you know

how someone's presence can make a difference?

i had that experience last night... i was sick but the moment that person came by, i felt better... the longer i was with that person, the better i felt... i had trouble breathing which was freaking me out. i thot i was gonna die... jeez but when i was with that person... i could breathe a little better... that person has that calming effect on me without even knowing it...

thanks "you"...

ermm.... me...

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i had fun last nite... heheh... though i wasnt very stable but i still had a lot fun... but today there's a lot work to do. mumsy is coming back so... the usual cleaning has got to be done...

ciao

i am so bored

i am at home... with nothing to do... i can

1. read my book
2. go to petaling street
3. go to curve flea market
4. pick up dry cleaning from hartamas
5. pick my 'the edge' from centrepoint

hahah... but im not gonna do any... coz im too lazy to drive...

i watched the da vinci code last nite... we sat right in front! movie was great... kinda draggy. i was itching to tell my friend wat i thought would happen next... but i held it together... sure kena marah wan... i slipped a few times... but not on the important stufflah.. its cool! it had all the important elements from the book. i am SOOO gonna buy the book (i read from a borrowed book) and read it again... BEST!

before movie... went to istana budaya to watch 'Babel'... it was also the opening show for the 'French Art Festival'. Babel is a dance show... a fusion on hip-hop and traditional dance... was interesting... but due to some person's very strong perfume, i had a bad headache. the type where u feel like pulling your hair out... yeah that one. the moment we stepped out, i felt a lot better... had dinner at great eastern mall with hanis and fren.

im having frequent pangs of hunger for the last 2 days... its not that i dont eat, i do. but i dunno why i get it. its starting again as i write this entry... i had lunch at a wedding. natasha hudson n faiz'z wedding. she looked pretty! the guy looked really young and cute...

i guess... im gonna read my book after all and pick up my laundry in awhile. and hopefully i can go to petaling street later...

ciao!

I GOT THE JOB... emo entry

yay! yay! yay! yay! yay!.... i got my offer letter... finalllllyyyyyy.... today.... i am happy but not overjoyed. y why u ask? dun get me wrong but i am glad... relieved even to get the job even with a pay cut... but i'm gonna miss my colleague, hanis!

dear hanis,

u dont know it girl... but somehow u gave me the spirit to actually work there (there meaning my current joblah...) if it wasnt for u, i would have had a miserable time over there... but since i had a friend there... you made life more bearable at the office... thanks for listening to my stories day in and day out... i think you know more than some of my friends... (jgn marah kwn2 lain... i mean, i do see every single day... even weekends.. sometimes...). thanks for 'covering' me up a little.

u seem more mature than your age... even me sometimes... which is good, dun take it wrong k. the thing is we think alike... so that makes it 'best'... im sure you know wat i mean... anyhow, im sorry i have to go... you know why... we will and must keep in touch... it is fun having as a friend and it would be a sad thing to lose as a fren...

ok dah... habis... she doesnt read my blog... but i will try to make her... kih kih kih... perasa-an.

i cooked yesterday ... woo hoooo!!! hebat!! nasi goreng ala keesha style... ehehhe...

pictures from dinner at chillis for sister's birthday...

me

dad
my food
dad's food

i cant seem to upload more photos... nanti i upload summore...

cioa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

happy 17th birthday to my sister... KHAIRA

pet... pet.. pet

i was reading this guy's blog and he had a virtual pet... so i decided to get one too... a baby tiger... so cute!!

wanna see a cute kitty...

me and daisy

daisy upclose

isnt she adorable... yesterday was my cousin's engagement.. the usual stuff... makan2... angkat hantaran... and then the usual 'who's next?' question... and of course yours truly kena kaw-kaw... like kopi kaw... aiyo... it was terrible!!! they wanna match me with some 50 yr old guy... no doubt rich and all but 50??!!! my dad is 56... how lah???!!! i better find someone else before that happens man!! or else...

went to bond last nite... was ok... but it was so hot... temperature hot... like panas with no-airconditioning. wat kind of place is that?? and its at avenue k... the high and mighty place... hhmmpfff!!! so much for high and mighty! chet...

