i realized...

today... all of us went in work late. someone locked the door, so we couldnt get in until 9.20 am, i think. well... i punched in at 9.20am.

i realized that i'm not independent enough. they are a few things that girls my age can do on their on but i chose not to. i have this thing about wanting someone to 'teman' me to places that i need to go... places like the bank or 7-11. now, i think it's ridiculous! i've sent my car to service a couple of times before and i still need him to follow me and talk to the guy.

anyway... i realized that i'm a routine person. as much as i would like to be an un-routine person and do things differently everyday... i guess i'm not. it's actually comforting and i like to know that things will be going the way that they should as always. i wake every working day about the same time... i'm out of the house latest by 8.10am so that i'll be at work by 8.27am. i try to finish work by 6.00 to 6.30 pm... go home, have dinner... watch TV, play with coco and go to sleep. on the days that i do go out with him, i'm always (well almost always) home by 11.30pm at the latest, so that i can go to bed by 12.30. hhmmm... having written it down like so... my life sure looks and feels boring. but it's comfortable.... things will be a little different now since my dad will in Penang more often. weekends are about the same, saturday... if i'm not working i'll be sleeping in. i'll be out in the afternoon with my girlfriends. at night... the same. same goes for sunday...

after speaking to my friend just now, i cant imagine myself being married. (we were talking about a mutual who just got married... it got me thinking...). when you're married, you have another person you have to think about everyday. you may not need breakfast in the morning but he might. so then, you have to wake earlier everyday to make breakfast for him. that.. will be out of my routine. a lot of things were said between the both of us that got me thinking about getting married. last year, i really wanted to get married (i dunno why... must be the hormones)... this year i dont want to get maried... at least not now or this year. i want to mentally and emotionally ready for marriage. and of course i want to sure that i'm marrying the right ONE.

i need to know that i'm independent enough to be on my own before i get married. what do u think?

calos!

that song

this song has been in my head for a few days already and i cant seem to get it out. i've been humming cum singing the chorus... the lines that i know over, over nad over again. today i decided to sing the tune right... so i looked for the lyrics... so here we go... a one, a two and a one, two, three...together now...

"Since U Been Gone"

Sung By Kelly Clarkson

Lyrics By Martin Sandberg/Lukasz Gottwald

Here’s the thing

We started out friends

It was cool, but it was all pretend

Yeah yeah

Since you been gone

You're dedicated, you took the time

Wasn’t long 'til I called you mine

Yeah yeah

Since you been gone

And all you’d ever hear me say

Is how I picture me with you

That’s all you’d ever hear me say

But since you been gone

I can breathe for the first time

I’m so moving on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you

Now I get what I want

Since you been gone

How can I put it, you put me on

I even fell for that stupid love song

Yeah yeah

Since you been gone

How come I’d never hear you say

I just wanna be with be with you

Guess you never felt that way

But since you been gone

I can breathe for the first time

I’m so moving on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you

Now I get, I get what I want

Since you been gone

You had your chance, you blew it

Out of sight, out of mind

Shut your mouth

I just can’t take it

Again, and again, and again, and again...

Since you been gone (since you been gone)

I can breathe for the first time

I’m so moving on

Yeah yeahThanks to you (thanks to you)

Now I get, I get what I want

I can breathe for the first time

I’m so moving on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you (thanks to you),

now I get (I get)You should know (you should know)

That I getI get what I want

Since you been gone

Since you been gone

Since you been gone

weekend review

so saturday - was a working day for me. we had what we call a ''Voice Day'' where we kuci-rat ppl can question the administration...lebeh kuranglah... yeah, so we had that from 11.30 to 1tgh. and we kuci-rat ppl had to stand the whole time. the room was to small for everyone to be sitting in anyway but it was tiring! after rushed back home... showered and went to auntie's place in nilai. that day was the ''aladad khan invitational golf tournament'', so golf in the hot, blistering afternoon and good food at night. my...was the food good. we had roast lamb and caesar's salad and kuey tiaw and fruits and malay dessert which i dunno what u call them but it was good. i had my cousins with me... it was fun. had my little niece too. she is so cute... she calls me ''kia''

sunday - didnt do much. had lunch with an old fren. then went to ikea to look for my shelves and then to bsc to meet my girlfren. we had a nice, long chat at coffee bean. i shud do this more often instead of seeing him everyday like a stupid dungu. anyways...

