you know

how someone's presence can make a difference?

i had that experience last night... i was sick but the moment that person came by, i felt better... the longer i was with that person, the better i felt... i had trouble breathing which was freaking me out. i thot i was gonna die... jeez but when i was with that person... i could breathe a little better... that person has that calming effect on me without even knowing it...

thanks "you"...

ermm.... me...

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i had fun last nite... heheh... though i wasnt very stable but i still had a lot fun... but today there's a lot work to do. mumsy is coming back so... the usual cleaning has got to be done...

ciao

i am so bored

i am at home... with nothing to do... i can

1. read my book
2. go to petaling street
3. go to curve flea market
4. pick up dry cleaning from hartamas
5. pick my 'the edge' from centrepoint

hahah... but im not gonna do any... coz im too lazy to drive...

i watched the da vinci code last nite... we sat right in front! movie was great... kinda draggy. i was itching to tell my friend wat i thought would happen next... but i held it together... sure kena marah wan... i slipped a few times... but not on the important stufflah.. its cool! it had all the important elements from the book. i am SOOO gonna buy the book (i read from a borrowed book) and read it again... BEST!

before movie... went to istana budaya to watch 'Babel'... it was also the opening show for the 'French Art Festival'. Babel is a dance show... a fusion on hip-hop and traditional dance... was interesting... but due to some person's very strong perfume, i had a bad headache. the type where u feel like pulling your hair out... yeah that one. the moment we stepped out, i felt a lot better... had dinner at great eastern mall with hanis and fren.

im having frequent pangs of hunger for the last 2 days... its not that i dont eat, i do. but i dunno why i get it. its starting again as i write this entry... i had lunch at a wedding. natasha hudson n faiz'z wedding. she looked pretty! the guy looked really young and cute...

i guess... im gonna read my book after all and pick up my laundry in awhile. and hopefully i can go to petaling street later...

ciao!

I GOT THE JOB... emo entry

yay! yay! yay! yay! yay!.... i got my offer letter... finalllllyyyyyy.... today.... i am happy but not overjoyed. y why u ask? dun get me wrong but i am glad... relieved even to get the job even with a pay cut... but i'm gonna miss my colleague, hanis!

dear hanis,

u dont know it girl... but somehow u gave me the spirit to actually work there (there meaning my current joblah...) if it wasnt for u, i would have had a miserable time over there... but since i had a friend there... you made life more bearable at the office... thanks for listening to my stories day in and day out... i think you know more than some of my friends... (jgn marah kwn2 lain... i mean, i do see every single day... even weekends.. sometimes...). thanks for 'covering' me up a little.

u seem more mature than your age... even me sometimes... which is good, dun take it wrong k. the thing is we think alike... so that makes it 'best'... im sure you know wat i mean... anyhow, im sorry i have to go... you know why... we will and must keep in touch... it is fun having as a friend and it would be a sad thing to lose as a fren...

ok dah... habis... she doesnt read my blog... but i will try to make her... kih kih kih... perasa-an.

i cooked yesterday ... woo hoooo!!! hebat!! nasi goreng ala keesha style... ehehhe...

pictures from dinner at chillis for sister's birthday...

me

dad
my food
dad's food

i cant seem to upload more photos... nanti i upload summore...

cioa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

happy 17th birthday to my sister... KHAIRA

pet... pet.. pet

i was reading this guy's blog and he had a virtual pet... so i decided to get one too... a baby tiger... so cute!!

wanna see a cute kitty...

me and daisy

daisy upclose

isnt she adorable... yesterday was my cousin's engagement.. the usual stuff... makan2... angkat hantaran... and then the usual 'who's next?' question... and of course yours truly kena kaw-kaw... like kopi kaw... aiyo... it was terrible!!! they wanna match me with some 50 yr old guy... no doubt rich and all but 50??!!! my dad is 56... how lah???!!! i better find someone else before that happens man!! or else...

went to bond last nite... was ok... but it was so hot... temperature hot... like panas with no-airconditioning. wat kind of place is that?? and its at avenue k... the high and mighty place... hhmmpfff!!! so much for high and mighty! chet...

so today... mom, dad n bro are not at home.. yay! got to do my errands which includes going to centrepoint to my photostating which means there is a likelyhood of me bumping into a certain someone. i know i can go elsewhere but... maybe i wanna see him or bump into him... i know i shouldnt but i wanna know how he's doing... ok or not ok...

oh well... im gonna go anyway... and thats where i have to collect my weekly 'nerdy' but very imformative newspaper... the edge of course.. so yeah.. ciao peeps!

freedom...

so it has been 3 days since my so-called 'freedom'... it has been tough and i think its gonna get tougher...

on a happier note... long weekend up ahead and i still have not decided wat to do for the next 3 beautiful days...

today cosmic gurl's little 'big' brother is getting married... so congratulations to him!!! semoga murah rezeki hingga ke anak cucu... (its that wat they always say..?...)

i think im gonna watch a movie today... alone... i guess... i feel very pathetic...
bye...

freedom anyone?

today could be the first day of my freedom... like i said it COULD... so i'll let u know how it goes k..

i like to do up my eyes everytime i wear make-up... i emphasis more on my eyes... (perasan i have nice eyes...)

so go here!

bye!

drama MI3

so the story goes:-

gf feels bad for not seeing bf the day before and also for cancelling lunch coz gf couldnt be bothered to drive from plaza damansara to centrepoint for lunch, so gf called at about 2ish and said or asked whether bf is going anywhere tonite and does bf wanna catch a movie tonite. bf said "tengoklah... i habis keje lambat..." gf said "lepas keje lah..." and then bf said "ok..."

so about 3ish, bf called and told gf "jom tgk MI3?" gf said "yay... ok!" bf said his colleague will ask fren of hers who works at gsc OU to book the tickets... so gf is happy happy happy. and then gf's fren called... "do u wanna go watch failure to launch tonite?" gf said she cant coz she is going to watch MI3 with bf. and then, gf told fren that maybe she could get bf's colleague to book another 2 tix(fren + another fren) and fren said ok.

it was ard 4 ish (time nak balik rumah dah nih) gf called bf to tell the latest news... (cannot call too often, nanti kena marah...)