so today... mom, dad n bro are not at home.. yay! got to do my errands which includes going to centrepoint to my photostating which means there is a likelyhood of me bumping into a certain someone. i know i can go elsewhere but... maybe i wanna see him or bump into him... i know i shouldnt but i wanna know how he's doing... ok or not ok...

oh well... im gonna go anyway... and thats where i have to collect my weekly 'nerdy' but very imformative newspaper... the edge of course.. so yeah.. ciao peeps!

freedom...

so it has been 3 days since my so-called 'freedom'... it has been tough and i think its gonna get tougher...

on a happier note... long weekend up ahead and i still have not decided wat to do for the next 3 beautiful days...

today cosmic gurl's little 'big' brother is getting married... so congratulations to him!!! semoga murah rezeki hingga ke anak cucu... (its that wat they always say..?...)

i think im gonna watch a movie today... alone... i guess... i feel very pathetic...
bye...

freedom anyone?

today could be the first day of my freedom... like i said it COULD... so i'll let u know how it goes k..

i like to do up my eyes everytime i wear make-up... i emphasis more on my eyes... (perasan i have nice eyes...)

so go here!

bye!

drama MI3

so the story goes:-

gf feels bad for not seeing bf the day before and also for cancelling lunch coz gf couldnt be bothered to drive from plaza damansara to centrepoint for lunch, so gf called at about 2ish and said or asked whether bf is going anywhere tonite and does bf wanna catch a movie tonite. bf said "tengoklah... i habis keje lambat..." gf said "lepas keje lah..." and then bf said "ok..."

so about 3ish, bf called and told gf "jom tgk MI3?" gf said "yay... ok!" bf said his colleague will ask fren of hers who works at gsc OU to book the tickets... so gf is happy happy happy. and then gf's fren called... "do u wanna go watch failure to launch tonite?" gf said she cant coz she is going to watch MI3 with bf. and then, gf told fren that maybe she could get bf's colleague to book another 2 tix(fren + another fren) and fren said ok.

it was ard 4 ish (time nak balik rumah dah nih) gf called bf to tell the latest news... (cannot call too often, nanti kena marah...)

(names are changed to... you know the drill...)

gf: boleh tak u cakap kat angelina jolie to book lagi 2 ticket?
bf: utk sapa?
gf: for my fren, alah... tom cruise tu and kawan die lagi sorang
bf: nantilah i tanya angelina
gf: eh, u must tell me cepat2 coz my fren tunggu tau
bf: nantilah... (he sounds annoyed... and gf dunno y exactly).. i nak makanlah (eh? makan now... gf thinks.. nvm..)
gf: oklah... bye (gf suara manja to avoid scolding...)

so gf went home... it was 4.45pm sharp (keje bank mah... jgn jeles.. heheh). hujan pun hujanlah... gf couldnt care less... she was gonna watch tom cruise in action later... no rain can dampen her spirits! then gf went out with her mommy to do her hair (got wedding the next day!)... gf got home at 8ish. somewhere in between bf called and told gf that...

"angelina takleh book coz kawan die takde kat counter so kena pegi OU terus beli...."

gf thot... "f*&k... confirm cannot get ticketslah nih!"
gf said... "ohhh... ok... i tak kisah"

and then bf went on to saying that he is going to selayang and that bf will pick her up after that and straight to OU. so gf thot ok... can mandi and go online... gf called fren told the news. gf's fren didnt mind and will rendevous at OU at 9pm (movie start at 9pm... -_-)

8.20pm... no call from bf. flustered a little, gf called bf to ask where he is... bf said "i kat sini lagi.." (that means bf is still in selayang and gf does not the slightest idea why the hell he is there in the first place!!)

gf thot... "wat the f^&k is this, man!!! we should be on the way to OU by now... who's suppose to get the tickets and all!!! mane sempat already!!! so irresponsible!!! uuurrgghhhh (bf didnt tell gf abt the plan of the evening)
gf said... "ohh.. sapa beli tickets?"