rude malaysian

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calos babes!

chocolate...chocolate

we had a post-bithday-cake-blowing session for my mom last nite. it was a small affair. the cake was really nice. it's called ''chocolate indulgence'' from secret recipe. it has layers of chocolate sponge and white chocolate and chocolate. even my dad said it was good... coming from him, it's something...

did room-cleaning... god! i have a lot of junk. bills, brochure and everything else. i felt good after cleaning my part of the room. after all that, i still had a lot of things around the room. i thot after all that cleaning, it would have reduced my stuff a little. hhmmm...

i was watching latte@8 reruns last night. last nite was the deepavali episode. they had chef wan, billi lim who wrote the ''dare to fail'' book and the miss india/malaysia girls. i wanted to watch the girls but the last ones to come out... i was sleepy by then...so i went to bed. after a few minutes, my bro called said my old fren kanchana was in the show. she was one of the miss india/malaysia girls. i think she was the second runner up. i was half shocked coz a few nites before, someone mentioned this to me. wow! now i know someone who is in a beauty pageant. she's pretty no doubt. but it never crossed my mind...

tuesday nite... we had a farewell dinner for my colleague, jam. madam kwan's bangsar. the food was simple and typical but it was delicious. i didnt have the favourite's - nasi lemak and nasi bujari, everyone said it was good and most 1/3 were havingit so i decided to have mushroom chicken rice. it was also nice. at least it beats the nasi ayam at mont kiara food court. went to blook with jam before we left. had a chat with her... then balik. jam if u happen to see this.. it was really nice chatting with that nite. we must do it again!

weekend is coming yay!!!but i'm working this saturday... boo that! fiesta nite tonight yay!!! i can my fruits fruits. i'm on diet! i must lose my flabby tummy. i must start my dancing(?) classes!...oh no!

calos

jumble sale!!!

i was at a jumble sale last sunday. was just helping my cousin, lish selling their old, old books. half of the revenue were donated to the tsunami victims. it was for a good cause. i was up early considering i only had 3 hours of sleep. went to bar savanh for rastam's birthday party. had my colleagues wedding before that... got home, didnt change and straight to the club. told my parents were we (me and my bro) were going... my cousin's party and she wanted a piece of cake. no joke. we were like... " mom, we dont think there is going to be any cake, if you want drinks, adelah..." my bro got drunk so fast.. we had to go back early.

anyhow... the jumble sale was fun in a way. if i wasnt so sleepy i'd probably would have had more fun. there were loads of food. kiuh muih of sorts, spaghetti, nasi bryani, 1901 hot dogs. yum...yum... donate RM5 and u get a new york hotdog. so i had hot dog! so was good... hehehe... i was really hungry by 11am.

my mom and sister came... we donated our old teddy bears and dolls. later on in the evening, i saw a lady holding our "orang utan doll-toy-bear"... her kid loves animals... so there you go!! i felt good... and very tired. he came...nora & fizal, the inseparable couple came. my cousin melissa and adam came.

after that, my family went to sri ayutthaya for dinner. the food was ok. tom yam was spicy and good. we didnt have any fish coz my dad wouldnt let us. :( gonna have the continuation of the dinner tonight... cake and dessert... yay!!! i love sweet things!!!

so this morning... i was getting meself a cup of tea, while waiting for my tea to brew, i flipped through the star-metro. and then i saw the article about the jumble sale lon sunday for thr tsunami victims. they had pictures of the stuff that was being sold... ade gambar lish and i! it was candid. heheheh...we had a few ppl taking pictures at the "booth" so we werent bothered. so...read today's (11th January 2005) the star - star metro section - page 3 ok. see me reading a book on the floor and me cousin sitting on the chair. actually the focus of the picture was the banner my cousin did. it said "books for sale - 50% profits wil go to tsunami victims". kitorang like tumpang glamour the banner je...

calos

feng shui anyone?

