if....

'you' have found me (i highly doubt it.. who am i lah kan...just another in your life) i just wanted to let you know that i like you... and a lot too

and i wanna apologize for incident last sunday... im not sure whether it meant anything to you or whether you were upset about it or not... it probably meant nothing to you... you probably dont even know what im babbling about... but i felt that you were a little different after that...

maybe...its my mind working on over-drive and the fact that i felt so bad and guilty, made it even worse...

i wanted to talk to you about it but im not sure how... plus im scared...

im done for tonite... laters...

ps: my dad bought this lovely material for raya from jakarta... its green and pink... my favouritest colours in the whole wide world!!!

I Love You, DADDY!!!!

PUSSYCAT DOLLS!!!

so i went... after much much deliberation... i had a few asking me but i said no. then i sad ok... yes let's go... then tak jadi... finally i did! i had to rush from work!! damn!!! no more week-day concerts for me!

the place was packed... they were great. they performed for an 1hr... or less... about 6-7 songs i think... reshmonu was the opening act... but i missed 95% of his act... then waited for the PCD for like 10 mins or so... then they finally came out...

so cool! i wanna be just like them... i wish i shake my bootie like them...

but honestly, to pay rm100 like not-so-clever me... i dun think its really worth it... especially when u go with ppl who are not all-out and semangat like you are.... hhmmm... oh well... i enjoyed them anyway...

on another note... 'he' is finally ok... well, ok-ok... i spoke to him yesterday.. he seemed ok... i havent seen him since sunday... so we'll see...

back to work...

sab's birthday TOMORO... wat to get her? wat to get her? wat to get her? help! help! help!

which reminds me that i din get lish anything yet... finas too... OH NO! thank god for megasale... heheh :D

im sad... last nite..

this post was written at home last nite... but st*p*d blogger couldnt uploaded! dang!!! so i saved it and posting it today... tuesday morning!

b4 that.. i saw my 'boy' but as luck would have it, he was at the fron tof the line and i was right at the back... oh well...

so back to why im sad last nite...

'he' seems different... im sad. talking to him isnt the same anymore. im not sure wat ive done wrong. probably something i did or did not do. i dunno. i hate this feeling. my love-life is pretty shitty lately... not that i have one anyway.. so yeah... watever that i have is not going so well... i SO envy those married people... i wanna be happily married too! damn! i think age is catching up on me... and i think its coz im surrounded by married ppl and pregnant ladies 75% of my normal working days. i am the only single girl in the office and thank god i am the youngest in the department!!! i cant imagine not being the youngest and not married at the office... pressure man!!!

on the other hand, work is fine...

i met lish and shimi... happy happy happy!

went home with voon... happy happy happy!

had dinner with pet-bro hadi... happy happy happy!

didnt get to see 'him' today or yesterday... NOT happy AT ALL!!!

and i should be sleeping now... bye...

and so i slept...

bye

back to work!

.... -_-.....

ok.. so i saw this guy who looks exactly like ex , i think.. last week at kl sentral. i was amazed of the similarity... the way he dressed, his hair, the type of clothes he wore that day... everything reminded me of my ex. my ex and i... long story cut very very short, were together for 3 months, we were 18 and broke up... but we're frens now... i called him the same day just to confirm it wasnt his brother or something... and he said it wasnt... so that was done deal...

and then, TODAY... this morning... i saw him again... he looked diff. he was casually dressed last week... i wore baju kurung (it was a friday... i know, not important..) the other day, today he was wearing office outfit... he looked the same... cute as ever... at least i think he is. my heart stopped for awhile... but cannot "look look". coz i was rite at the front of the line and he was somewhere at the back... just my luck. and he didnt get on the same train and i know for sure that he takes the same exit as i do but he doesnt go towards my way... he goes the opposite... damn!... oh well...

he's cute! nvm... he's now gonna be my Mr Boy... he looks like a boy but i hope he's not that young...

i shall now begin my quest in search of Mr Boy...

heheh.... now going to work will be a lot more interesting...

logging...

please read this!

wat i think is that the state government is going bonkers and in their eyes, they see money money money! so to get that... log-out the forest... is alrite...

the least it wud do is just increase green-house effect or maybe get more exotic animals locked-up in the zoo far away from their natural habitat... see can money wat? more pl wud got to the zoo, rite...

more ppl, more money...

-_-

now this

i hope cousin gets picked!

insyaallah...

back to work!

i want cuppacakes!

edited @9.59am
oh no! read this!
its in todays star... and im still on about the logging..
im concerned!

selling...

