gubra

so i watch gubra... it was good... it doesnt really have a specific story line. just a bunch of tiny stories into one. more like 2 different stories lumped into one movie.. weird. but it was touching. i nearly cried... oklah i cried! but it was really touching...

i thot adlin aman rosli was good... sh amani was great. i wanna have a bf just like him... i wanna be as tiny as orked with my husband... gile romantic and charming...hhhmmm... i wished my bf was like that... but he isnt. maybe i should do something about it... like....

i bought this relationship self-help book "why men love bitches" ... up to page 30ish... so far, very interesting. its mainly for woman who feel i undervalued by their partner... mainly woman who are too nice as it says in the book...

went to the KL business club function with the PM... so many, many cute professional men... "dreamy eyes" hhmmm... ppl goes to these functions who reasons like networking and meeting the PM but for me it was also for networking but in a different sense... kih khi kih... i wished i had more guts to talk to them... aiyoo...

i have a crush on someone new.... kih kih kih...

blogging

i wish i could blog more often but i cant. i refuse to allow myself spend more than a couple of hours in fron of laptop. i mean i spent 98% of my time in the office in front of the office... takkan i want to spent the precious hours left of my day in front of my laptop at home unless i have somehting to do like today... my cousin, voon and myself will discussing our so-called trip to perhentian... so thats fine...

gtg now... we're all here now... ciao

tomorrow is a HOLIDAY

oohhh... i am so glad tomoro is a holiday... days drag everytime i go to work... i guess it happens when u dont enjoy wat u do and doing it for the sake of doing it... hhmmm... so im glad that tomoro is a holiday. ive got loads to do...

- send car to workshop
- prepare minutes
- prepare resumes and sending it off
- read my The Edge.. (i buy them on saturday religiously and read only on Friday.... )

cheehhhh... macam banyak only... things will mountain up tomorrow...im sure of it...

i dun have much to write actually... besides my romantic life being down in dumps... well, at least i think so... he prolly does think it... uuurgghhh.... my mom says i need to rejuvenate... meaning life without a boyfriend... and all i could do is laugh it off... i know what has to be done but i cant do it... its not easy... i dont feel happy but theres always an obligation to perform my duties as a girlfren... this sucks! really sucks!

i wanna work really hard or shop till i drop and forget that i have him... maybe if runaway... i hate being alone... i hate being vulnerable... i hate not knowing that i have someone i could count on... i wanna be independent but i know im not.... not reallylah... i can be when i wanna...

bye...

this one is for bagak

this update is for my dear fren bagak or zulfadzli to others who will be leaving malaysia in a week.. for work... so have fun there... macam sedih pulak... like you said just now... macamlah u nak pegi bertahun2 kan... so i guess i'll be seeing in another 6 or 7 months time.. actually i havent seen since forces of nature concert and that was last year... early last year i think... so i havent seen in a yeat... u didnt come to my open house last raya... yeah so... what another 6 to 7 months... heheh... i still love you, bagak! dun worry!!! have fun in uk... and i will get u something...im not sure what yet... but i'll think of something... and you still owe me your blog address!!!

i haven twritten in a while... just got back from a dinner function organised by promuda with the Higher Education Minister. very interesting... i should get more involved in these things...hhmmm

other than that... work is boring as usual... i didnt get the job i wanted in cimb... all due to the merger... i am sad... as i was really hoping for it... oh well... i will be in the company anyway in a couple of months...

im sleepy... bye... thank god its friday!!! finally!!!