(names are changed to... you know the drill...)

gf: boleh tak u cakap kat angelina jolie to book lagi 2 ticket?
bf: utk sapa?
gf: for my fren, alah... tom cruise tu and kawan die lagi sorang
bf: nantilah i tanya angelina
gf: eh, u must tell me cepat2 coz my fren tunggu tau
bf: nantilah... (he sounds annoyed... and gf dunno y exactly).. i nak makanlah (eh? makan now... gf thinks.. nvm..)
gf: oklah... bye (gf suara manja to avoid scolding...)

so gf went home... it was 4.45pm sharp (keje bank mah... jgn jeles.. heheh). hujan pun hujanlah... gf couldnt care less... she was gonna watch tom cruise in action later... no rain can dampen her spirits! then gf went out with her mommy to do her hair (got wedding the next day!)... gf got home at 8ish. somewhere in between bf called and told gf that...

"angelina takleh book coz kawan die takde kat counter so kena pegi OU terus beli...."

gf thot... "f*&k... confirm cannot get ticketslah nih!"
gf said... "ohhh... ok... i tak kisah"

and then bf went on to saying that he is going to selayang and that bf will pick her up after that and straight to OU. so gf thot ok... can mandi and go online... gf called fren told the news. gf's fren didnt mind and will rendevous at OU at 9pm (movie start at 9pm... -_-)

8.20pm... no call from bf. flustered a little, gf called bf to ask where he is... bf said "i kat sini lagi.." (that means bf is still in selayang and gf does not the slightest idea why the hell he is there in the first place!!)

gf thot... "wat the f^&k is this, man!!! we should be on the way to OU by now... who's suppose to get the tickets and all!!! mane sempat already!!! so irresponsible!!! uuurrgghhhh (bf didnt tell gf abt the plan of the evening)
gf said... "ohh.. sapa beli tickets?"

bf: angelinalah... diorang dah ade kat sana. nanti i datang. bye
gf: ohhh... (feeling very relieved but still very pissed)

so gf, went online... chatted with frens... went blog-hopping... and gf looked at her watch... it was already 8.40pm. gf thot... "how come no call yet?" so gf called bf and asked where he was... bf said "nak pegi dah nih... nak ambik u"

gf told bf that her frens are waiting for her at OU. then bf said... "i thot ur fren tak jadi datang coz tak dpt book the tickets..."

gf thot... "f*&k f*&k f*&k f*&k f*&k"
gf said... "i tak ckp pun tak jadi... bile mase i ckp tak jadi..."

so gf continues her internet-activities with a heavy heart. wat is he gonna tell her frens if there were no tickets?????

... and then her fren called, gf told fren... to wait for her at OU and that she is still at home coz bf is hasnt picked her up yet... and she will be there soon. fren said... "ok... see u soon" gf felt very bad but she couldnt do anything else since they were already there and she doesnt know the status of the tickets. plus gf didnt want to call bf to often to avoid him from screaming at her for being kepochi...

gf looked at her watch again... it was 9pm... blardy movie starts at 9pm... and fren called again... gf apologised profusely to fren... thank god fren is ok about it. and then bf called (finally!!!) and said he's outside the house. gf jumped and grabbed her stuff and rushed out..

on the way, bf called angelina about the tickets... guess wat i found out....

they have NOT bought the f*&king tickets.... i tell u... i was relieved and super-pissed at the same time... and... it was gonna be at TGV instead of GSC. but...

thank god... we got tickets to watch MI3 anyway.. 10.10pm and guess wherelah...

3 rows from the screen.... !!!!!!!!!!!!! well.. wat do u expectlah kan... dah beli lambat...

nasib baik gf's frens were cool about it...

then makan at oldtown kopitiam... my new favourite lepak spot... went to watch MI3... after movie.. lepak minum at noni's... and then balik...

and then gf thot... would other bf do the same? is this normal? is there a more responsible guy for her out there? or some one who looks like jonathan rhys-meyers.... for me ... out there...

On or Off

"WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF"

[Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don'tcare)]

About guys...

Is taller than you: ON

Is shorter than you: DC

Wears braces: OFF

wears a grill: OFF

Dresses Preppy: DC

Dresses Ghetto: OFF

Dresses Gothic: OFF

Has blue eyes: ON

Has green eyes: ON

Has hazel eyes: ON

Brown eyes: ON

Drinks alcohol: DC

Wears glasses: DC

Smokes: DC

Plays sports: ON

Smiles a lot: ON

Calls you just to say Hi: ON

Compliments you: ON

Good dancer: ON

Wears jewelry: ODC

Smiles when you walk in the room: ON

Has brown hair: DC

Has Black hair: DC

Has blonde hair: OFF

Has red hair: OFF

Makeup: OFF

Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON

Loyal: ON

Laid back: ON

Plays guitar: ON

Plays drums: ON

Sing: ON

he's buff (muscles): DC

He can draw: ON

Easily jealous: OFF

Doesn't eat meat: DC

is bi: OFF

has a tattoo: OFF

has a lip ring: OFF

has tongue ring: DC

gubra

so i watch gubra... it was good... it doesnt really have a specific story line. just a bunch of tiny stories into one. more like 2 different stories lumped into one movie.. weird. but it was touching. i nearly cried... oklah i cried! but it was really touching...

i thot adlin aman rosli was good... sh amani was great. i wanna have a bf just like him... i wanna be as tiny as orked with my husband... gile romantic and charming...hhhmmm... i wished my bf was like that... but he isnt. maybe i should do something about it... like....

i bought this relationship self-help book "why men love bitches" ... up to page 30ish... so far, very interesting. its mainly for woman who feel i undervalued by their partner... mainly woman who are too nice as it says in the book...

went to the KL business club function with the PM... so many, many cute professional men... "dreamy eyes" hhmmm... ppl goes to these functions who reasons like networking and meeting the PM but for me it was also for networking but in a different sense... kih khi kih... i wished i had more guts to talk to them... aiyoo...

i have a crush on someone new.... kih kih kih...

blogging

i wish i could blog more often but i cant. i refuse to allow myself spend more than a couple of hours in fron of laptop. i mean i spent 98% of my time in the office in front of the office... takkan i want to spent the precious hours left of my day in front of my laptop at home unless i have somehting to do like today... my cousin, voon and myself will discussing our so-called trip to perhentian... so thats fine...

gtg now... we're all here now... ciao

tomorrow is a HOLIDAY

oohhh... i am so glad tomoro is a holiday... days drag everytime i go to work... i guess it happens when u dont enjoy wat u do and doing it for the sake of doing it... hhmmm... so im glad that tomoro is a holiday. ive got loads to do...