017 37 66 100

maxis post paid

monthly access fee = RM10

drop me a line if u like it!

need to sell it A.S.A.P!!!

PUSSYCAT DOLLS ARE IN KL

they are! they are!

well... definitely on the 26th July... their World Tour Concert !

i wanna go!

jom! lets go!

go HERE

if any of u are going... please let me know... we'll go together-gether ok!

france.... didn't...win... -_-

so they didnt win... they could have but i dunno why they didnt. i dunno why zidane did wat he did... the st**id italian must pissed him off real bad... kesian die... damn italians!!! leave the french alone...

i so sedih... stayed up to watch them... l.o.s.e... its sad.. i was sleepy the whole morning but now im wide awake... but thats after having starbucks new frappachino (dunno how to spell... sorry!) drink... java chips something but its very yummy... it taste exactly like rhumba frap! so sedap!

im blogging from work for the first time... heheh... boss #2 and #3 takde mahh... but boss#3 left me work... which i HAVE to finish before i leave... damnnn! but i think im gonna back soon... mebbe in another hr which means i'll be leaving at about 7.30pm... mebbe... i hope... tak mau kena tinggal!

bye... kena buat kejelah

france.... didn't...win... -_-

so they didnt win... they could have but i dunno why they didnt. i dunno why zidane did wat he did... the st**id italian must pissed him off real bad... kesian die... damn italians!!! leave the french alone...

i so sedih... stayed up to watch them... l.o.s.e... its sad.. i was sleepy the whole but now im wide awake... but thats after having starbucks new frappachino (dunno how to spell... sorry!) drink... java chips something but its very yummy... it taste exactly like rhumba frap! so sedap!

im blogging from work for the first time... heheh... boss #2 and #3 takde mahh... but boss#3 left me work... which i HAVE to finish before i leave... damnnn! but i think im gonna back soon... mebbe in another hr which means i'll be leaving at about 7.30pm... mebbe... i hope... tak mau kena tinggal!

bye... kena buat kejelah

world cup finals

so tonite is the big nite... well, morning to be exact but who the hell cares!
italy and france... i hoping for france... any takers? kite bet, jom!

work has been a okay... my weekends are more hectic than my weekdays!!! there is always something to do... my god! i need more hours in my weekends.. i havent even seen my cousin and best frens in the past 3 weeks which is not cool... i havent had to clean my things in my room since i started work until today... so today was my spring-cleaning day... i was organising my book, folder and junks... throwing out old bags and papers, notes and wat nots. i have got only shoes to organise but i'll do that after my ice cream...

i wanna go to perhentian in august... i hope i can. i have to sacrifice my july's and august's weekdays nites in order to get 1 day leave just so i can go to perhentian... hhmmm... is it worth it? i think it will be... heheh i cant wait.

so my fellow frens, i wont be able to meet up for dinners at klcc or anyplace for that matter coz i have to work hard... heheh. plus i have a feeling my boss#2 and #3 will be making me work extra hard for tomorrow onwards... damn!!!

gtg

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i can now

blog from work... HAHHAHAH

bye!

have to do work!

looonnnggg week...

nothing much happened in the past week besides the usual jam to work and staying back late thing. its a change for me.. from waking up at 8am and still be in time for work at 8.45am and leaving work at 5.45pm sharp or earlier... (mengular... biasalah... marketing! hehhe...) TO waking up at 6.45am to be in time (or not) for work that starts at 8.45am (saya keje banklah... in case u didnt know...) and leaving work earliest 6pm or much much much later... the latest so far was 10.30pm last wednesday. and that was in my 2nd week of work. i cant complain much coz im sure others have had it worse off than me! i mananged to leave early on friday... 5.45pm (work ends at 4.45pm for kulis working for a bank... jgn jeles!)... thank god...

so THE game last nite. i was rooting for germany.. and THANK GOD they WON!! yippee... although i cant say much about the game they played. they suck! like seriously!! they could have been a little more 'semangat' and the chase the ball a little more... instead of letting the ball pass them by... i think i can play better (heheh.. perasan!) and i just didnt want argentina to win... im selfish and i dont care. i didnt watch the italy/ukraine win coz i knew italy was gonna win anyway and they did. plus i had to wake up early for yoga which was at 9am for an hour. after which i continued sleeping until 1pm... bliss bliss... its been a loooonnnggg time since i had that much of sleep... seriously...

so thats pretty much sums up my life over the week. dad's birthday is coming up in 2 weeks then MY BIRTHDAY (saya mmg tak malu wan...) is coming up in the next 2 weeks. planning to have a surprise birthday dinner for the master... does anyone know where i can caterer to do barbecue? please let me know asap... tentative date for the dinner is 15th july.

so please, please do tell k!

gonna have dinner and buy nachos and dips for the brazil/france game... is gonna be tough!

bye!! muahs! and may FRANCE win!!

dan report and photos.... of tioman

check it out...

