1st December 2006 and resolutions

in exactly 30days, we will be celebrating the new year and Raya Haji. longer holiday yippee... my sister will also be going off... that aside, i couldnt help thinking of waht i have achieved so fair... cant remember what i wrote for last year's resolution... for 2006 but it was mainly to look for a job and to clear off my debts... well something along that line.. so, ok lets see... highlights of 2006

Jan
resigned from Paystar
Feb
joined SBB
March
was already looking for another job
April
Hanis joined SBB (i think)... great friend
May
Broke up with bf
June
Tioman. Resigned from SBB
July
Joined AMMB
August
turned 25
September
puasa. sold cookies for raya
new car...
October
raya! gave duit raya
November
fell in love?
December
confirmation at AMMB

i think one of the resolution was to clear my debts... which i clearly blew.. heheh. another was to change car, i think... my dad retired and he traded in my car with a Myvi... so that is counted for.. another was to get another job... which i did. another was to go on a holiday... i had a blast in Tioman... to lose weight.... i lost 3kgs.
so now...
2007 resolutions
1. to maintain my job in the bank
2. to also work on getting the cookies business going
3. to maintain my weight
4. to clear my debts especially credit card
5. to live on my own by end of 2007
6. to get myself a good-looking and loving boyfriend

i think 6 is good... not too many. they seem achievable and realistic, dont u think?

im also gonna have quarterly mini-goals for my self...
Q1...
1. perhentian
2. clear 10% of my credit card debts
3. to do yoga again

i get butterflies in my stomach everytime i think of him

random things

1. my sister has to go for NS... national service. she finishes her exam (SPM...) on the 6th dec and she will be heading to SANDAKAN on the 1st of Jan. its good for her (although she doesnt think so...) ... not really good for me... no one for me to "suruh-suruh" at home, no one to check my make-up when i go out for functions, no one to help with my baju, no one to help clean the room (the mess 85% hers!), no one for me to cerita-cerita my gossip... i am gonna miss her.. she is so gonna be perasan-ated if reads this...

2. there's a dude at the office. he was hitting on me. which was fine... until he told me he was married. which was still ok... until he did his 'gatal' talk thing.. i pity the wife... seriously. i have decided to NOT reply his emails. and he cant call me!! hahah... my phone is barred anyway.. boo

3. gaji masuk on friday... so late, i know...

4. cousin's wedding was fun... i have to upload my 'red kebaya movie' inspired kebaya... i wore pink kebaya... i felt so cantik.. oklah... im vain... pelamin was gorgeous. the wedding planner was 'kapas'. im gonna get him to do WHEN i get married... i will, i will... 2008. always good to set a target date, right??!! -_- whether or not you achieve, is a totally different story altogether... hehe

5. my confirmation is due in 2 weeks... wish me luck.. i hope to be confirmed and pay rise as well as bonus... i know... i so wish!

6. i lost 3 kgs!!! yayay!!! 2 more to go!! yayay!!

bye...

u think u know but you dont know...

estoy cayendo en amor...

i think im falling...

red kebaya

so i watched last night. the premier... with frens.. free tickets! yippee!!! i love long time aiman! anyway... the movie was good... storyline was there... i was kinda sleepy some parts of it... i liked how vanidah acted. she was GOOD! and so was samantha... as much as i hated her character, davinia coz she top-of-the-line super queen bit*h, at the same i was amazed at her acting. vanidah was good... very good...

on another note:

im not getting my kebaya for my cousin's wedding this sunday. she, the tailor thot i wanted it during CNY!!!??? wtf??!! so due to that, i have to rush off from work on friday to go look for a corsett and a black skirt... of course to go with lovely green vietnamese-style top that i already have... more money going out... my pay is only coming next friday... oh well

im due for confirmation this month... specifically 19th december. wish me luck! i hope i'll be confirmed... coz i wanna get my pay early like every else. its sucks to get it muuuccchhh later than the rest.

im in a dilemma. i have two weddings on saturday. one johor, my cousin and another is here in kl, my friend's brother. which to go? my dad is going to johor, one-day-trip... i can follow... but... it'll be me, my dad and my aunt... the idea of being with them in the 4-hr journey doesnt strike my fancy but i feel kinda guilty not going to the wedding... so...

im in another dilemma. one that concerns the heart. it shouldnt even be a dilemma coz i think i know what i want... now its the guilt feeling... but then again... your loss lah kan... but then again it was my fault that it happened but now i kinda know who i want... i just hope this time it works out alright... im pretty scared that it might not work... how now brown cow??

the best and the worst

THE BEST

Leo With Aries:

Leo gets along pretty good with Aries. Not a bad match, leo with aries will definitely work!

