waking up for sahur also doesnt help... office being super-duper-freaking cold LAGI TAK MENOLONG... i am SOOOO cold... fingers are numb... ganti-ing on weekends are no good too... dont wanna miss the open houses.. so...

nadia came back... went out for drinks with matt and nadia...had fun.. i bought an extra pair of shoes... i bought 2 new ones for raya... now i ahve 3... uh uh... no good for the bank book... dahlah broke from the giving raya, though it wasnt much... paid almost all my bills... im left with a meagre sum... sungguh sedih... and its only 1st of nov... i have exactly ONE month to survive... boleh ka???

had drink with my schoolmates... that was fun... 1 getting married next week, 1 getting engaged next month another getting married next year, one a doctor, one a soon-to-be gomen dentist, one migrated (that would be nadia... heheh..).. the rest cam biasa... hhmmm...

i got this from another fren... i took it off from her blog..

Grade your life...

[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend/fiance/husband/wife.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone
[x] You have an mp3 player. (ipod adalah... same thing right.....?)
[x] Your parents are still married
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard

T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have beaten someone up.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music youwant to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.

T 0 T A L: 5

[x] You have over 50 friends on friendster
[x] You have pictures on friendster
[x] Your parents let you have a friendster
[ ] You get allowance
[x] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport
[x] You do something after school. (after work, yes!)

T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You own a car/truck.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You are happy with your appearance
[ ] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about many people.
[x] You are happy with your life
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language
[ ] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are happy where you're living.
T O T A L: 9

Total over all: 29
times it by 3 = 87

91-101%+: A+
100-90%: A
89-80%: B
79-70%: C
69-60%: D
59-00%: F

report saying "i got a B in life"

oklah... average...