tomorrow is a HOLIDAY

oohhh... i am so glad tomoro is a holiday... days drag everytime i go to work... i guess it happens when u dont enjoy wat u do and doing it for the sake of doing it... hhmmm... so im glad that tomoro is a holiday. ive got loads to do...

- send car to workshop
- prepare minutes
- prepare resumes and sending it off
- read my The Edge.. (i buy them on saturday religiously and read only on Friday.... )

cheehhhh... macam banyak only... things will mountain up tomorrow...im sure of it...

i dun have much to write actually... besides my romantic life being down in dumps... well, at least i think so... he prolly does think it... uuurgghhh.... my mom says i need to rejuvenate... meaning life without a boyfriend... and all i could do is laugh it off... i know what has to be done but i cant do it... its not easy... i dont feel happy but theres always an obligation to perform my duties as a girlfren... this sucks! really sucks!

i wanna work really hard or shop till i drop and forget that i have him... maybe if runaway... i hate being alone... i hate being vulnerable... i hate not knowing that i have someone i could count on... i wanna be independent but i know im not.... not reallylah... i can be when i wanna...

bye...