always a TEEN-ager .... at heart

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

CNY 2006

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

please be generous with the oranges and ang pow...

i'm all alone at home...

thank you...

i. am. sick

i'm sick... i have flu. i'm not sure where i got it from but i got. it sucks . my throat feels funny, runny nose... body feels achy all over. getting my menses today isnt helping either. i've gotten sick twice this month. staying at home is not good for me! it's a record... sick twice in a month! i hardly ever get sick... maybe once a year... i'm grateful (not getting sick often!). thankfully, i'm starting work after cny... oh yeah, i got the job at this company. taking my offer letter tomorrow morning...

i've started doing sudoku, courtesy of her. heheh... it really makes u think. i ahvent been thinking much for the past 3 weeks... ;)

to those KL-ites who are going anywhere on Monday (1st Feb) go to Suria KLCC k! and watch them. a fren said they sound like the cardigans. macam best je. i'll be there...

i'm going... gonna find more tricks for my sudoku game!

ciao

blood test

i went for my 2nd interview with this company... interview was fine and dandy until the interviewer said "i'm gonna send u down for a medical checku-up and blood test".... my heart shrank the moment she said blood test... i told her i have never done a blood test ever before... she said not to worry but still... i have a fear of needles which leads to the fear of dentist... clinics and hospital. but i love watching CSI, Medical Investigations, Scrubs and Discovery Channel especially on medical stuff... and i can actually stand the really gory stuff the show. weird but true... i went through the blood test fine... with sweating, no doubt and i had one hand over eyes. i didnt let go until the doctor it was done... twice. i was scared. still kinda shaking thinking about the pain... not much yeah,... but there was still pain...

had i girl-lunch thingy yesterday... my close uni frens. i cooked lunch and dessert (yg didnt turn out too well...) chit-chatted... chit-chatted... it was much much fun... i'm gonna do it again. it's nice to have my girls around. we hardly ever see each other. so, i think it's a good way to start...

finas bought ice cream for us... haagen dazs no less... i'm contently having Haagen Dazs chocolate ice cream now while typing knowing full fact that i have put on weight 1 1/2 kgs (i found out at the medical check up.... :( ) how sad is that??? takpe, i'm gonna lose it starting tomoro. yes i will... yes i will... i really need to drill it into my brains!

gonna go... ciao

boo hoo hoo

went for my 2nd interview with this company and i decided not to join them. later on my frens told me it wasnt a great place to work in and knowing me i wouldnt like... yeah.. now they tell me.. after going for the 2nd interview.... sheesh.. anyhow...life goes on... on the bright side, i got called for another 2nd interview with this company. heheh... position:- marketing executive... not exactly my thang.. but like i said before i cant be picky now..

my fatty bf was nice to me today and also yesterday. i think it was coz of the talk we had last week... i think this time it got through his thick skull... well, i'm not hoping for the moon but i am hoping that this will lasts. or maybe its becoz i havent seen him in awhile (like 2 days... je... i know) and all coz i went clubbing... heheh.. maybe. i shouldnt doubt him. maybe he misses me.. kih kih kih.. yeah right!

Rooster Horoscope For Year 2006

(courtesy of Yahoo! Horoscope... call me superstitious, i dont care!)

The Rooster can expect some conjugal or family challenges this year.

To come out well, take the bull by the horns and solve these situations with lucidity and aggressiveness, instead of burying your head in the sand.

Remember that nobody can solve problems by fleeing or by pretending that they don't exist.

It is all a question of courage.

'It's not because things are difficult that we dare not, it's because we dare not that things are difficult,' as Seneca wrote.

Even though a solution may not immediately show itself, an optimistic, philosophical attitude could soften the cutting edge of any obstacles.

good luck to all roosters!! and me... looking for a job...

bye

life... oh life...

1. clubbing ..... ahhh.... life has been a little busy for unemployed me. went out saturday nite and came back at 4 am... god it's the latest or the most lambatest (pardon my manglish!) i have got home from... kih kih kih. it was tiring but was also fun fun fun. met new ppl... only god knows how much i need that. anyhow, next day woke up kinda early for this appointment i had at kl sentral. went well, i might say. came home... it rained... bestest time to sleep but i promised to meet a fren. so i did and i came back at 9.30pm. watch csi then i slept at 1+++. urrgghhh... and i so wanted to sleep early that day. i went out again last nite. mambo jambo. which was FUN! too bad i was wearing heels... next (if there is another next time...) i will wear flats and my nike... then i can dance dance dance the nite away.....