- send car to workshop
- prepare minutes
- prepare resumes and sending it off
- read my The Edge.. (i buy them on saturday religiously and read only on Friday.... )

cheehhhh... macam banyak only... things will mountain up tomorrow...im sure of it...

i dun have much to write actually... besides my romantic life being down in dumps... well, at least i think so... he prolly does think it... uuurgghhh.... my mom says i need to rejuvenate... meaning life without a boyfriend... and all i could do is laugh it off... i know what has to be done but i cant do it... its not easy... i dont feel happy but theres always an obligation to perform my duties as a girlfren... this sucks! really sucks!

i wanna work really hard or shop till i drop and forget that i have him... maybe if runaway... i hate being alone... i hate being vulnerable... i hate not knowing that i have someone i could count on... i wanna be independent but i know im not.... not reallylah... i can be when i wanna...

bye...

this one is for bagak

this update is for my dear fren bagak or zulfadzli to others who will be leaving malaysia in a week.. for work... so have fun there... macam sedih pulak... like you said just now... macamlah u nak pegi bertahun2 kan... so i guess i'll be seeing in another 6 or 7 months time.. actually i havent seen since forces of nature concert and that was last year... early last year i think... so i havent seen in a yeat... u didnt come to my open house last raya... yeah so... what another 6 to 7 months... heheh... i still love you, bagak! dun worry!!! have fun in uk... and i will get u something...im not sure what yet... but i'll think of something... and you still owe me your blog address!!!

i haven twritten in a while... just got back from a dinner function organised by promuda with the Higher Education Minister. very interesting... i should get more involved in these things...hhmmm

other than that... work is boring as usual... i didnt get the job i wanted in cimb... all due to the merger... i am sad... as i was really hoping for it... oh well... i will be in the company anyway in a couple of months...

im sleepy... bye... thank god its friday!!! finally!!!

tagged by muzie...

this one is on schools..

How many schools did I go to?

std 1 to std 6 -> Sek Keb Bukit Damansara

... oohhh..loads of memories... crushes *wink, wink* ... i had the hugest crush on my schoolmate. malu nak tulis... those who attended SKBD would probably know.. i remember being in my aunt's class - Pn Norani.. 4K and 5B... she's fine and dandy - to those who remembers her. her son is going off to Moscow for the astronaut-thingy training programme. i remember our 10th Anniversary. i was in std 6... they had haunted-house.. that was fun... i remember having to practice brushing my teeth with adi... (i think...) i remember going back from school on Uncle Wong's bus... later i would get a ride back with Emi. i remember playing tennis.. i sucked... i remember my choir days... i was very happy during choir practices coz we get to skip class

form 1 to from 3 -> Sek Men Taman Sri Hartamas

my batch were the second batch in the school. now the school is a primary school which it was meant for from the very beginning. i remember kelab pencinta alam... going to FRIM. i remember the trip to Kuala Selangor, seeing the fireflies... i remember PN Regu teaching English... i remember sitting with Shasha Muna in form 1 or 2.... i remember being in the best class 1G all the way to 3G (jgn terase yg lain...) i remember growing hidrponic vege... shiou voon's was kailan reeves and juju's sawi brandis or somthing like that.... kih kih kih

i remember PMR... that was the best year ever ..for melahh... my parents were NOT around... HAHAHA... *evil laugh* but i was pretty decent and "anak mithali" heheh... if not takdelah score kan.... (sorry.. perasa-AN kejap)

form 4 & form 5 -> Kolej Yayasan Saad Melaka

the turning point of my life i always say... i learnt a lot from that school. i didnt really hate school back but we were always fighting amogst ourselves.. my whole form which was only 23 of us. yeah... there was THAT few of us... i remember being the emcee for many occasions... i remember walking aound the school during weekends... i remember "lights off!!!! " from Ms Nana, our warden... she's what you call kecik-kecik cili padi! i remeber moving from 1 block to another and cleaning the dorms... i remember moving to the all from5 dorm at the of school term.. 2 weeks before SPM... i remeber our swimming gala... i remember our sports day... where my house won 3 years in a row! GO HUSSEIN!!! school was... add maths was HORRIBLE... chemistry class was sleeing period for me... but since it was in a hutan... it was very soothing after a stressful day

Was I the studious nerd, or the last minute hero?

i'm a cross breed of budak malas-last minute nerd-budak rajin pegi tuition-budak study macam org gile tapi tak pandai-pandai

Was I the class ‘taiko’ or the teacher’s pet?

none of the above... im one of those kids teachers like to ask questions... there i was trying HARD to make myself invisble... well with no success

What was the biggest rule I broke in school?

i wish i could say i did but i didnt... i was a nerd when it came to that. besides reading after lights off... not much... the form 5 girls did get caught in our attempt to scare the guys...but i didnt do that alone... gile nerd... sorry!

Three subjects I enjoyed

1. chemistry - my favourite-est subject. one coz i get to do experiments and two coz i get to sleep... heheheh

2. english - madam fazidat was the bestest teacher of all!! wonder where she is now...

3. ermmm... art class in form 4... i like arts...

Three teachers that inspired me

erm... inspired... got meh? ..ermmm... my music teacher (i didnt play much... just very little violin and guitar), madam fazidah - i wanted to be just like back then... aaaaannnndddddd..... the art teacher - who was the kindest teacher ever... so much for inspiration... sorry

this goes out to ->

the usual... jam, ava and maybe farhan if he reads my blog

tagged by juju!!

Tag: 4 Things

4 jobs

- part time at blook bangsar

- jr accountant

- operations exec

- marketing exec

4 movies I love

- legally blond

- men in black

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4 places I've lived

- sg besi

- damansara heights

- bangkok

- damansara heights

4 TV shows I love to watch

- scrubs

- csi

- medical investigation

- charmed

4 places I've been on vacation

- london

- disneyworld, florida

- bangkok

- australia

4 blogs I visit daily

- edna

- superdzu

- kinkybluefairy

- purloinedutopia

4 favorite foods

- chocolate ice cream

- laksa sarawak

- my mom's cooking

- tom yam

4 places i'd rather be

- my new apartment

- disneyworld

- london

- perhentian

4 albums I can't live without

- mariah carey

- na

- na

- na ... i dont own any other albums

4 vehicles I've owned

- red kancil

- grey satria

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4 taggees

- edna

- jam

- sherie

- ava

long time

i havent written in a long time... 10 days to be exact. a lot has happened. work still sucks. i went for an interview with this company. went for a 2nd interview with them last tuesday... chances looks good but nothing is for sure until i get the offer which i am so hoping to get. anyways... that's that

my cousin got selected to be one of the 4 to go russia!! yippee!! cool eh!! i am very proud of him!