My Personal Dna Report

not many photos... sorry lazy to upload... laterss

photos from juju's wedding

shireen and muzie
indah - haz - me
bride n groom with pengapit
them again
us girlies
us catching up
dat's me!
me - haz - faz
fin0 - emi - haz - faz - me
the bunch of us

on a diff note:

i think kan i saw kinkypugkevin at my office. we shared the same lift. he stood next to me. wanted to tegur him but shy... next time... i think i will. wat a small small world! hehhe

cioa

i shoudnt

be blogging rite now when i brought work from home... and today is only my 2nd day at work. i left the office at 8.30 ish. PM summore... hhmmm.... i hope i dun have to stay back too late tomoro. no fun going back late... even worse when u brought back work and you have to leave blardy early the next day... i know i know... this is reality... urrghhh... bye!

im back!

tioman was great

saw colourful fishies

I LOVE FISHES

the water was so clear

sand so soft and white too

i was very jakun!!

next stop --> PERHENTIAN

made new frens... singaporeans no less

i wanna stay longer

thank you 'you'

you made even more funner and worthwhile

edit @ 10.59pm

i saw this on jam's blog... thot i'd do it too

create your own visited countries map
or vertaling Duits Nederlands

only 3% out of the whole world... hhmm.. need to travel more --> which means more cash --> which means more work... uurggghh ..

home...

as of 13 june 2006 (aishah's birthday)... i am officially unemployed until... 19th june... heheh.. so now im home watching greys anatomy season 2 while planning wat im gonna do for the rest of the day... bliss... i think i wanna go have my 'overpriced' teh tarik and 'glorified malaysian' french toast at oldtown kopitiam...yayay!!! anybody care to join me??

im gonna go to tioman tomor... hopefully the weather will be good and sunny! i'll be away for 3 days... dont miss me too much... if u do, just msg me!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AISHAH AND CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR NEW BABY BOY!!!

cant wait to see your baby... and you of course!! muahss!!

ps to sherie: sorry i cant make it for tekad... i'll try for the next one!

only photos...

blur photo..

fariz-keesha-wafi (tall one)-finas-farah-syafrie-feisal-shahrul (behind)

marisa-keesha-finas-syafrie-farah keesha n syafrie

my goody goody - NOT fren

marisa n keesha

my housemate is a momy

the guy next to her is her hubby... obviously

finas n keesha

my girl who works in klcc

we'll be having lunch soon my dear!

finas n syafrie

my girls!

kak teh n keesha

congratulations to you!

you look so pretty... as always!

me! me! me!

before the wedding

cantik tak? *wink*

uurgghhh.. eyebags so obvious!

world cup! world cup! world cup!

need i say more... im not much of football fan to say the least... all i know about football is david beckham, chelsea (courtesy to my ex...) and erm... you get wat i mean dont you? but... all has changed... after watching the germany vs costa rica last nite... im all pumped to watch world cup... giler semangat! from knowing only the cute ones playing football... to a newly-converted football fan... hahahah...

went to aquaria today... i was so jakun. but so best! it would have been better if there were no kida running around!!! held a scorpion sans the poison... geli!!!

the game has started.. pray hard that beckham will score a few more goals for england!!

bye!

edit@10.55pm

england didnt score anymore... chehh... sooo disappointing! lampard and gerrard were good... beckham cute as always... gonna wait for the next game.. hopefully we'll see more goals... if not, i am sooo deprived of my beauty sleep!

need schedules on astro.. go here --> beckham is so cute!

starstruck -_-

i saw dzu and geng for the second time... i was star struck... mcm bodoh je kan... but i was staring... sorry guys if u noticed... which most likely u guys wont recognize me... selamat

went to forever 21... store is COOL... loads of stuff... wished i had more cash with me... big boo boo!!! met my junior from school... she works there... seronok jer... reminded me of the days when i used to work with blook... aaahhhh...

now im home... blardy tired! from Curve ->OU -> Centrepoint -> Bangsar pasar malam... then balik... now damn tired!!!

went to senawang yesterday for a wedding... jam all the way from Seremban to Senawang... journey took us about 2 hrs for wedding 'makan-makan' for 30 minutes... damn!! penat gile ok

my neighbour lent me grey's anatomy season 1... syok!!!