2. cooking ...i have been cooking dinner since monday. so that makes it 3 days in a row. yay for me!!! it wasnt difficult food like curry or asam laksa or ikan bilis sambal tumis... no i cant do that YET... baby steps for me... ikan goreng... sayur goreng... and to think i was deathly afraid of 'spitting' oil from the pan. it's not too bad once u get used to the pain '*evil smile* i have yellow stains on my fingers now... proof that i have been cooking or at least i have been cutting the kunyit *wink* only... heheheh... jamie 'cute, gorgeous' oliver you... watch out for me!!

3. interview ... miraculously i have had 1 interview yesterday and another 1 later this evening. and for positions i dont particular want or like. but hell, i cant be picky now, can i??? i AM unemployed... lagi nak mengada! dapat interview pun dah cukup bagus... anyway, i am still going for the interview... wish me luck peeps

i hate when things cant be ok on both sides. i always believe you cant have everything and life is all about ups and downs. this week i had a row with my brother and i still dont wanna really speak to him unless i absolutely have to do and it is also this week that i have 2 interviews. jeez... why cant life be okor at least balanced... with family, work, relationships and friends... oh and also money. but then again, as said earlier, life is never perfect and u cant always have what u want. it's shitty though, when u notice these things... yek... i have to shower and start cleaning my room... i have an hour before i become driver to my sister...

bye

friday the 13th!

it's friday the 13th... so far nothing bad has happen... not that i believe that anything will happen. went to klcc today... they have the chinese new year thingy going on. the painting thingy, tea-ceremony, fortune-telling... wanted to go for the fortune telling thing but it RM50 for a session... too expensive for unemployed me. boo hoo hoo. too bad

i shouldnt even be doing it... but i really want too. i think it's interesting. bf says dont. many ppl say you shouldnt believe it. but for me... it's subtle hints on how my year is gonna be. whether it really happens or not... i dont care. i can safely say that i'm kinda superstitious... kindalahh. i like to believe all this horoscope crap. you know whether you and your partner are compatible or not. the birthstones - whats good for this year... that kind of stuff.

on a different note, chatted with my pet-bro who's in the states. havent chatted with him in ages. it was cool. anyways, talking to him made me realise my feelings towards my dearie darling. it made me confused. later that nite, spoke to another fren about these feelings. to which he made a comment... '' men are idiots'' hhmmm... that's coming from a guy. tak ke malukan your own kaum. anyways... i think men ARE idiots. if your men are not idiots, keep them and hide them. nanti org curi, susah!! so yeah... i think having a relationship is easy... it's maintaining it that's difficult. it really test you. especially if the other party is unsure of their feelings for their partner and where they stand in the relationship...

oklah... i dont like writing about this.. it makes me sad.... and that sucks...

bye

::edit::

penang

went to penang last friday. twas ok... kinda boring but ok. dad wanted all of us to be in Penang for raya haji. so we did... dad, bro and i left on friday. drove up. mom and sis flew up...

so Day 1: 06.01.06- friday (cool date huh?!!...)
7.15am: left for Penang
9-ish: arrived in Ipoh for breakfast. dad met up with his ppl, so my bro and i tagged along. (like we better things to do...)
1.30pm: arrived in Penang

on the way to penang

jelapang toll

and for the rest of the day, i slept and read my book. took a walk to 7-11 nearby and got stuck coz it started raining. yeah...

Day 2: 07.01.06 - saturday
11-ish: woke up... heheh..

went to pick up mom and sis at the airport which was like 10 mins drive away from home. gile dekat! in kl... its like 45 mins drive... had lunch... nasi kandar. so much for dieting the past week. then, we headed to gurney plaza... there's nothing much there. it's like another mid-valley only smaller but i insisted on going anyway... i would be bored half to death if we were to balik rumah straight from lunch. i needed to walk off my lunch anyway. went home... dinner was at this seafood place. we got lost on the way there... sheesh... it was famous for prawn mee. it's in teluk kumbar. i dont really fancy or even like prawn mee before but at this place... the prawn mee was so SEDAP! ttotally changed my mind abot prawn mee! the prawns were huge. they were not udang galah so that means the prawns were HUGE! after dinner, we walked on the jetty. it was so dark... that i didnt even realise we were by the beach. jetty was nice.... cool air... very calming... wanted to stay there forever kinda feeling

view from the house... tht's part of the airport - the runaway

at the jetty - it's really dark... sorry!

