weddings

just went to a classmate's wedding yesterday. i cant believe he's already married. i'm not the only one whot thinks the same way. anyway, congratulations to him and his new wife.

so, the wedding was grand... was really nice. met with high school classmates. that was nice. this month alone... i think that was about 5 to 6 weddings that i know happened but didnt go. wow... that many couples getting married... i'm rambling sorry...

i have mixed feelings about getting married. i want to get married but not now but soon enough. my ex whom i know will marry me by next year if i got back with him but i'm not gonna do that but i wanna get married by next year but.... my current guy... i guess will marry me but in 3 to 4 years time. god!!!! that's a bloody long time for a girl to wait... i'll have wrinkles by the time we (yeah... IF) get married.

but... i cant get married now. i'm not emotionally and financially stable. i cant be depending on the husband all the time,right?! or should i?? i dunno... too many petty dilemmas to think about. they are petty but it's something that has to be thought over or else... aiyohhh

ok... i have got to do my report or else...

going

calos

blogging

i think the reason why i actually have time to blog is coz i am spending less time with my darling. i use to see him every nite. it was tiring but worth it... but things change. i see him less and less nowadays and watching more and more CSI. hah!

anyhow, took EL today. mom was sick. wanted to see the specialist, so told my boss i needed to take the day off.

on a different note, my friend from uni is getting married like in a month plus time!! it's all so soon... we were expecting her wedding to be in dec but tak jadi. pity her. but i am really happy for her... and not-so-happy for myself.

didnt read the papers today.. so ppl... tell what's up with the world..

going

bye

mtv no more

so i didnt get through. i was late. by the time i got there, the table had a sign saying. CLOSED .... sad. my darling bought a pretzel for me, to make me a little happier... actually i wanted one and he offered to pay. i feel like a teenager all of a sudden. so, i was sad... then i went to OU to shop.. hahaha... retail theraphy. got meself that cropped cardigan top thingy which i have been eyeing for quite a long while...

anyways... i'm suppose to be at work... wonder where that is? anyhow, i'm home. me mom is still sick. she wanted tau foo far... looked high and low for tau foo far but couldnt find any. luck was soooo not on my side. heheh... finally called my ex. he got me tau foo far. i know i can always depend on him for these things. somehow he knows where to find... but i remember when we were together, semua cannot find. laterlah... tanya org lain lah... damn excuses.... ok enough keesha...

gotta print promuda mins now... i have a meeting at 6 and later at 8. or was it 8.30pm. i am so gonna be dead tired when i get back home...

going...

bye

donkey years

it's been a long while since i last blogged. anyways.. life goes on.. work is going down... it's so boring...not challenging... love life.. broke up with him... hooked with another pretty quickly. a fren...actually an ex thinks i have some sort of psychological problem or something... hmmm... maybe i do. what the heck? live and let live

i just turned 24. geez... i'm getting old. ppl my age are getting married. here i am... fresh out of one relationship... jumping straight into another, suicidal i think... what's done, is done. so... as i was driving along the other day... i thought, now that i'm 24, what have i achieved so far in life.

achievement no 1: i graduated.. hehehe... 2 yrs back
achievement no 2: i have meself an apt... which i'm gonna go bankrupt pating for it later
achievement no 3: hhmmm.... i'm thinking hard...
achievement no 4: thinking really really hard....

oklah... 2 achievements... aiyo! so little.. it's alright...

i guess making new friends is an achievement too... well then, i made plenty this year...

so now... what do i do next? i should get meself a better job or career... i'm gonna try out for mtv vj hunt tomoro... so cheer me on from wherever you happen to be.

my new bf says i complain a lot. i think i do too. but only to him, i think. i dont think i complain to my freinds... oh well... if i cant tell him all these things, he might as well not be my bf then... senang saje...

current issues.. not-so current actually.. haze was pretty bad. i got sick.. it first it was like tipu-sakit but then i got really sick. did my hair... highlight... spent 4 hours at the salon... and i still sick that day... the things women do!

going...

calos!