Tuesday, July 25

im sad... last nite..

this post was written at home last nite... but st*p*d blogger couldnt uploaded! dang!!! so i saved it and posting it today... tuesday morning!

b4 that.. i saw my 'boy' but as luck would have it, he was at the fron tof the line and i was right at the back... oh well...

so back to why im sad last nite...

'he' seems different... im sad. talking to him isnt the same anymore. im not sure wat ive done wrong. probably something i did or did not do. i dunno. i hate this feeling. my love-life is pretty shitty lately... not that i have one anyway.. so yeah... watever that i have is not going so well... i SO envy those married people... i wanna be happily married too! damn! i think age is catching up on me... and i think its coz im surrounded by married ppl and pregnant ladies 75% of my normal working days. i am the only single girl in the office and thank god i am the youngest in the department!!! i cant imagine not being the youngest and not married at the office... pressure man!!!

on the other hand, work is fine...

i met lish and shimi... happy happy happy!

went home with voon... happy happy happy!

had dinner with pet-bro hadi... happy happy happy!

didnt get to see 'him' today or yesterday... NOT happy AT ALL!!!

and i should be sleeping now... bye...

and so i slept...

bye

back to work!

3 comments:

Muddy said...

hey you, you are a great girl. don't let that guy make you all confused and all k.

keesha said...

yeah... i'll try! thanks for the compliment... great morning to start with!

Anonymous said...

Not all married people are happy its an act ... coz even if u were married n things were bad u wouldnt was dirty linen in public .... its all about making things work.. romance fades its commitment in the end. dont get confused n always have bit of a mix of following your heart and thinking rationally .... Love is not abt looking at each other its abt looking at one direction