other than that..nothing interesting happened... but i did have the worst weekend ever in this year... loads of misfortunes which i rather not say... gets me all emotional again... had enough...

gtg.. bye!

jibb's wedding

congratulations to JIBB and KAK SU... may u have a blessed marriage!

wedding was a UNITEN reunion... met old frens which was great... missed hanging out with them especially the OJs... had loads of fun back in BGR (its bangi golf resort non-unitenians... heheh). wonder who's the next?

l to r: farouk, wafi, jibb, kak su, shahrul n jazdee... aka oj



me and dalilah



me and farouk










wafi and farouk... the tall and the short... heheh














jazdee and me










me and marisa's baby










me and jojo boy










me and marisa... cute baby's mommy

the things u learn about me in 5 or less minutes:-

WHO'S BED DID YOU SLEEP IN LAST NIGHT?

mine of course

WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?

white

HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW 'IN REAL LIFE'?

wat list?? friendster list issit... almost all...

WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR UNDIES RIGHT NOW?

hot pink with red polka dots.. ;)

DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?

one cat... calico

MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?

cant remember...

NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES?

my undies...like duhh

WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS?

red for now...

HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW?

rm30 with some cents

WHO'S THE 4TH PERSON ON YOUR RECEIVED CALL LIST?

my brother

WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?

some motorola ring tone

WHAT WERE YOU D0ING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?

on the phone with someone

WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE ON YOUR CELL PHONE SAY?

no probs

What's your favourite town/ city?

kuala lumpur

I can't wait to....?

for mommy to come home... i wanna go to ikea

When was the last time you saw your mom?

this morning

What did you have for dinner LAST NIGHT?

ermmm... some vietnamese popiah and clam porridge at Sao Nam in Hartamas Shopping Centre

Q:How long have you been at your current job?

exactly 20 days minus the 1 day i took for EL

What's the last thing you said out loud?

Ok mom!

Look to your left. What's there?

bathroom

What is the last thing/person you spent over $100 on?

i bought a handbag from MNG but it was more than rm 100

What is the last item of clothing you borrowed from someone?

my sister's top

What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?

the day... no internet connection in the office for me ... as yet

Do you have an air freshener in your car?

yup... the spray kind

Do you have plants in your room?

no...

If you could drink anything right now what would it be?

ice chocolate with ice cream at fasta pasta...yum yum!

Does anything hurt on your body right now?

i got stung by bee... so that area hurts

What city was your last taxi cab ride in?

home -> one utama

Do you own a camera phone?

yes

What's your favorite Starbucks drink?

coffee -> ice caramel macchiato

non coffee -> ice chocolate

Recent time you were really upset?

when i found out my car was in the workshop

Any ideas for your new years resolution?

yeah... a few

Admit something about yourself

i have very very very mild anuptaphobia

i-thank-god-its-friday

i started my morning as usual... sleepy eyed... walking mabuk-ly to the toilet to 'pasang air'... went to my room to make the bed... and while i was mabuk-ly making the bed... i got stung my a damn BEE! then definitely woke me up! i had to take out the sting... didnt hurt very much and thankfully im not allergic to bee sting... so i had to go work... so to work i went..

had lunch with girlfren and him... found out a couple of unbelievable news that cant be told here... p&c mah... sorry... anyhow... i was due for a presentation at 3.30pm with the dreaded boss and jovial lady boss...

so 3.oopm came... my dreaded boss wasnt in yet...i was SO relieved... but at 3.20 ish he came back... which brought up nervousness up up up and away... had the presentation at 3.45ish... but dreaded boss didnt come in... only jovial lady boss.. my heart did a triple somersault of happiness.. so did the presentation with much relief... at at 4.45pm, dreaded boss came in... my heart plummeted again... and the laptop chose that precise moment to hibernate aka habis batterylahh.. had to run back to the office (presentation was in one of the 'sejuk giler' conference room) for the charger...run back... quickly plug it in.. restart pc... and then dreaded boss say... "start again"... urrrghhhh....

TENSION!

so started again... this time die kurang marah... a lot less scolding. he didnt look too good so maybe taht y... but questions where there of course... and of course he asked questions i couldnt answer... it wasnt too bad this time... finished quickly, so i was done by 5.30pm.... yippie...earlier than last week..walked back home... yes i did!!

at then didie called... went to hartamas shopping center for makan. ate at Sao Nam...vietnamese restaurant... ambience was great... their interior design was very chic... at least i thot it was... took photos... uploaded later2... had fun with... chit-chatted... havent seen her in a looooong time...

im done... tired...got a new laptop... so im gonna 'godeh' my new laptop now..

bye

PGL on Sunday

couldnt take photos inside... so ambik gambar ngan poster je...

I watched Puteri Gunung Ledang last sunday night. It was entertaining. There were times when I yawning. I was tired that day. Anyway, all-in-all… it was fantastic. Hang Tuah had a great voice. He wasn’t really cute. Well, he was as big as 500ml mineral water bottle from where I was sitting, so I couldn’t really see his features. Puteri Gunung Ledang could sing. I didn’t think she could sing but she sang beautifully. Gusti Adipati was just as good. AC Mizal had to two different tones during the musical. One I call the ‘talking’ voice and the other I call the ‘singing’ voice. But he was cute and he sang beautifully. Sultan Melaka danced. Not just traditional dance but more of a hip-hop kind of dance. That was fun to watch., kept me awake for awhile.

Above the stage, they put up a translation-board kind of thing. I can safely say at least one quarter of time they were singing; I was reading the English translation to the songs. But I guess, because it’s there, you have the tendency to read it. I tried hard to concentrate and understand on the lyrics of the song... Which made me think...? Does Hang Tuah really know what singing about? For him to know and for us to find out. So, anyway… I realized that my brains works much faster understanding the translation rather than understanding the original version. Yes, my bahasa is not-so great. But I can speak malay fluently. Tolonglah, saya orang melayu tulen. Actually, not really. My dad’s dad is a Pakistani who married a Chinese woman. I guess I can say my dad is chidian but muslim. But no.. my dad is malay. How he became malay, you ask? Don’t know. My mom’s mom was a Chinese convert and my grandfather was a malay. So then, there’s me. I don’t really look malay neither do I like any other do I like any other races. (eee...so perasan kan...!!) So what am i? Malaysian lahhhh… back to PGL, the musical was moving as in emotional moving. At least, it was for me. Which either means that they were really good or I am just too emotional. You pick.

not-too-bad

today wasnt too bad... made my supposed-ly usual cold calls... uurrgghhh... horrible... after this... never again....

