not a good way to start my morning

my sister's fren passed away last night

she was telling me this morning

it didnt hit me until i was on the way to work

the boy... yes... 'BOY'... he is still a kid

he's 16

had brain tumour last year

found out before PMR

he did go for PMR

and now he's gone...

PMR was just almost a year ago

damn man!

in over a year... he's gone

im scared in realisation that you can go at any odd time... young or old...

although i dont know him

my deepest condolonces to his family

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i wanted to make chocolate chip cookies last night... been wanting to make the whole week

and when i got almost all my ingredients, malas pulak...

i'll do it tonite

i'll let you know of the outcome

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i beginning to dislike boys...

well... one ... hhmmm... 2 actually in particular...

why does this always, always have to happen...

the one you want, doesnt really want you

the one you DONT want, wants you sooo badly

so waht do you do?

option 1: pursue boy u want

option 2: let boy who wants you, pursue u

i dunno...

so, im reading this really good book on relationship... lebih kurang lahh

"Why Men Love Bitches" by Sherry Argov

belilah...

its good...