This is a really good astrological match up. You will both have the same energy levels, and stamina plus you will also have the desire to go and do, but the Leo will be more success oriented and driven, most likely will be the dominating force in this relationship. While you like success, when it comes from someone else, it often irritates you, and this is the ONLY drawback that I can see.

leo and aries - astrological compatibility rank = 10 (10 is best)

Learn to take a back seat as far as money is concerned and you will be ok. Aries will be the more dominant in the love department though, and this makes up for a lot! These two will have no problem having fun together and staying together for a long time.

THE WORST

Leo With Pisces:

Leo gets along with Pisces somewhat poorly, love is what is needed the most to make it happen.

Both are more inclined to take than to give. Fiery Leo and watery Pisces best describe these two. This is the depiction of these two. Generally not expected to work but both has an ability to learn from one another if they can get past their innate differences. The strong and hearty temperament of Leo may be too much for the subtle and sensitive Pisces.

leo and pisces - compatibility rank = 3 (10 is best)

Leo will come to the conclusion that Pisces is fun for a night and that's about it. It's fun while it lasts. A brief affair is possible but long- term love is not so promising for Leo.

Leo With Cancer:

Leo gets along with Cancer very poorly, not a good zodiac match.

Cancer is initially attracted to Leo's fun loving manner, but shortly Cancer will find out just how different their value systems are from one another. The fiery nature of Leo will cause Cancer to feel that real love cannot last with such intensity and begins to doubt Leo's heartfelt words of love. Being Moody and easily hurt by almost everything that is said will cause Cancer to sulk for days and this will not go over very big with Leo, who has no time for someone who cannot keep up with him/her.

leo and cancer - astrological compatibility rank = 3 (10 is best)

Cancer will feel a bit more enthused around Leo and will probably let Leo run things or at least let them think they are in charge and hey! What's the difference? Leo will appreciate cancer's attention and as long as cancer can forget that they feel neglected at times when Leo is out running the world, there is a chance this could work.

SO-SO

Leo With Taurus:

Leo gets along with Taurus OK, pretty good love match.

These two make a fairly good combination, especially when each understands the other's faults. Excellent physical qualities and great physical appeal are usually there for both partners. Loyal Leo is just what the doctor ordered for the Taurus's love of the nicer things in life. As long as the Taurus restrains jealousy and lets the Leo show off a bit, all will go well with this astrological compatibility match.

leo and taurus - astrological compatibility rank = 6 (10 is best)

The most negative thing about this relationship is probably the lack of spiritual conectiveness. This zodiac sign match up can be very hard to go the distance in the long term. They tend to make good boyfriend/girlfriend relationships, but that unfortunately is about the extent of it.

Leo With Gemini:

Leo gets along with Gemini quite well! A good love horoscope.

This combination will soon find out that they are naturally made for each other. On the surface there is great mutual attraction for both signs, and deeper down, the feeling grows stronger. Both are naturally attracted to glamour, flattery and the world of good fellowship, both will have this in common. Leo will blend well with Gemini in all aspects including the bedroom.

leo and gemini - astrological compatibility rank = 8 (10 is best)

There is good reason to be optimistic about this pairing, if Leo can understand that Gemini won't always be around to give them the attention they thrive on. Gemini will need to understand Leo's need to run the world, but all in all this is a very good combination of air and fire.

Leo With Leo:

Leo gets along with Leo fairly well, a possible love horoscope, caution, work ahead!

Although no other sign is so warm hearted and giving, Leo will always want to be the center of attention, but... there is only one center! Leo loves with all of his/her heart and this trait alone could go far in overcoming some of the worse aspects of this union. Their love of 'show' could result in their home being a showplace for friends and family to admire. Leo's in general gamble with life and enterprises and their monetary affairs are apt to be unstable to say the least.

leo and leo - compatibility rank = 6 (10 is best)

These are two positive and strong willed individuals, not too bad a match. This should prove to be a compatible combination, but it is not always true. Leo's are positive people and love to be the center of attraction. They want to be the head of their social groups.

Leo With Libra:

Leo gets along with Libra above average. These two star signs can make it.

Leo brings music and romance into Libra's life. Libra will appreciate the drama and physical appeal of Leo. The attraction could lead to marriage. Libra may find Leo possessives a bit extreme for their tastes. This relationship will get better over time or it could collapse. Leo may prove to be too much for the sensitive Libra nature, though they have a lot in common that could make for a good combination. The sun ruling Leo and Venus ruling Libra usually form a strong and luxurious aspect.

leo and libra - compatibility rank = 7 (10 is best)

Libra is indecisive and Leo will naturally take charge. Both signs love luxuries, are subject to flattery, and are very artistically inclined. The books may not always balance because they're both extravagant and love a beautiful setting in which to shine.