bf: angelinalah... diorang dah ade kat sana. nanti i datang. bye
gf: ohhh... (feeling very relieved but still very pissed)

so gf, went online... chatted with frens... went blog-hopping... and gf looked at her watch... it was already 8.40pm. gf thot... "how come no call yet?" so gf called bf and asked where he was... bf said "nak pegi dah nih... nak ambik u"

gf told bf that her frens are waiting for her at OU. then bf said... "i thot ur fren tak jadi datang coz tak dpt book the tickets..."

gf thot... "f*&k f*&k f*&k f*&k f*&k"
gf said... "i tak ckp pun tak jadi... bile mase i ckp tak jadi..."

so gf continues her internet-activities with a heavy heart. wat is he gonna tell her frens if there were no tickets?????

... and then her fren called, gf told fren... to wait for her at OU and that she is still at home coz bf is hasnt picked her up yet... and she will be there soon. fren said... "ok... see u soon" gf felt very bad but she couldnt do anything else since they were already there and she doesnt know the status of the tickets. plus gf didnt want to call bf to often to avoid him from screaming at her for being kepochi...

gf looked at her watch again... it was 9pm... blardy movie starts at 9pm... and fren called again... gf apologised profusely to fren... thank god fren is ok about it. and then bf called (finally!!!) and said he's outside the house. gf jumped and grabbed her stuff and rushed out..

on the way, bf called angelina about the tickets... guess wat i found out....

they have NOT bought the f*&king tickets.... i tell u... i was relieved and super-pissed at the same time... and... it was gonna be at TGV instead of GSC. but...

thank god... we got tickets to watch MI3 anyway.. 10.10pm and guess wherelah...

3 rows from the screen.... !!!!!!!!!!!!! well.. wat do u expectlah kan... dah beli lambat...

nasib baik gf's frens were cool about it...

then makan at oldtown kopitiam... my new favourite lepak spot... went to watch MI3... after movie.. lepak minum at noni's... and then balik...

and then gf thot... would other bf do the same? is this normal? is there a more responsible guy for her out there? or some one who looks like jonathan rhys-meyers.... for me ... out there...

On or Off

"WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF"

[Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don'tcare)]

About guys...

Is taller than you: ON

Is shorter than you: DC

Wears braces: OFF

wears a grill: OFF

Dresses Preppy: DC

Dresses Ghetto: OFF

Dresses Gothic: OFF

Has blue eyes: ON

Has green eyes: ON

Has hazel eyes: ON

Brown eyes: ON

Drinks alcohol: DC

Wears glasses: DC

Smokes: DC

Plays sports: ON

Smiles a lot: ON

Calls you just to say Hi: ON

Compliments you: ON

Good dancer: ON

Wears jewelry: ODC

Smiles when you walk in the room: ON

Has brown hair: DC

Has Black hair: DC

Has blonde hair: OFF

Has red hair: OFF

Makeup: OFF

Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON

Loyal: ON

Laid back: ON

Plays guitar: ON

Plays drums: ON

Sing: ON

he's buff (muscles): DC

He can draw: ON

Easily jealous: OFF

Doesn't eat meat: DC

is bi: OFF

has a tattoo: OFF

has a lip ring: OFF

has tongue ring: DC

gubra

so i watch gubra... it was good... it doesnt really have a specific story line. just a bunch of tiny stories into one. more like 2 different stories lumped into one movie.. weird. but it was touching. i nearly cried... oklah i cried! but it was really touching...

i thot adlin aman rosli was good... sh amani was great. i wanna have a bf just like him... i wanna be as tiny as orked with my husband... gile romantic and charming...hhhmmm... i wished my bf was like that... but he isnt. maybe i should do something about it... like....

i bought this relationship self-help book "why men love bitches" ... up to page 30ish... so far, very interesting. its mainly for woman who feel i undervalued by their partner... mainly woman who are too nice as it says in the book...

went to the KL business club function with the PM... so many, many cute professional men... "dreamy eyes" hhmmm... ppl goes to these functions who reasons like networking and meeting the PM but for me it was also for networking but in a different sense... kih khi kih... i wished i had more guts to talk to them... aiyoo...