Tagged yet again...

10 FIRSTS
First best friend: juju... from std 2 onwards.... :)
First item you stole: i dun remember but it'll prolly sumthing my deskmate
First pet: my cat 'spangles' which i found in hartamas back when it was uncivilised in 2000
First piercing: my ears when i was 5
First school: villamaria
First house location: the same hse im in now... d'sara heights
First crush: mahfuz
First kiss: adelahhh..cannot tell... shy...
First car: red kancil

9 LASTS
last time you smoked: last yr... birthday
last food you ate: high 5 vanilla bread
last movie you watched on dvd at home: not my hse... i think it was 'the truth about love' - jennifer love hewitt
last movie you watched at the cinema: memoirs of a geisha
last text message: your secret admirer... call if you wanna know who this is
last music video u saw: sway by PCD on shimi's ipod
last song you listened to: tiada tandingan by sheila majid... tgh dgr rite know
last words you said: lambat lagi...

8 HAVE-YOU-EVERS
dated a best friend: nope
been arrested: nope
ever been on TV: i dun think so
eaten sushi: i l-o-v-e sushi
cheated on your BF/GF: yeah... bad keesha, bad keesha
been on a blind date: kinda
been out of the country: yes!
been in love: always... before... now... not anymore

7 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. black skirt
2. white with red and black shirt
3. my 10-yr old guess watch
4. my rings
5. earrings
6. using my ipod
7. undies

6 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY
1. made cold calls
2. checked my emails
3. rehearsed for my presentation tomoro
4. called Mr. Bf
5. picked up mom
6. checked jobstreet

5 FAVORITE THINGS
1. my girls...
2. my hp
3. my ipod
4. haagen dazs chocolate ice cream
5. going to flea markets

4 PEOPLE YOU TRUST THE MOST
1. finas
2. lish
3. kamarul
4. mom

3 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. get married
2. get filthy rich
3. bertaubat... heheh

2 CHOICES

vanilla or chocolate: chocolate haagen dazs ice-cream and high 5 vanilla bread
rock or rap: rap

1 PERSON YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?
sep

And these people are, therefore, tagged:
1. jam
2. edna
3. ava
4. ibdil ... if he has time..

bye bye peeps

tagged...

got tagged by muzie!

A. 8 Different Points of a Perfect Lover

1. one that can understand my 'perangai'
- not many ppl get me... so the 'ONE' that does would be a keeper

2. one that is good-looking or at least 'sedap mata memandang'
- i'll be one of the many to admit this, i want to have a good looking guy as my lover... i wanna have cute kids

3. one that is a hopeless romantic just like me
- i am a hopeless romantic... i am! walks in the park... rose petals on the bed... breakfast in bed... moonlight walks by the beach... the works...

4. one that is understanding
- this one normal lah kan..

5. one that is humorous and serious at the same time
- i need laughter in my life man! cant live without it... i'll surely die. and also be serious about things that matter to me...and him of course

6. one that mixes well with others especially my friends and family
- i have a weird family... we show our love by bullying them... so he'd better be able to adapt

7. one that appreciates me
- enuff said

8. one that is good in the room on the you-know-where
- heheheh...

B. Sex of Target
definitely a male.... no more and definitely no less

C. Tag 8 Victims
1. jam
2. ava
3.edna

dah lah... i dun have many blogging frens...

cioa!

i am not happening

i am not happening

i am in fact a boring person

i just wanna read

i got palm read at Curve's bazaar

hhhmmm... interesting stuff

went for body jam at fitness first and found out that 'this' guy can move than any of us girls in there

my dad gave me his ipod... yay!

i am still looking for a job... please help

valentine's day wasnt great...

had a minor argument with him

i am dreading for tomorrow

i forgot to buy listerine today :(

i am craving for tom yam at hartamas square

i need a BIG-ger handbag

I DOWAN TO GO TO WORK TOMORO

bye bye peeps!

....<_>........

i wrote some stuff just now... i even uploaded some photos. but streamyx went kaput... then blogger went gilA... oleh kerana itu, saya malas nak tulis balik...

bye bye

astronaut!!

it's late... havent not been updating... looking for another job and hating my work now takes up a LOT of time, i tell ya!! so, other than that... nothing else is new..

i havent watched TV the whole week!! i missed CSI, Las Vegas, Medical Investigations, Charmed, North Shore.... what else... my morning dose of Oprah... urrghhh... all coz of work. i forgot how it feels to work 9-5... actually i have worked 9-5 and for even longer hours, only i dun remember hating the work on the very first day! heh!

okay... astronaut! my cousin is one of the last 8!!! yay for him!!! so cool kan!!! faiz kamaludin... support him! not that this is a sms thingy pun... but just so u know! read here!

done now... gonna continue my never-ending search for the "ultimate" job...

bye

3 days...

i've work for only 3 days.... it sucks! big time! actually its from the 1st day... i do not like marketing... shoudnt have taken it at the first place!!! so ppl please please please help me look for another job... specifically in the finance industry... or t least in the accounts and finance department. i really really do not like the job...

please leave a comment if u want my resume.... i would be more than happy to pass it to you...

please....

bye...

blogthings and gym

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

so i went to gym yesterday. i almost passed out... thank god i didnt. i would have embarass myself. anyway... TODAY... my beauti-fool body is aching all over. so thats what u get u dont exercise after a looooonnngggg time... and do it 'kau-kau' for a day. i cant even walk straight, let alone walking up and down the stairs... uurrgghhhh... no more gym until.......

boys are shit... boyfriend is worse... once they get you... work is all done... so boys are shit...

some of things i've done...

put an X in the ones you have done...