ME

Rooster

Overall

Problems will arise due to the presence of Tai Sui this year. Problemswill occur in your career and you will need to handle them maturely. Becareful of vile characters. There will also be some money problems. You should save some money, prepare now for these problems. Youngsters should try solving their love problems carefully.

Wealth

You should start hording money this year and not spend on unnecessaryjunk! There will be times that you will be caught out with money problems. Avoid becoming a guarantor for anyone.

Career

Although there is a presence of a Noble person, you must still becareful of vile characters trying to create trouble for you. When handling documents, you should check thoroughly before signing. Grab every opportunity to carve out a good career.

Health

Take note, as you will easily get hurt this year. Do not speed whendriving. Avoid holding or staying around sharp objects or tools. Takenote of the food that you eat. Children will get sick easily too, this year. LoveAlthough the relationships between married couples are good, you muststill avoid getting involved with third parties, no matter how tempting. There will be good chances for youngsters to meet up with their dream dates this year. For the

HIM

Horse

Overall

Lucky stars will shine on you in 2005. Luck will be very good. Especially in your career but do not be too arrogant. In wealth, try to save some money for rainy days and avoid being a guarantor. Dating couples can plan marriage. As for married couples, they will have loving relationships and may go for second honeymoons.

Wealth

Wealth will come easily this year but still, you must be very careful when investing. Get the advice of a professional financial planner and do not overspend. Remember to lock your door and windows at home.

Career

Career luck is very good. Your business will be better than last year.Great improvements will be shown at work. Have a good rest when timeallows as there will be lots of stress. Improve your circle of friendsat work. It will help a lot in your career. However, there will be vilecharacters trying to do you harm. Be careful.

Health

Being a stressful year, your health will be greatly affected. Try spending some time for resting. The elderly and children will need moreattention. Avoid climbing too high. Pregnant women should seek treatment immediately if you feel unwell, even the slightest.

Love

Your love life will be good. There will be lots of potential partnersthis year. Do show more concern for your partner's health. As for couples, you should spend time with your family. Try not to spend so much time arguing and settle problems as soon as possible

realization...

i realise that you can go at any time. must always be grateful with what you have.

bye

waxing...sangat sakit!!!

yup... went waxing yesterday. dont know what made me do it... maybe it's the constant nagging from him. neways, did it. had my cuzy wuzy lishie lish to 'escort' me. hehehe... and MY GOD... the pain!! for those who has low tolerance to pain... i suggest sticking to shaving. no pain.... plus they now gilette venus which is suppose to be good. i personally do not know... cant afford it... too expensive for a blardy shaver. i dont think the men's shaver is that expensive. no offense to those who bought them alredy. my fren said it was good... so i'm guessing it is.

back to the pain... it was unbearable.the first 2 pulls... i had to ask them to stop for a while...like 3 seconds before she did it again. you know the drill, they put hot... warm wax and then cloth-paper thing on top and pull...yeah...she did that... it was sooooo sakit. if i were to do it myself, it would probably take me 3 months to recover from the pain, to do the second pull. yup...very very painful experience. no pain, no gain.. the things women go through to look half as gorgeous as gisele :( the lady was really nice. she spoke to me the whole time. probably trying to divert my attention elsewhere... or else i'm so sure i'll be concentrating on the pain, it would have been worse.

after waxing... the lady would pull the rest of 'very stubborn' bulu. that was worse. but then again... didnt really feel the pain coz the pain from the waxing hasnt subside yet. so now, i have fuzz-free ketiak... hehehe it still hurts a little now...

done with that, just found out that my friend was in patong beach 2 days before the tsunami. how did i found that out? through friendster... thank you for friendster... so he's back, thank god. have to work now...

calos babes!

