i spoke to an old friend last nite... very freshing i must say. felt good to talk to him after a long, long time. felt relieved coz all this while i was too afraid to call him. now that's over and done with... i can now move with life. i feel stronger... emotionally stronger in a way. then this morning, another old friend message to say that he's back in town. wow!!...he never used to do that.

so that's that. last nite was uneventful...spent my time at home. didnt go out...watched tv... did my chores...prepared my resumes... it was kinda nice to stay at home once in a while. read my book...

i actually wrote down in my notebook.. a re-cap of my life from the age of 18 up till now...

let's see...

1999
--> finished high school (sekolah menengahlahhh!)
--> started Taylor's in Jan
--> met S there. oogled over him for about 2 months before having the courage to talk to him
--> in March (i think...) we went steady
--> started UNITEN in June... broke with S
--> introduced to A by my high sekolah friends...dated for a while
--> 16th August: we went steady... n everything was fine and dandy.

i dont remember much after that... i must have been totally in love...yeah..whatever

2000
--> my tok kecik past away early in the year...March, i think. the whole time she was in the hospital...i only visited her once. i am (still am..) afraid of hospitals and clinics... went to see her with A at HUKM
--> still in love with A...
--> was staying at kelompok Murni, i think. 1st SEM - with Dal, Anne. 2nd SEM - moved out. stayed in BGR with Marisa and Aishah
--> neighbours with hud & ariff... farouk & de MCKK guys
--> had a great time! there were impromtu PD trips with the Oj's... hhmmm..happy days...happy days

will continue later... need to work hah! that's a laugh