last day.

today is my last day at work... i had no feelings. i thot i would feel something but nope... nada... nothing. i wonder why? maybe i longing to leave the company. it's not the company... it's just that i'm not happy doing what i did. heh... and now that i officially am unemployed, i dunno what to do for the next few days. any tips peeps? actually... i have some things to do...

lets see...
1. cancel credit card
2. clean and clear and throw away old clothes... no... i'll give them to charity
3. look for other jobs (yes! I DO NOT HAVE ANOTHER JOB.... SO HELP ME IF YOU CAN!!!)
4. hangout with lish, shimi and marisa... and baby zalea
5. i wanna go to genting and go on ALL the rides! yippee!!!
6. hhmmm..... will think about new year's resolution later...

so basically... that is all. that would probably last me a week. aiyoooo! what am i gonna do????

i realized writing gives me a calming feeling... hhmmm....

i was thinking while driving to work this morning... wht is love? is love when you feel that everything you do, you'd wanna do it with your partner? or is it when every decision you make, you wanna get your partners' approval or at least listen to their say? what do you feel when you're in love? are you happy? contented? ape ye?

oklah... enough of that

this evening i managed to clean out 2 tupperware boxes of my old stuff... from KYS right up to uni. gile banyak junk. i managed to throw out 1 boxful of stuff. didnt realise i had THAT much of junklah. the rest were still junk but i couldnt throw them away. all the little notes my juniors back in school used to right to me... birthday cards... letters... phewww.... all those memories....

oklah. i'm gonna watch tv now. i'll do some productive after tv. mr bf is bz badminton-ing. which is good for him but not for me...

bye!