RM15 can buy u....

yup... rm15 can buy a lot of things... dinner at mamak for two...i can do my threading... i can donate to the tsunami victims, i can buy one crate of mineral and donate to the tsunami victims...let's see what else... a lot but my OH decided to waste rm30 on football tickets.why? to watch our so called national football players get thrashed by the indonesians and to watch them fall every 10 minutes and lie down on the grass rather than running around the fucking field and scoring more bloody goals.

diarong ingat dah score first goal tu, dah cukup bagus kot?!!! i was hyped up... really... before the game. and we were late about 1/2 an hour late. plus it was really hot. i was perspiring so much even before i went into the stadium. anyways, we got in. we sat right at the top... the 3rd level, i think. we could see the whole... the players were as big as those soldier-man toys my cousins used to have..

so there i was... screaming for malaysian... then indonesian scored. it was a very very easy goal. with the goalie and defenders all around, mind you. if that's the case, why dont u let me play at least i could have defended better or score the another goal the same way the indonesians did (saya sangat marah sebab it was fucking hot... and i am having my period. so everything is amplified!!!)... that was still fine... draw... then came another 3 goals...3 fucking goals, one after another. after that we left... i mean everyone left...

so much for malaysian football... now i really know why many, many ppl dont watch malaysian football.

now... today. everytime i read about the tsunami victims. i get really sad and melancholic. my heart cries for them. i cant really cry coz i read at the office... malulah. i really feel like going to Aceh to help them out. but am i strong enough to go? i dont know... to all of you who actually reads my blog... do donate to these poor people.

on another note... my colleague just belanja me coffee... hehehe.. how sweet of him.

calos babes

oh shitty day

today is a shitty day. i feel shitty. maybe it's PMS. i think it is. i feel so blardy depressed. it's no fun. i dont like feeling like this.

BYE!

new year's eve

so it's new year's eve.. no one is really celebrating... or so i think. more ppl are found dead. i've been reading the star front-to-back for stories on the tsunami victims. i dont really read papers... i should. even my younger sister reads the paper... more than i do. anyhow... not really doing anything today. probaby just a dinner outing with me family. i'm not gonna much of those soon. my dad is moving to Penang end of January. so... this is further than before. the last time was Ipoh. that wasnt too bad. while he was there... he brought us to kuala kangsar. i saw MCKK...hehehe. went to Lumut... but no Pangkor. went a ship, it was called Hang Lekiu, i think. went to Grik. hhmmm... so now it's Penang. another 2 hours further than Ipoh. at least i get to go to Langkawi...yay!!! hopefully things wil be better then.

i came up with a few (a few cukuplah!) Commandments, that i have to follow for next year. (i hope!) and it starts tomorrow... oh no!!!!

i shall be emotionally strong

(takleh nangis2 lagi.... and be more serious in my relatioship!)

i shall be fit

(must slim down and lose about 5 kilos more)

i must face my challenges

(cannot be lazy anymore... if boss give more work, must do it!)

i shall be more patient

(cannot fight with siblings and OH anymore. i shall try my damnest!)

i shall be independent

(have to do my errands alone... dont need anyone to teman anymore. i'm such a coward!)

and oh... i have decided to walk to work... well not all the way from home. more from the parking lot to office. but... i decided further than where i used to park. since i work in mont kiara, i would park along the main road. now i gonna park opposite projet in hartamas and walk from there. it's not that far... about 5 minutes walk. plus i need all the exercise i can get. and it's free!!

another option was to park at plaza mont kiara's open space parking which cost 60 bucks.. i mean ringgit and i still have to walk. about 5 minutes too. so i say.. free free free. i can buy a top from blook with that 60 bucks.. i mean ringgit.

so happy to new year to all. let's pray for the tsunami victims and hope that next year will a tsunami-free year!

i am now gonna enjoy my air kelapa laut!

calos babes!

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this sucks...

this sucks... i cant make bloody changes on this blog... and i'm super duper hungry!!! my OH is still sleeping... and i'm very, very hungry.

christmas party - was good. food was great. at least, i think so. drinks were ok. i dont really drink...i guess i wouldnt know. the cocktail was nice. it tasted like diluted fruit cocktail syrup...so i had a few of those. everybody was so high and roudy (is that how u spell it??) i went back early... the next was a working day...plus i didnt feel like staying any longer. so... i heard a few of my colleagues got really drunk was puking at the end of it. something i'm sure i want to miss... (it's ok xana... takpe...)

