karma

wat goes around, comes around... i'm feeling it now. kinda shitty... but i guess i deserved it. padan mukalahh... sape suruh buat org macam tu, kan dah kena balik... but it's all good. what doesnt kill u, makes u a better and stronger person, right! in my case... a whole lot more patient than i already am... aiyoo... the ups and downs in my life....

anyhow, life has been great. work is ok. better than before. love life... could be better... i miss my frens... sangat sangat. i wanna see mummy marisa... aishah... finas... again... ava... farah... and the rest. havent had much sleep the whole. been coming back late very single nite except for last night. the things i do for love. god! love can be so blind. but... it's so so sweet!

other than that... life is pretty much mundane. shift work is killing me... it's soooo boring. i'll be in kiosk sect 14... so ppl... please come visit. pay your telekom bills to us. dunno waht i'm talking about... go here

so today is saturday... i'm in shah alam working. hoping to cabut at 12.30 sharp... and make my way to ou for some retail therapy. need new handbag for work... then gonna meet him... yay!!! he's so gonna get screwed by me... heheheh

have to do my SOPs before my insane boss kills me... hah!

bye..calos

ps. mr and mrs smith is good! watch it peeps!

the keys to my HEART...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

it's been too long

it's been far too long since i last wrote anything. i have been busy.. well, not that busy but i have not touch the pc for other reasons than work for quite some time. even now, i'm still doing work. work is fun. i am happy at where i am. plus there is this guy whom i find quite fascinating and he is just my cup of tea. not too sweet and not too bitter.

sis said he's fun... that sounds good. her birthday was last sunday. almost cried writing a birthday card to her. she's 16. she has grown so fast. i mean now she's doing economics and literature... last year was like kiddy stuff like geography, history and kh. goodness... how time flies. somehow i dont feel like im getting older.. hhmmm.... and then, she gave me a thank you note.. yeah.. that definitely got the tears rolling. felt really appreciated. sometimes you dont realise the things you do actually has an impact on others. good or bad...

i'm going to bed now... or i'll sleeping on my desk tomoro. are geminis and leos compatible.. need to find that out later

nite peeps!

on duty

I am so hungry! n i'm stuck at work. I am now blogging using my palmone treo. kinda cool eh? I am bored out of my mind here. anyone! please come to giant kj to visit!!! amuse me please!!! I cannot 'tahan' already!!
bagak!!! u owe something! i'm still waiting. to abul - welcome back to mainland! heheh...
going... calos!

on hiatus

i'll be away... well not really. i'll be working late. my company is finally gonna start operations on monday. got the evening shift for the first 3 days in this trial stint. hhmmm...

i have nothing to write... i have been home late... later than usual the whole week. trying to get things sorted out. it's worse when your boss choses to go off on a holiday the week before... i think i went a little crazy. gonna help setting up tomorrow so that by monday it'll be all set. so come Giant, KJ to pay your bills. telekom bills for the moment. i'll be there till 11pm. urrrgghh...

and he's not making the whole week any better. went bowling with him and his colleagues. that was ok. it was a silent competition for him. to me. he HAS to get a higher score than me... that wasnt difficult since i wasnt much of bowler anyway but sheesh... it's me... y competition????? men are SO EGOISTIC especially scorpios born specifically on Nov 6!!!

for now... shower...house chores... makan... retail theraphy... care to join me??

bz bee... part2

it's been a while since i last blogged. a lot has happened. i almost got a 'saman' for using the hp while driving but i didnt. that guy probably decided that since he couldnt get anything from me, he had better let me go. i was scared at that time... i could feel my face getting pale. and the thought of losing RM300 just for a short call to him made it all worse. yup... RM300... for the first time...2nd time - RM500 and 3rd time RM700. aiyohhh.... thank god i terlepas

went for the CLEO 50 Most Eligible Bachelor thingy at klcc. heheh... my sis and i got called up on stage to play some lame game. hahah.. but it was all good. got to see Serena C and she remembered me.. yay!!!! saw my cute eligible bachelor but i have he's not available... BOO!!! hahah.. neither am i but who cares!! goodness... the guys looked totally different from the magazine. there's this guy named sam smith or something. i thought he was totally hot... in the magazine. but in real life he wasnt as hot i thought. he was still cute but HOT.... u get what i mean. this guy Usamah.. i think... oh my... he's super hot. he definitely getting my vote. vote for him girls!! he did the capeira (i think?)...hhmmm *sigh* wished he could do that too.... i'll keep on dreaming for that day to come...

syafrie came down from penang...

i have an interview tomorrow. i am suppose to be reading about the company but noooo... i'm blogging.

bagak... if you're reading this, you owe me something...

calos!

bz bee

been very busy... will update later

Happy Happy Birthday to BAGAK!!!!

calos!