(x) smoked a cigarette (dulu dululahhh...)
(x) crashed a friend's car (my ex... i didnt crash it per say.. dent it maybe...)
( ) stolen a car
(x) been dumped (like who hasnt...oh ade ye... sorry!)
( ) shoplifted
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) skipped school
(x) seen someone die (my toks... :( )
(x) had a crush on one of your internet friends
( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire (only arsonist does that!!)
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been skiing/snow boarding
( ) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
(x) taken painkillers (whaddya think... pms is no fun!!)
(x) loved someone or miss someone (yes.. yes..yes..)
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumpin
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledging
( ) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake (eewwhhhhhhh.... geli!!)
( ) slept beneath the stars (starlight cinema...accidently slept...)
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed (thank god!)
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat (and kicked after that... stupid deer!)
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car
(x) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (almost... )
(x) had a deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart (all the f*^@ing time!... only about who i really want..)
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country (does thailand count?)
(x) swam in the ocean
( ) felt like dying try thisperiod cramps,diarrhea, flu & nausea all at the same time
(x) cried yourself to sleep (just did...)
(x) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls when I was younger
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating (rollerblading..)
( ) had a wish come true and then wished i never made that wish in the first place!
(x) worn pearls (i love pearls....)
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
(x) got your tongue stuck to something (its ice ok...)
( ) kissed a fish
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didnt take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believed in ghosts
( ) had more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) gone doorbell ditching
( ) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger and then he asked for my mums number!
( ) broken a bone dislocated ankle
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated on a test (now... tell me who hasnt??...)
( ) have/had a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someones name
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) been threatened to be kicked out of your house
( ) been kicked out of your house

went to watch Mocca yesterday. they were good... the crowd was good. met old frens... lepak with my girls finas and ava. had loads of great and insightful conversations.. heheh... go buy Mocca album later k... it's coming out in May 2006!

always a TEEN-ager .... at heart

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

CNY 2006

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

please be generous with the oranges and ang pow...

i'm all alone at home...

thank you...

i. am. sick

i'm sick... i have flu. i'm not sure where i got it from but i got. it sucks . my throat feels funny, runny nose... body feels achy all over. getting my menses today isnt helping either. i've gotten sick twice this month. staying at home is not good for me! it's a record... sick twice in a month! i hardly ever get sick... maybe once a year... i'm grateful (not getting sick often!). thankfully, i'm starting work after cny... oh yeah, i got the job at this company. taking my offer letter tomorrow morning...

i've started doing sudoku, courtesy of her. heheh... it really makes u think. i ahvent been thinking much for the past 3 weeks... ;)

to those KL-ites who are going anywhere on Monday (1st Feb) go to Suria KLCC k! and watch them. a fren said they sound like the cardigans. macam best je. i'll be there...

i'm going... gonna find more tricks for my sudoku game!

ciao

blood test

i went for my 2nd interview with this company... interview was fine and dandy until the interviewer said "i'm gonna send u down for a medical checku-up and blood test".... my heart shrank the moment she said blood test... i told her i have never done a blood test ever before... she said not to worry but still... i have a fear of needles which leads to the fear of dentist... clinics and hospital. but i love watching CSI, Medical Investigations, Scrubs and Discovery Channel especially on medical stuff... and i can actually stand the really gory stuff the show. weird but true... i went through the blood test fine... with sweating, no doubt and i had one hand over eyes. i didnt let go until the doctor it was done... twice. i was scared. still kinda shaking thinking about the pain... not much yeah,... but there was still pain...

had i girl-lunch thingy yesterday... my close uni frens. i cooked lunch and dessert (yg didnt turn out too well...) chit-chatted... chit-chatted... it was much much fun... i'm gonna do it again. it's nice to have my girls around. we hardly ever see each other. so, i think it's a good way to start...

finas bought ice cream for us... haagen dazs no less... i'm contently having Haagen Dazs chocolate ice cream now while typing knowing full fact that i have put on weight 1 1/2 kgs (i found out at the medical check up.... :( ) how sad is that??? takpe, i'm gonna lose it starting tomoro. yes i will... yes i will... i really need to drill it into my brains!

gonna go... ciao

boo hoo hoo

went for my 2nd interview with this company and i decided not to join them. later on my frens told me it wasnt a great place to work in and knowing me i wouldnt like... yeah.. now they tell me.. after going for the 2nd interview.... sheesh.. anyhow...life goes on... on the bright side, i got called for another 2nd interview with this company. heheh... position:- marketing executive... not exactly my thang.. but like i said before i cant be picky now..

my fatty bf was nice to me today and also yesterday. i think it was coz of the talk we had last week... i think this time it got through his thick skull... well, i'm not hoping for the moon but i am hoping that this will lasts. or maybe its becoz i havent seen him in awhile (like 2 days... je... i know) and all coz i went clubbing... heheh.. maybe. i shouldnt doubt him. maybe he misses me.. kih kih kih.. yeah right!

Rooster Horoscope For Year 2006

(courtesy of Yahoo! Horoscope... call me superstitious, i dont care!)

The Rooster can expect some conjugal or family challenges this year.

To come out well, take the bull by the horns and solve these situations with lucidity and aggressiveness, instead of burying your head in the sand.

Remember that nobody can solve problems by fleeing or by pretending that they don't exist.

It is all a question of courage.

'It's not because things are difficult that we dare not, it's because we dare not that things are difficult,' as Seneca wrote.

Even though a solution may not immediately show itself, an optimistic, philosophical attitude could soften the cutting edge of any obstacles.

good luck to all roosters!! and me... looking for a job...

bye

life... oh life...

1. clubbing ..... ahhh.... life has been a little busy for unemployed me. went out saturday nite and came back at 4 am... god it's the latest or the most lambatest (pardon my manglish!) i have got home from... kih kih kih. it was tiring but was also fun fun fun. met new ppl... only god knows how much i need that. anyhow, next day woke up kinda early for this appointment i had at kl sentral. went well, i might say. came home... it rained... bestest time to sleep but i promised to meet a fren. so i did and i came back at 9.30pm. watch csi then i slept at 1+++. urrgghhh... and i so wanted to sleep early that day. i went out again last nite. mambo jambo. which was FUN! too bad i was wearing heels... next (if there is another next time...) i will wear flats and my nike... then i can dance dance dance the nite away.....

2. cooking ...i have been cooking dinner since monday. so that makes it 3 days in a row. yay for me!!! it wasnt difficult food like curry or asam laksa or ikan bilis sambal tumis... no i cant do that YET... baby steps for me... ikan goreng... sayur goreng... and to think i was deathly afraid of 'spitting' oil from the pan. it's not too bad once u get used to the pain '*evil smile* i have yellow stains on my fingers now... proof that i have been cooking or at least i have been cutting the kunyit *wink* only... heheheh... jamie 'cute, gorgeous' oliver you... watch out for me!!