weekend - was also good. slept almost the whole day an saturday. kinda twisted my neck friday nite.. had a headache coz of that... went too bed early on friday. oh yeah.. had dinner at bayou.. watched a bit of Music Canteen Christmas Bash... then went home. it was mei yen's last day. sob... sob. anyway, saturday - woke at 10.30 am. did my chores... watched TV... nigella's christmas thing and the naked chef... i love cooking shows... especially theirs!!! they make cooking look really easy. i havent really tried any of the recipes... but i will.. in due time..hehehe.. by 2.30 pm...slept... again. woke at 4 plus. went to see my OH around 5pm. went out for dinner at pelita..yum..yum sedap!!! balik tido!!

sunday - went out lish and shiou voon. bought a dress for my officemate's wedding. it;s nice... i MUST MUST do sit ups until friday. my tummy is really BIG!!! malu je try the dress with my bulging tummy. came back... my brother was saying that Langkawi was hit with tsunami. i was like wat!? tsunami in malaysia!? u must be kidding.. then.. i watched the news... hehhe... betul rupenyer... anyways... hope the ppl are ok. at least i know my good fren there is fine (i think?!).

so monday.. more news.. more ppl dead... it's sad. had lots of pau for dinner.

today.. at work...

calos babes

christmas party!

we're gonna have a christmas party today at alexis, bangsar!!! yay!! free food!!!

today is a boring day... like always... i need to do something...hhmmm...why not i blog a couple of lines... hhmmm... couple... the band... didnt get to watch them at 'rock the worls 5'... too bad for me... but i went to watch the batik fashion show... loads of queer ppl... faggots and so on... how do they do it? how do they become so creative... y cant the faggots be a more manly like de oh-so-fine bernard chandran!!! he's gorgeous!!!

on another note ( a totally different one!)... i think i'm a blog-reading-addict. not good!

calos babes!!

shutter...shutter...shutter...

i watched shutter yesterday... u guys should watch it too. it's really scary and full of suspense. it was great! best gilerrrr...hehehe... the chow guy from kung fu hustle was at gsc midvalley. the place jammed packed man!!! after the movie, went to have dinner at jakes@ medan damansara. by the time i got there, blackout. so i had to eat by the candle light. how romantic...sheesh... was really hungry. i only had thosai for lunch... even before i went to the movie, my stomach was having an orchestra. so u can imagine how hungry i was by the time the movie ended... plus you need loads of energy to watch the movie. you are on the edge of your seat, let's say about 95% of the whole time...

so..enuff about the movie... back to me... hahaha... where did i stop the last time..2000

2001
--> April: big fight with A for the first time ...broke up..well sort of.. on and off
--> Dec: broke up big time...sedih gile... i think i almost went psycho. raya at kelantan with me dad's family

i'll stop here... ngantuklah...

calos babes

i spoke to an old friend last nite... very freshing i must say. felt good to talk to him after a long, long time. felt relieved coz all this while i was too afraid to call him. now that's over and done with... i can now move with life. i feel stronger... emotionally stronger in a way. then this morning, another old friend message to say that he's back in town. wow!!...he never used to do that.

so that's that. last nite was uneventful...spent my time at home. didnt go out...watched tv... did my chores...prepared my resumes... it was kinda nice to stay at home once in a while. read my book...

i actually wrote down in my notebook.. a re-cap of my life from the age of 18 up till now...

let's see...

1999
--> finished high school (sekolah menengahlahhh!)
--> started Taylor's in Jan
--> met S there. oogled over him for about 2 months before having the courage to talk to him
--> in March (i think...) we went steady
--> started UNITEN in June... broke with S
--> introduced to A by my high sekolah friends...dated for a while
--> 16th August: we went steady... n everything was fine and dandy.

i dont remember much after that... i must have been totally in love...yeah..whatever