...home...

mom is back from shanghai. so... everything is back to normal... the nagging, my 'quaker-oats' bekal (tupperware) breakfast, simple dinners at home....

came back from work really late... well.. it was much later than usual. all bcoz some stupid contractor came for installation late. bodoh!!!! and me being a diplomatic person that i am barely made any noise. i should have but i didnt. i didnt know how to anyway. i shud learn how to be more garang.. at least know how to scold ppl other than my siblings and boyfren. talking abt him... i havent spoken much to him in the last 3 days (yeah, yeah... i know it aint that long... but this is me! i NEED communication!) much less seen him...

my boss is on mc... kesian her. heheheh... got loads of free time (for now) in a way until all the bills comes in... then i'll be knee-deep in work.

i have now become an earthquake-avid-news-seeker... my condolences to all that parished in Monday's earthquake. my dad is safe (he was in the northern region at that time), he didnt feel anything. watlehhhh... so near and yet he didnt feel anything. then i found that my mom was NOT caught in any earthquake in shanghai. she found out about the earthquake here even before i did. talk about mis-communication!!! (she msg me at 7am... and nooo i was not awake yet...even for work) here i wasworrying about my mom's safety in a foreign land far far away (heheh.. not-so far away.. shanghai is only 5 hrs away by flight) rupa-rupa nyer she was referring to us back in mesia.

i'm at work... getting teased by my colleague. i must stop now!

earthquake!!!!!

--> mom --> shanghai -->earthquake --> or she claims --> i believe her --> have not replied my message --> but she is ok --> thank god!!

--> dad --> penang --> earthquake --> been trying to call --> not answering --> now... number not in service --> HELP!!!

--> kids are fine including me!

i'm back --> 1.21pm
--> dad is fine! thnak god!!

shanghai

mummy went to shanghai today

i'm sad

stuck with the giant kids

daddy coming back on saturday

house due for renovation soon

messy messy house

reminds me to clean my room

oh no! have to look for my concealer

i want to watch hitch

i want to try belly dancing

have not seen him in 3 days... boo!

CLEO EB are yummy, yummy!!!!

gonna vote for.... dunno yet

bye

i'm back --> 5.44pm

mom message from shanghai

arrived safely

feeling sad... emotional

i dunno why

miss my mommy!



mom and dad


my kitty... sleeping


me and daria...lishie's niece! everytime i see this picture, i feel so geram!! she's so cute!!

crush

i used to have a terrible crush on this guy back in high school. he stays nearby and we were in the same school. he doesnt know anything about it uptill now which is good coz if he finds out... i would probably die of embarassment. i have never really spoken to him even when we were in school. i changed school in form 4 and forgot about him until now. well.. not really now but a few months ago. so now... i see him quite often. i have spoken to him twice (as far as i can remember...) and i think the 'crush' feeling is coming back... and today... he acknowledged me... heheh... *blushing* kinda cool... seeing that there's no cute guys in plaza mont kiara that i can have a crush on. i think it's pretty harmless.as long as i dont anything stupid, that is. and as long as he doesnt know... hehehehhee




me with him... hahah...



traffic jam in desa sri hartamas after work... torture! so near yet so far...be warned! DO NOT GO TO SRI HARTAMAS AT 5.30PM ONWARDS or you'll be stuck in a jam like me...... everyday....

hhmmphh... ava is still not here!!!

bye

aaaa to zzzz

A - Age = > mind - 24, body - 18...hehehe

B - best asset = > my eyes and hair

C - Career = > haha...wished i knew

D - Drink or smoke = > nope

E - Easiest person/s to talk to = > finas

F - Food that you could never eat = > the stuff they eat on fear factor!

G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms? = > gummy bears!!

H - Hobbies = > i like reading

I - In-love? = > now?? ermm... i think so

J - Junk food you like = > depends on my mood... most of the time it's ice cream

11. K - Kids => not yet

L - Longest drive ever => try fighting in the car with your loved ones...

M - My favorite sport to watch => gymnastics

N - Number of siblings => 2

O - One wish you have? => to be married with the person i love and a good career

P - Phobias = > injections!!!

Q - Quote => everything happens for a reason

R - Reason to smile = >

S - Song you sang last = > backstreet boys, i want it that way?

T - time you woke up = > 7.25am

U - Unknown fact about u = > i'm quite transparent...wysiwyg

V - Vegetable/fruit you love = > mangosteen

W - Worst habit = > cant mentioned it here...

X - X-rays = > once for uni application

Y - Yummy food = > gelare's ice cream

Z - Zodiac sign => leo...roarrrrr!!!

post concert hype

the forces of nature was without a doubt the best concert i have ever been too... besides mariah carey but it's not the same. i only missed paula abdul which was quickly made up by lauren hill and the rest of the artist. you guys who didnt go... you missed a lot.

our malaysian posse wasnt too bad. sheila majid was great as usual. she looked gorgeous in her orange dress. the best performance had to be the boyz to men. they were superb!! they sang their classics as they called it. on bende kness... end of the road...best giler!! backstreet boys was great, so was wycleaf jean... actually they were ALL GREAT! and not to forget black eye peas!

presenter: clay aiken, 2 guys from n'sync - lance and joey, bailing, soong ai ling, camelia, jackie chan, malaysian datin chelsea (i think!), paula abdul (whom i missed!) some american actress/singer whom i dunno, another american actor... i cant remember anyone else... i cant believe they all came! really(?)... all the way from US... wycleaf jean said he was in the plane for 26 hrs...

suffice to say, sape yg tak pegi tu... u guys lost out on a lot. even if you have the RM82, it would still would have been great!


backstreet boys...it's blur

clearer photo of backstreet boys

i am... THE FORCE OF NATURE!!! cool palm!

nadia and me!

the wrist band

bagak and me!

see bagak, u dont look so bad... actually you look kinda cute!

i had other photos but they are not clear at all... so decided not to put them up. save you guys on some eye-ache.

calos!