i have a crush on someone new.... kih kih kih...

blogging

i wish i could blog more often but i cant. i refuse to allow myself spend more than a couple of hours in fron of laptop. i mean i spent 98% of my time in the office in front of the office... takkan i want to spent the precious hours left of my day in front of my laptop at home unless i have somehting to do like today... my cousin, voon and myself will discussing our so-called trip to perhentian... so thats fine...

gtg now... we're all here now... ciao

tomorrow is a HOLIDAY

oohhh... i am so glad tomoro is a holiday... days drag everytime i go to work... i guess it happens when u dont enjoy wat u do and doing it for the sake of doing it... hhmmm... so im glad that tomoro is a holiday. ive got loads to do...

- send car to workshop
- prepare minutes
- prepare resumes and sending it off
- read my The Edge.. (i buy them on saturday religiously and read only on Friday.... )

cheehhhh... macam banyak only... things will mountain up tomorrow...im sure of it...

i dun have much to write actually... besides my romantic life being down in dumps... well, at least i think so... he prolly does think it... uuurgghhh.... my mom says i need to rejuvenate... meaning life without a boyfriend... and all i could do is laugh it off... i know what has to be done but i cant do it... its not easy... i dont feel happy but theres always an obligation to perform my duties as a girlfren... this sucks! really sucks!

i wanna work really hard or shop till i drop and forget that i have him... maybe if runaway... i hate being alone... i hate being vulnerable... i hate not knowing that i have someone i could count on... i wanna be independent but i know im not.... not reallylah... i can be when i wanna...

bye...

this one is for bagak

this update is for my dear fren bagak or zulfadzli to others who will be leaving malaysia in a week.. for work... so have fun there... macam sedih pulak... like you said just now... macamlah u nak pegi bertahun2 kan... so i guess i'll be seeing in another 6 or 7 months time.. actually i havent seen since forces of nature concert and that was last year... early last year i think... so i havent seen in a yeat... u didnt come to my open house last raya... yeah so... what another 6 to 7 months... heheh... i still love you, bagak! dun worry!!! have fun in uk... and i will get u something...im not sure what yet... but i'll think of something... and you still owe me your blog address!!!

i haven twritten in a while... just got back from a dinner function organised by promuda with the Higher Education Minister. very interesting... i should get more involved in these things...hhmmm

other than that... work is boring as usual... i didnt get the job i wanted in cimb... all due to the merger... i am sad... as i was really hoping for it... oh well... i will be in the company anyway in a couple of months...

im sleepy... bye... thank god its friday!!! finally!!!

tagged by muzie...

this one is on schools..

How many schools did I go to?

std 1 to std 6 -> Sek Keb Bukit Damansara

... oohhh..loads of memories... crushes *wink, wink* ... i had the hugest crush on my schoolmate. malu nak tulis... those who attended SKBD would probably know.. i remember being in my aunt's class - Pn Norani.. 4K and 5B... she's fine and dandy - to those who remembers her. her son is going off to Moscow for the astronaut-thingy training programme. i remember our 10th Anniversary. i was in std 6... they had haunted-house.. that was fun... i remember having to practice brushing my teeth with adi... (i think...) i remember going back from school on Uncle Wong's bus... later i would get a ride back with Emi. i remember playing tennis.. i sucked... i remember my choir days... i was very happy during choir practices coz we get to skip class

form 1 to from 3 -> Sek Men Taman Sri Hartamas

my batch were the second batch in the school. now the school is a primary school which it was meant for from the very beginning. i remember kelab pencinta alam... going to FRIM. i remember the trip to Kuala Selangor, seeing the fireflies... i remember PN Regu teaching English... i remember sitting with Shasha Muna in form 1 or 2.... i remember being in the best class 1G all the way to 3G (jgn terase yg lain...) i remember growing hidrponic vege... shiou voon's was kailan reeves and juju's sawi brandis or somthing like that.... kih kih kih