ikan bilis.. guppies... i cant really see actually

Day 3: 08.01.06 - sunday

we went to bukit bendera. it was really really high... tall wahtever... the ride was freaky. the cable car had 1-satu-one cable pulling it up and down. goodness, what happens if the cable breaks????.. we'll crash down man and look like pancakes if we were to survivelah!!! scary... on the way up, we had to sorta cram into the cable car. halfway, there was this pakcik who started feeling woozy. thank god he didnt vomit! that would be it man! once up... it was cool... sejuk... we had a great view... penang bridge and all. had lunch at the hotel. yup... hotel or so they say. it's actually a house with maybe.... 7-8 rooms. service was good but the food was terrible. tak sedap langsung and for hotel-price... it was ridiculous! i guess we paid for the view and ambience which was great.

bukit bendera

the ride up!

the view from half way from the top

the view from top... i think

after bukit bendera... went to gurney plaza (again...) to get mom's birthday cake. her birthday was the next day. so... went to manila's place got chocolate banana cake... i honestly think secret recipe's choclate banana is way better!!! while mom, dad and bro went to buy groceries. my sister and i rushed to birthday cards for me mam. and we couldnt find any memory lane (maybe we didnt look hard enough... but then again we didnt have much time) or any stationary shop. so we went to parkson grand and got her card there. we had to make do with whatever they had which wasnt much at all.

went home... dinner and sang happy birthday at the stroke of midnight! then tido. didnt even cut the cake. we were all too tired!

Day 4: 09.10.06 - monday

lepak day coz dad was working. met my senior who happens to be my x-colleague as well. chatted and gossiped. it was fun. got home. i wanted goreng pisang.. so all us except for dad went to walk to the gerai for goreng pisang... and then we had leng chee kang... asam laksa... mee goreng... so that was suppose to dinner for us... yeah right... kononlah... we did have dinner... yet again... and birthday cake. someone brought us secret recipe's oreo cheesecake. so we had that as well. fat fat fat fat...

Day 5: 10.01.06 - tuesday (Raya Haji)

woke up and went over to my dad's fren's place for lunch. parents chit-chatted. us kids amused ourselves. i found out that my sister is a little 'sengau' which means she's kinda nasal when she speaks or at least with certain words. she says i use, i nyuse... heheh... then my sister and i balk kl. bro going to langkawi today... parents, they have functions.

today is clearing the house day. i managed to lipat all dry clothes. cleaned the kitchen. did the laundry... paid for my house and YTN. heheh.. mission accomplished for the day! yay for me!!

tired... bye bye

interview

i have an interview tomorrow with shell. wish me luck... i need it. on a different note, i have been sick since last monday. flu and scratchy throat. so much for the new year. what a way to welcome 2006. urrgghhh... coughing and not being able to breath at night is really frustrating! anyhow, i'm a little better... so i hope i can go to the interview tomorrow without having to blow my nose and talking funny while tahan-ing my cough. heheh

bye

::edit::

i'm back. interview was ok. i hope i get through! i still have the sniffles. boo hoo hoo!

the stuff i got for my flu and scratchy throat

me before the interview

bye bye!

happy new year!!!

fireworks at ikano power centre

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!

so... it's the new year... i have been waiting for a year... heheh. last year 2005 wasnt a great one. chinese horoscope it wasnt a good year for the rooster... i kinda believed it. call me superstitious, i dont care. so i hope that 2006 will bring happiness and a job for me.

my new celebration didnt go as planned. so sakit hati... but it was good though. what i initially planned was go to ikano with mr boyfren and a few frens. then, his fren invited him for barbecue. then, my parents wanted to go have dinner somewhere they couldnt decide as at 7pm and stay for fireworks. urgghhh... and earlier, i went to mr boyfren's new place to help paint and clean. goodness!!! the jam back home from ou was terrible....

so, in the end... we... mom, dad, sis and bro went to curve. it wasnt too bad. i got to watch the fireworks! yippee... the sad part was... i was alone during the countdown. hhmmm... well... i cant get everything i want, right... the concert at ikano was good.

mom and me a dome's for dinner

mom and me again at the curve

khaira and me

calos...