3. interview ... miraculously i have had 1 interview yesterday and another 1 later this evening. and for positions i dont particular want or like. but hell, i cant be picky now, can i??? i AM unemployed... lagi nak mengada! dapat interview pun dah cukup bagus... anyway, i am still going for the interview... wish me luck peeps

i hate when things cant be ok on both sides. i always believe you cant have everything and life is all about ups and downs. this week i had a row with my brother and i still dont wanna really speak to him unless i absolutely have to do and it is also this week that i have 2 interviews. jeez... why cant life be okor at least balanced... with family, work, relationships and friends... oh and also money. but then again, as said earlier, life is never perfect and u cant always have what u want. it's shitty though, when u notice these things... yek... i have to shower and start cleaning my room... i have an hour before i become driver to my sister...

bye

friday the 13th!

it's friday the 13th... so far nothing bad has happen... not that i believe that anything will happen. went to klcc today... they have the chinese new year thingy going on. the painting thingy, tea-ceremony, fortune-telling... wanted to go for the fortune telling thing but it RM50 for a session... too expensive for unemployed me. boo hoo hoo. too bad

i shouldnt even be doing it... but i really want too. i think it's interesting. bf says dont. many ppl say you shouldnt believe it. but for me... it's subtle hints on how my year is gonna be. whether it really happens or not... i dont care. i can safely say that i'm kinda superstitious... kindalahh. i like to believe all this horoscope crap. you know whether you and your partner are compatible or not. the birthstones - whats good for this year... that kind of stuff.

on a different note, chatted with my pet-bro who's in the states. havent chatted with him in ages. it was cool. anyways, talking to him made me realise my feelings towards my dearie darling. it made me confused. later that nite, spoke to another fren about these feelings. to which he made a comment... '' men are idiots'' hhmmm... that's coming from a guy. tak ke malukan your own kaum. anyways... i think men ARE idiots. if your men are not idiots, keep them and hide them. nanti org curi, susah!! so yeah... i think having a relationship is easy... it's maintaining it that's difficult. it really test you. especially if the other party is unsure of their feelings for their partner and where they stand in the relationship...

oklah... i dont like writing about this.. it makes me sad.... and that sucks...

bye

::edit::

penang

went to penang last friday. twas ok... kinda boring but ok. dad wanted all of us to be in Penang for raya haji. so we did... dad, bro and i left on friday. drove up. mom and sis flew up...

so Day 1: 06.01.06- friday (cool date huh?!!...)
7.15am: left for Penang
9-ish: arrived in Ipoh for breakfast. dad met up with his ppl, so my bro and i tagged along. (like we better things to do...)
1.30pm: arrived in Penang

on the way to penang

jelapang toll

and for the rest of the day, i slept and read my book. took a walk to 7-11 nearby and got stuck coz it started raining. yeah...

Day 2: 07.01.06 - saturday
11-ish: woke up... heheh..

went to pick up mom and sis at the airport which was like 10 mins drive away from home. gile dekat! in kl... its like 45 mins drive... had lunch... nasi kandar. so much for dieting the past week. then, we headed to gurney plaza... there's nothing much there. it's like another mid-valley only smaller but i insisted on going anyway... i would be bored half to death if we were to balik rumah straight from lunch. i needed to walk off my lunch anyway. went home... dinner was at this seafood place. we got lost on the way there... sheesh... it was famous for prawn mee. it's in teluk kumbar. i dont really fancy or even like prawn mee before but at this place... the prawn mee was so SEDAP! ttotally changed my mind abot prawn mee! the prawns were huge. they were not udang galah so that means the prawns were HUGE! after dinner, we walked on the jetty. it was so dark... that i didnt even realise we were by the beach. jetty was nice.... cool air... very calming... wanted to stay there forever kinda feeling

view from the house... tht's part of the airport - the runaway

at the jetty - it's really dark... sorry!

ikan bilis.. guppies... i cant really see actually

Day 3: 08.01.06 - sunday

we went to bukit bendera. it was really really high... tall wahtever... the ride was freaky. the cable car had 1-satu-one cable pulling it up and down. goodness, what happens if the cable breaks????.. we'll crash down man and look like pancakes if we were to survivelah!!! scary... on the way up, we had to sorta cram into the cable car. halfway, there was this pakcik who started feeling woozy. thank god he didnt vomit! that would be it man! once up... it was cool... sejuk... we had a great view... penang bridge and all. had lunch at the hotel. yup... hotel or so they say. it's actually a house with maybe.... 7-8 rooms. service was good but the food was terrible. tak sedap langsung and for hotel-price... it was ridiculous! i guess we paid for the view and ambience which was great.

bukit bendera

the ride up!

the view from half way from the top

the view from top... i think

after bukit bendera... went to gurney plaza (again...) to get mom's birthday cake. her birthday was the next day. so... went to manila's place got chocolate banana cake... i honestly think secret recipe's choclate banana is way better!!! while mom, dad and bro went to buy groceries. my sister and i rushed to birthday cards for me mam. and we couldnt find any memory lane (maybe we didnt look hard enough... but then again we didnt have much time) or any stationary shop. so we went to parkson grand and got her card there. we had to make do with whatever they had which wasnt much at all.

went home... dinner and sang happy birthday at the stroke of midnight! then tido. didnt even cut the cake. we were all too tired!

Day 4: 09.10.06 - monday

lepak day coz dad was working. met my senior who happens to be my x-colleague as well. chatted and gossiped. it was fun. got home. i wanted goreng pisang.. so all us except for dad went to walk to the gerai for goreng pisang... and then we had leng chee kang... asam laksa... mee goreng... so that was suppose to dinner for us... yeah right... kononlah... we did have dinner... yet again... and birthday cake. someone brought us secret recipe's oreo cheesecake. so we had that as well. fat fat fat fat...