i remember PMR... that was the best year ever ..for melahh... my parents were NOT around... HAHAHA... *evil laugh* but i was pretty decent and "anak mithali" heheh... if not takdelah score kan.... (sorry.. perasa-AN kejap)

form 4 & form 5 -> Kolej Yayasan Saad Melaka

the turning point of my life i always say... i learnt a lot from that school. i didnt really hate school back but we were always fighting amogst ourselves.. my whole form which was only 23 of us. yeah... there was THAT few of us... i remember being the emcee for many occasions... i remember walking aound the school during weekends... i remember "lights off!!!! " from Ms Nana, our warden... she's what you call kecik-kecik cili padi! i remeber moving from 1 block to another and cleaning the dorms... i remember moving to the all from5 dorm at the of school term.. 2 weeks before SPM... i remeber our swimming gala... i remember our sports day... where my house won 3 years in a row! GO HUSSEIN!!! school was... add maths was HORRIBLE... chemistry class was sleeing period for me... but since it was in a hutan... it was very soothing after a stressful day

Was I the studious nerd, or the last minute hero?

i'm a cross breed of budak malas-last minute nerd-budak rajin pegi tuition-budak study macam org gile tapi tak pandai-pandai

Was I the class ‘taiko’ or the teacher’s pet?

none of the above... im one of those kids teachers like to ask questions... there i was trying HARD to make myself invisble... well with no success

What was the biggest rule I broke in school?

i wish i could say i did but i didnt... i was a nerd when it came to that. besides reading after lights off... not much... the form 5 girls did get caught in our attempt to scare the guys...but i didnt do that alone... gile nerd... sorry!

Three subjects I enjoyed

1. chemistry - my favourite-est subject. one coz i get to do experiments and two coz i get to sleep... heheheh

2. english - madam fazidat was the bestest teacher of all!! wonder where she is now...

3. ermmm... art class in form 4... i like arts...

Three teachers that inspired me

erm... inspired... got meh? ..ermmm... my music teacher (i didnt play much... just very little violin and guitar), madam fazidah - i wanted to be just like back then... aaaaannnndddddd..... the art teacher - who was the kindest teacher ever... so much for inspiration... sorry

this goes out to ->

the usual... jam, ava and maybe farhan if he reads my blog

tagged by juju!!

Tag: 4 Things

4 jobs

- part time at blook bangsar

- jr accountant

- operations exec

- marketing exec

4 movies I love

- legally blond

- men in black

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4 places I've lived

- sg besi

- damansara heights

- bangkok

- damansara heights

4 TV shows I love to watch

- scrubs

- csi

- medical investigation

- charmed

4 places I've been on vacation

- london

- disneyworld, florida

- bangkok

- australia

4 blogs I visit daily

- edna

- superdzu

- kinkybluefairy

- purloinedutopia

4 favorite foods

- chocolate ice cream

- laksa sarawak

- my mom's cooking

- tom yam

4 places i'd rather be

- my new apartment

- disneyworld

- london

- perhentian

4 albums I can't live without

- mariah carey

- na

- na

- na ... i dont own any other albums

4 vehicles I've owned

- red kancil

- grey satria

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4 taggees

- edna

- jam

- sherie

- ava

long time

i havent written in a long time... 10 days to be exact. a lot has happened. work still sucks. i went for an interview with this company. went for a 2nd interview with them last tuesday... chances looks good but nothing is for sure until i get the offer which i am so hoping to get. anyways... that's that

my cousin got selected to be one of the 4 to go russia!! yippee!! cool eh!! i am very proud of him!

other than that..nothing interesting happened... but i did have the worst weekend ever in this year... loads of misfortunes which i rather not say... gets me all emotional again... had enough...

gtg.. bye!

jibb's wedding

congratulations to JIBB and KAK SU... may u have a blessed marriage!

wedding was a UNITEN reunion... met old frens which was great... missed hanging out with them especially the OJs... had loads of fun back in BGR (its bangi golf resort non-unitenians... heheh). wonder who's the next?

l to r: farouk, wafi, jibb, kak su, shahrul n jazdee... aka oj



me and dalilah



me and farouk










wafi and farouk... the tall and the short... heheh














jazdee and me










me and marisa's baby










me and jojo boy










me and marisa... cute baby's mommy

the things u learn about me in 5 or less minutes:-

WHO'S BED DID YOU SLEEP IN LAST NIGHT?

mine of course

WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?

white

HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW 'IN REAL LIFE'?

wat list?? friendster list issit... almost all...

WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR UNDIES RIGHT NOW?

hot pink with red polka dots.. ;)

DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?

one cat... calico

MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?

cant remember...

NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES?

my undies...like duhh

WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS?

red for now...

HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW?

rm30 with some cents

WHO'S THE 4TH PERSON ON YOUR RECEIVED CALL LIST?

my brother

WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?

some motorola ring tone

WHAT WERE YOU D0ING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?

on the phone with someone

WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE ON YOUR CELL PHONE SAY?

no probs

What's your favourite town/ city?

kuala lumpur

I can't wait to....?

for mommy to come home... i wanna go to ikea

When was the last time you saw your mom?

this morning

What did you have for dinner LAST NIGHT?

ermmm... some vietnamese popiah and clam porridge at Sao Nam in Hartamas Shopping Centre

Q:How long have you been at your current job?

exactly 20 days minus the 1 day i took for EL

What's the last thing you said out loud?

Ok mom!

Look to your left. What's there?

bathroom

What is the last thing/person you spent over $100 on?

i bought a handbag from MNG but it was more than rm 100

What is the last item of clothing you borrowed from someone?

my sister's top

What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?

the day... no internet connection in the office for me ... as yet

Do you have an air freshener in your car?

yup... the spray kind

Do you have plants in your room?

no...

If you could drink anything right now what would it be?

ice chocolate with ice cream at fasta pasta...yum yum!

Does anything hurt on your body right now?

i got stung by bee... so that area hurts

What city was your last taxi cab ride in?

home -> one utama

Do you own a camera phone?

yes

What's your favorite Starbucks drink?

coffee -> ice caramel macchiato

non coffee -> ice chocolate

Recent time you were really upset?

when i found out my car was in the workshop

Any ideas for your new years resolution?

yeah... a few

Admit something about yourself

i have very very very mild anuptaphobia

i-thank-god-its-friday

i started my morning as usual... sleepy eyed... walking mabuk-ly to the toilet to 'pasang air'... went to my room to make the bed... and while i was mabuk-ly making the bed... i got stung my a damn BEE! then definitely woke me up! i had to take out the sting... didnt hurt very much and thankfully im not allergic to bee sting... so i had to go work... so to work i went..

had lunch with girlfren and him... found out a couple of unbelievable news that cant be told here... p&c mah... sorry... anyhow... i was due for a presentation at 3.30pm with the dreaded boss and jovial lady boss...

so 3.oopm came... my dreaded boss wasnt in yet...i was SO relieved... but at 3.20 ish he came back... which brought up nervousness up up up and away... had the presentation at 3.45ish... but dreaded boss didnt come in... only jovial lady boss.. my heart did a triple somersault of happiness.. so did the presentation with much relief... at at 4.45pm, dreaded boss came in... my heart plummeted again... and the laptop chose that precise moment to hibernate aka habis batterylahh.. had to run back to the office (presentation was in one of the 'sejuk giler' conference room) for the charger...run back... quickly plug it in.. restart pc... and then dreaded boss say... "start again"... urrrghhhh....

TENSION!

so started again... this time die kurang marah... a lot less scolding. he didnt look too good so maybe taht y... but questions where there of course... and of course he asked questions i couldnt answer... it wasnt too bad this time... finished quickly, so i was done by 5.30pm.... yippie...earlier than last week..walked back home... yes i did!!

at then didie called... went to hartamas shopping center for makan. ate at Sao Nam...vietnamese restaurant... ambience was great... their interior design was very chic... at least i thot it was... took photos... uploaded later2... had fun with... chit-chatted... havent seen her in a looooong time...

im done... tired...got a new laptop... so im gonna 'godeh' my new laptop now..

bye