Forces of Nature

just to let ev-ry-one know that i'm going to the Forces Of Nature Concert!! yippie!!!!

futsal

just got back from futsal and god... it was tiring!!! i have never been this tired since...ermmm... uni... that's a centuries ago. goodness...after 10 minutes of aimlessly around the court with attempts to actually kick the ball... i was already asking for a time-out. but i wasnt alone...hahaha. i got hit by the ball on my hands hard... it's hurts now but not as bad as just now. anyways... my colleague's car got broke in and she had a huge sum of money in her bag. poor her.. she was crying and all. to top it all off, when her dad, bro and son (yes..she's married!) came, she tried to hold her son and the son refused her. kesian die! hope she's ok now.

i'm gonna get a shower now and try to fall asleep...

mean duckie

hehehe... cute eh. i'm sure someone in this world somewhere feels that way once in awhile....

morning! someone made a comment today and i'm not sure whether i'm suppose to be flattered or insulted. so the story goes...

this morning, i didnt drive to work. my mom sent in her car for repairs so she had to take mine. my dad is back in kl for work for awhile. anyway, as my mom reversed the car out, they (my dad's officers who were there to pick my dad up) of course said hello to my mom (they said hello to me earlier when i opened the gate.. heheh)and asked whether she (my mom) is sending me to tuition. what he really said was, "hantar pegi tuition ke?"

i mean do i look that young??? pegi tuition... i must have looked like 16 or 17 right? so.. compliment or insult? hhmm... i feel half-good today, so i'll take that as a compliment. he probably thinks i'm 16 or 17 coz today is t-shirt day. got to wear the company t-shirt. so attire for today is company t-shirt, jeans and my nike sneakers. so there! maybe that's why??!!

my before and after looks


'out with the old'


'in with the new'

hhmm...what do u think? that photo makes me look really plump. i really have to lose weight now!

calos!

sepet

hahah... watched sepet last saturday (05.03.05)... after watching actorlympics on friday (04.03.05) which was featuring J.lo (he is such a cute daddy!!!), sh. amani (sepet girl!), ida nerina (weird sepet mommy!), reza zainal abidin, nell ng (she so slim now!!) and rashid salleh (another good looking dude!) and of course edwin sumun. they were hilarious!!! i was laughing my guts out... it was worth my RM42.00. went with Ava... so it was fun fun!

back to work now...

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i learnt a new word today: verily

Meaning
adv.
1. In truth; in fact.
2. With confidence; assuredly

...pandai nye saya!

sick

i am sick since yesterday... not cool. i have fever, flu and sore throat. went for alia's wedding...was nice. hung out with my girl aishah the whole weekend. spent a lot. no money now.. sunday... went with ava... then, monday..demam...hah!!

calos

urrgghhhh

life has been pretty sucky lately... work sucks big time. love life is pretty stagnant. i've been reading lately. i finally finished Da Vinci's Code. i know i'm a little ketinggalan but i think it was a good book. i wonder how true the book is... i mean about jesus and the holy grail stuff... it made me want to go to Paris and visit the museum (the book claims that the holy grail buried in the louvre... i nak tgk!) and other places mentioned in the book. hhmmm.. now i'm reading a book called 'mistress of spices', i think... it's a also another good book written by an indian... and all about spices. i think i'm gullible...hhmmm...

watched 'shall we dance'... aiyo!!! so romantic... they were parts were it was all mushy and romantic... i cried. i cried a lot in the movie... i mean it was not a crying movie... i = weird. we wanted to watch 'sepet' that same night, 'shall we dance' was a second choice but it was sold out. so i hope to watch it today... or not. we'll see. everyone who has seen it says it is a good movie... i cant wait... actorlympics is on now at bsc. i want to watch that too.. maybe this weekend.

had lunch with a 'fren'... lunch went terrible. i felt horrible the rest of the day... so what did i turn to to soothe my horribleness-feeling... belanja my sister and mom dinner at chilli's no less. hehehhe.. my best fren was there whom i havent seen for a few weeks... so much for best frenlah.. but she is still my best fren. so i poured out the story of 'the-lunch-that-went-terrible' i felt a lot better. i had my nacho's and cut-up steak. hehe... it was good. hahah.. had retail theraphy as well... borong at body shop... well not really.. bought a couple of stuff. bought hair mask and this illuminating eye treatment... it's suppose to reduce the eye-bags. i think it's working! happy happy happy!!!

now i'm work... feeling sucky all over again... having my caramel macchiato (?) from starbucks in hope that my sucky feeling will go away. it's not working...yet. having lunch with him...yay!!! no car again.. booo! must do work.. boo!!! my fren is pregnant.. yay!!!!

calos!