Day 5: 10.01.06 - tuesday (Raya Haji)

woke up and went over to my dad's fren's place for lunch. parents chit-chatted. us kids amused ourselves. i found out that my sister is a little 'sengau' which means she's kinda nasal when she speaks or at least with certain words. she says i use, i nyuse... heheh... then my sister and i balk kl. bro going to langkawi today... parents, they have functions.

today is clearing the house day. i managed to lipat all dry clothes. cleaned the kitchen. did the laundry... paid for my house and YTN. heheh.. mission accomplished for the day! yay for me!!

tired... bye bye

interview

i have an interview tomorrow with shell. wish me luck... i need it. on a different note, i have been sick since last monday. flu and scratchy throat. so much for the new year. what a way to welcome 2006. urrgghhh... coughing and not being able to breath at night is really frustrating! anyhow, i'm a little better... so i hope i can go to the interview tomorrow without having to blow my nose and talking funny while tahan-ing my cough. heheh

bye

::edit::

i'm back. interview was ok. i hope i get through! i still have the sniffles. boo hoo hoo!

the stuff i got for my flu and scratchy throat

me before the interview

bye bye!

happy new year!!!

fireworks at ikano power centre

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!

so... it's the new year... i have been waiting for a year... heheh. last year 2005 wasnt a great one. chinese horoscope it wasnt a good year for the rooster... i kinda believed it. call me superstitious, i dont care. so i hope that 2006 will bring happiness and a job for me.

my new celebration didnt go as planned. so sakit hati... but it was good though. what i initially planned was go to ikano with mr boyfren and a few frens. then, his fren invited him for barbecue. then, my parents wanted to go have dinner somewhere they couldnt decide as at 7pm and stay for fireworks. urgghhh... and earlier, i went to mr boyfren's new place to help paint and clean. goodness!!! the jam back home from ou was terrible....

so, in the end... we... mom, dad, sis and bro went to curve. it wasnt too bad. i got to watch the fireworks! yippee... the sad part was... i was alone during the countdown. hhmmm... well... i cant get everything i want, right... the concert at ikano was good.

mom and me a dome's for dinner

mom and me again at the curve

khaira and me

calos...

last day.

today is my last day at work... i had no feelings. i thot i would feel something but nope... nada... nothing. i wonder why? maybe i longing to leave the company. it's not the company... it's just that i'm not happy doing what i did. heh... and now that i officially am unemployed, i dunno what to do for the next few days. any tips peeps? actually... i have some things to do...

lets see...
1. cancel credit card
2. clean and clear and throw away old clothes... no... i'll give them to charity
3. look for other jobs (yes! I DO NOT HAVE ANOTHER JOB.... SO HELP ME IF YOU CAN!!!)
4. hangout with lish, shimi and marisa... and baby zalea
5. i wanna go to genting and go on ALL the rides! yippee!!!
6. hhmmm..... will think about new year's resolution later...

so basically... that is all. that would probably last me a week. aiyoooo! what am i gonna do????

i realized writing gives me a calming feeling... hhmmm....

i was thinking while driving to work this morning... wht is love? is love when you feel that everything you do, you'd wanna do it with your partner? or is it when every decision you make, you wanna get your partners' approval or at least listen to their say? what do you feel when you're in love? are you happy? contented? ape ye?

oklah... enough of that

this evening i managed to clean out 2 tupperware boxes of my old stuff... from KYS right up to uni. gile banyak junk. i managed to throw out 1 boxful of stuff. didnt realise i had THAT much of junklah. the rest were still junk but i couldnt throw them away. all the little notes my juniors back in school used to right to me... birthday cards... letters... phewww.... all those memories....

oklah. i'm gonna watch tv now. i'll do some productive after tv. mr bf is bz badminton-ing. which is good for him but not for me...

bye!

selfish....

that's my kitty cat with her bulu pushed-down... hehehe

ok back to the story of my life..
i have been selfish. someone passed away yesterday. my mom's fren. i had to go and teman my mom there and all i could think about while i was there was... when are we going home? selfish i know... i cant believe myself. i must...MUST change my attitude. new year.... new me... i hope.

at the same time... i was also afraid. the lady died of cancer. breast cancer. she was 41. it's scarylah... i thank GOD that my family doesnt really have cancer history... well at least not breast cancer... at least not really blood-releated relatives... but u can never know. on the way home, my mom was telling me things i shouldnt do and eat to avoid cancer. like everyone says... prevention is better than cure... so the stuff my mom told me NOT to do are as follows:-

1. do not eat hot food from styrofoam 'bekas'

2. do not take hot drinks from plastic or styrofoam cups

3. do not recycle mineral water bottles as in do not refill and drink from it again

4. dont drink water from a bottle or 'bekas' that has been left in the sun (like when u leave in the car ke...)

of course to do your monthly breast self-checkup and pap smear and mammogramme (i dunno how to spell but im sure u get my drift) and any other check up u girls know...

selfish and very mean and also very very cute penguin!

bye

world peace

just came back from chit-chatting with cousin n her boyfren. spoke about world peace and how americans specifically mr. president are out to ruin the whole world... goodness... just thinking about it scares me. but then thinking about it aint gonna help much. the media arent helping either. cousin said to read the stuff ie. on war, world peace... saudi arabia stuff online. major newspaper in OUR country are hiding the truth from us... maybe not the whole truth, but the important part of it. i think we young ones should do something to create awareness to other young ones about what is really, really happening in the world and not think about what new hp is coming out next?

i think we young ones are really materialistic... me included. who shud we blame for all these materialism? media, parents, huge corporations.... ourselves? i think our young ones shud be taught on values.... that the living are much more important than the non-living. god made everyone equal. everyone are entitled to their own earnings and if the work and honestly, life will turn out good for them. rezeki masing-masing... all these are forgotten now. parents are forever showering their kids with gifts and luxuries when the kids shud be taught the value of money n earning it themselves. be grateful with what u have. dun be greedy like mr president of USA. his greed for power is too much that it is clouding his rationality. who in the right mind would allow war to happen? who? nuclear war pulak tu?! im sad and scared to even to think what might happen if war... nuclear war were to happen... the whole world will be dead in the matter of days.... hours maybe....

lets hold hand... be united and stop this war...

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i'm gonna have a 3-day break... then 3 days of work and then.... i'm done for the year! but i still havent found another job.... shiiittt.... how leh? anyone .... can help me...?

i'm angry...

i'm angry.... i'm not sure why. i actually i do know why. i'm angry at him for not teman-ing to bangsar. because he's tired. he slept until 3pm hand lunch at 4.30pm and he's tired to teman him. what the f*&^ is that... selfish is what i say. all he thinks is him... whether everything is convenient him... nevermind other people... he's more important! bah!!!

then why i am with him u ask???? i dunno why? he's nice when he is... or whenever he wants too. i feel secure with that a**h$%#. uurrgghhhhh!!!! very very very geram!

he is sooo selfish... why?

nevermind...

bye

what goes around, comes around... karma... this much i know is true!

8.33pm...i'm back.. found this...

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