last day.

today is my last day at work... i had no feelings. i thot i would feel something but nope... nada... nothing. i wonder why? maybe i longing to leave the company. it's not the company... it's just that i'm not happy doing what i did. heh... and now that i officially am unemployed, i dunno what to do for the next few days. any tips peeps? actually... i have some things to do...

lets see...
1. cancel credit card
2. clean and clear and throw away old clothes... no... i'll give them to charity
3. look for other jobs (yes! I DO NOT HAVE ANOTHER JOB.... SO HELP ME IF YOU CAN!!!)
4. hangout with lish, shimi and marisa... and baby zalea
5. i wanna go to genting and go on ALL the rides! yippee!!!
6. hhmmm..... will think about new year's resolution later...

so basically... that is all. that would probably last me a week. aiyoooo! what am i gonna do????

i realized writing gives me a calming feeling... hhmmm....

i was thinking while driving to work this morning... wht is love? is love when you feel that everything you do, you'd wanna do it with your partner? or is it when every decision you make, you wanna get your partners' approval or at least listen to their say? what do you feel when you're in love? are you happy? contented? ape ye?

oklah... enough of that

this evening i managed to clean out 2 tupperware boxes of my old stuff... from KYS right up to uni. gile banyak junk. i managed to throw out 1 boxful of stuff. didnt realise i had THAT much of junklah. the rest were still junk but i couldnt throw them away. all the little notes my juniors back in school used to right to me... birthday cards... letters... phewww.... all those memories....

oklah. i'm gonna watch tv now. i'll do some productive after tv. mr bf is bz badminton-ing. which is good for him but not for me...

bye!

selfish....

that's my kitty cat with her bulu pushed-down... hehehe

ok back to the story of my life..
i have been selfish. someone passed away yesterday. my mom's fren. i had to go and teman my mom there and all i could think about while i was there was... when are we going home? selfish i know... i cant believe myself. i must...MUST change my attitude. new year.... new me... i hope.

at the same time... i was also afraid. the lady died of cancer. breast cancer. she was 41. it's scarylah... i thank GOD that my family doesnt really have cancer history... well at least not breast cancer... at least not really blood-releated relatives... but u can never know. on the way home, my mom was telling me things i shouldnt do and eat to avoid cancer. like everyone says... prevention is better than cure... so the stuff my mom told me NOT to do are as follows:-

1. do not eat hot food from styrofoam 'bekas'

2. do not take hot drinks from plastic or styrofoam cups

3. do not recycle mineral water bottles as in do not refill and drink from it again

4. dont drink water from a bottle or 'bekas' that has been left in the sun (like when u leave in the car ke...)

of course to do your monthly breast self-checkup and pap smear and mammogramme (i dunno how to spell but im sure u get my drift) and any other check up u girls know...

selfish and very mean and also very very cute penguin!

bye

world peace

just came back from chit-chatting with cousin n her boyfren. spoke about world peace and how americans specifically mr. president are out to ruin the whole world... goodness... just thinking about it scares me. but then thinking about it aint gonna help much. the media arent helping either. cousin said to read the stuff ie. on war, world peace... saudi arabia stuff online. major newspaper in OUR country are hiding the truth from us... maybe not the whole truth, but the important part of it. i think we young ones should do something to create awareness to other young ones about what is really, really happening in the world and not think about what new hp is coming out next?

i think we young ones are really materialistic... me included. who shud we blame for all these materialism? media, parents, huge corporations.... ourselves? i think our young ones shud be taught on values.... that the living are much more important than the non-living. god made everyone equal. everyone are entitled to their own earnings and if the work and honestly, life will turn out good for them. rezeki masing-masing... all these are forgotten now. parents are forever showering their kids with gifts and luxuries when the kids shud be taught the value of money n earning it themselves. be grateful with what u have. dun be greedy like mr president of USA. his greed for power is too much that it is clouding his rationality. who in the right mind would allow war to happen? who? nuclear war pulak tu?! im sad and scared to even to think what might happen if war... nuclear war were to happen... the whole world will be dead in the matter of days.... hours maybe....

lets hold hand... be united and stop this war...

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i'm gonna have a 3-day break... then 3 days of work and then.... i'm done for the year! but i still havent found another job.... shiiittt.... how leh? anyone .... can help me...?

i'm angry...

i'm angry.... i'm not sure why. i actually i do know why. i'm angry at him for not teman-ing to bangsar. because he's tired. he slept until 3pm hand lunch at 4.30pm and he's tired to teman him. what the f*&^ is that... selfish is what i say. all he thinks is him... whether everything is convenient him... nevermind other people... he's more important! bah!!!

then why i am with him u ask???? i dunno why? he's nice when he is... or whenever he wants too. i feel secure with that a**h$%#. uurrgghhhhh!!!! very very very geram!

he is sooo selfish... why?

nevermind...

bye

what goes around, comes around... karma... this much i know is true!

8.33pm...i'm back.. found this...

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