2000
--> my tok kecik past away early in the year...March, i think. the whole time she was in the hospital...i only visited her once. i am (still am..) afraid of hospitals and clinics... went to see her with A at HUKM
--> still in love with A...
--> was staying at kelompok Murni, i think. 1st SEM - with Dal, Anne. 2nd SEM - moved out. stayed in BGR with Marisa and Aishah
--> neighbours with hud & ariff... farouk & de MCKK guys
--> had a great time! there were impromtu PD trips with the Oj's... hhmmm..happy days...happy days

will continue later... need to work hah! that's a laugh

just another day

my friend got married... wedding reception was really nice. was at Eastin Hotel. she looked really good despite the fact that she has gone thinner... she must be really happy. anyhow...met friends.. have to go back early. s+%^id other half wanted to play futsal at 11pm. so i didnt get to take pictures with her at the pelamin :(

last saturday... went to see the finals of the Piala Seri Endon 2004...the batik thing. as tired as i was... i still went. with my mom. met her friends there. waited for 1 1/2 hrs for the bloody thing to start. had to wait for the permaisuri agung to arrive. jeez.... and mom rushed me right after work just to wait for 11/2 hrs. the show was good. i was amazed that u could a lot with batik. and these ppl are really creative... yelah.. if not they wont be called designers. anyhow, after the show... saw sazzy doing her show. then went back... fell asleep. woke up. went to see OH and then balik tido.

sunday... went to OU twice. went there the first time with shiou voon.. bought ocean's 12 tickets...hung around for a while then send her back... went back to OU again to see tasha and hud and jazdee and rizal. havent seen the guy for a year. remember last seeing him Dec03/Jan04 (i think)..then he went back to Aussie...and now it's Dec04...how time flies! after that, watch Ocean's 12 at OU , of course. cool story. i didnt watch Ocean's 11... so i was kinda blur during the earlier part of the movie. but it was really funny! guys who havent seen it...should watch it. and i wanna watch shutter!!!!

so now...i'm at the office... baru kena kantoi with my superior. heheh... die sakit so she went to the back to lie down. poor her...so.. my story will end here... coz there's nothing to write now... life is boring...

oh yeah ..new year resolutions!!!

MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS
--> to clear my debts by June 2005... (tulah...nak lagi credit card banyak banyak!!)
--> to start reading at least a book a month ( i think i'm getting dumb... my general knowledge is like ZERO!!)
--> start going out with friends (which means spending less time with OH...hhmm...boleh kot...)
--> try paintball/archery (i have a year to achive this...)
--> gym...gym...gym (need to lose that extra fat on my thigh!!!)

i'm sure i have more...but they are kinda of unrealistic.. not worth writing down. anyhow...

bye for now

calos babes
#kish#

image hosting

+ got photobucket... all i need to do is to upload the photos. will do it in due time...

so, i'm back

i'm back...after a couple of months not writing. so let's see what happened to me in the last few months...

September
+ resigned form work...yay!!!
+ my bro crashed the car...

October
+ my sister's PMR ... was the driver for that few days
+ temp for a week at Airzed (again!) as admin assistant...stress, stress, stress
+ fasting month...puasa, sleep, terawih, supper, sahur... puasa, sleep, terawith, supper, sahur...
+ had to cook...heheh...now i can cook... only my fav food...which is very limited. well... at least i CAN!!!

November
+ still fasting month....
+ cousin... Hannah came down from JB... havent seen her in ages... went out for supper cum sahur with other cousins till late the last 2 days of puasa...
+ revelation... of a sort...
+ RAYA!!!
+ no duit raya... even though i'm NOT married or working... *sniff sniff*
+ went to JB... met Hannah again... and friends. met Aishah... saw JB. everything looks really different from what i used to remember... massive highways... Danga Bay... hhmmm. i feel like a jakun in JB
+ went to S.F mom and siblings and nieces and nephews... in JB. was ok. went back to KL with S.F and friend
+ started work... that's that
+ open hse... to those who didnt come... u missed my mommy's laksa johor and my creme caramel. i can make mean creme caramel. been practising!
+ work again...

now... December
+ Marisa's akad tonight! went to see last night. the place was really nice... the mom did the hantaran... she looks worn. poor girl. had fun talking to her last night. told ghost stories... i almost didnt go home last night. thank god for the gossip session i initiated... werent for that... i'd probably had slept over and had to wake super early today!
+ have a few resolutions for 2005. one of them is to start writing a dairy. i think i shall just blog. i would be diary if i choose not to publish it.... we'll see.

gtg...nak makan lunch!

calos babes!