Leo With Scorpio:

Leo gets along with Scorpio pretty good, this is not the best, but will work with time and effort.

Leo finds it hard to cope with Scorpio's jealousy and possessiveness. Scorpio considers Leo a show piece. Scorpio doesn't understand Leo's need to be continually surrounded by an admiring audience. Scorpio would rather dominate than admire, and that doesn't suit Leo's kingly state. Not the best of matches and will require lots of intense work to make this love horoscope work.

leo and scorpio - compatibility rank = 5 (10 is best)

These two are passionate, dedicated, intense people who can match each other in just about every aspect of life. Only time will tell whether these two have what it takes to create lasting love.

Leo With Sagittarius:

Leo gets along with Sagittarius very well for the most part, a good astrological match.

These two do make a very good match up. Both will feel like they have known each other all their lives. Together they share a liking for freedom, adventure, and meeting new people. Leo's natural quality of leadership brings out what loyalty Sagittarius can give. Leo is very proud, but self-confident and expansive Sagittarius is quite happy to let Leo go.

leo and sagittarius - compatibility rank = 7 (10 is best)

They get along great as friends, lovers and a strong attraction could lead to a long-term love. A love of the good life and lots of laughter will be experienced together. Children and animals will be involved in this relationship. Friends will also say they look great together.

Leo With Capricorn:

Leo gets along with Capricorn just barely. Not the best, but with love it can work.

Leo will think Capricorn stingy with affection because Capricorn's reserved, undemonstrative nature cannot give Leo the adoration it needs. Neither will take a back seat nor let the other be dominant. The Capricorn has the tendency to be of suspicious motives, while Leo will wholeheartedly enter the arena with no thought of consequences.

leo and capricorn - compatibility rank = 4 (10 is best)

Hard work and discipline will ultimately play an important role in bonding you to one another Leo needs to understand how important success is to Capricorn and Capricorn needs to analyze Leo a little less frequently. All in all, the scenario looks OK, but it is still better to avoid this match up if possible.

Leo With Aquarius:

Leo gets along with Aquarius OK as far as astrological matches go you could do better though.

This makes for an excellent combination for a partnership that deals with or caters to the public. Each have a mutual understanding of the other when it comes to intimate matters, needs and desires. There is never a dull moment in their lives as Aquarius holds many surprises for Leo. Both like socializing and meeting new people, but Leo always needs to perform on center stage, which makes Aquarius impatient and irritable. Aquarius is too independent to become Leo's devoted subject.

leo and aquarius - compatibility rank = 4 (10 is best)

This can be a very challenging and exciting relationship. Leo and Aquarius are an interesting combination of passion, friendship and loyalty when it works out. For the most part though, this will be a hard relationship to maintain.


wah.... can believe eh...
i guess u believe what u want...

and i think if u believe hard enough

it will come true

for all u LEOs out there... read more here

SPM starts today

yeah SPM starts today... at least for my sister

so good luck!

baca bismillah byk-byk

relax

sleep early

if you're reading this...

u should be sleeping now...

GOOD LUCK

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i took it from muzie

coz i like too!!

You Give Me Something - James Morrison

You want to stay with me in the morning

You only hold me when I sleep,

I was meant to tread the water

Now I've gotten in too deep,

For every piece of me that wants you

Another piece backs away. '

Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something

'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours

Just to spend a little time alone with me,

And I can say I've never bought you flowers

I can't work out what the mean,

I never thought that I'd love someone,

That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something,

Cause someday I might call you from my heart,

But it might me a second too late,

And the words I could never say

Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something,

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something

'Cause someday I might know my heart.

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Your Perfume is Glow

Fresh, sexy, and clean. You're real, intimate, and exciting. Your lush sensuality appeals to men... And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez. Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus.

What Perfume Are You?

I have a weakness for lovely-smelling men… seriously… I love guys who smell really good… my knees goes weak and I will find ways to stand close to them… hhhmmmm…

Men perfumes of my choice…
- aqua di gio (my favoritest!!!)
- hugo boss (the blue bottle… I dunno the name)
- ck eternity (top choice!!)
- ckBe (although its not only for men)
- clinique for men
- issey miyake (the clear green bottle which I think its for men)
- romance for men

cant think of any anymore… there’s one that my friend uses but I dunno the name… he smells really good too!!

All these things came about from my photo-shoot yesterday… I had to wear tudung which I dun mind. its just that I din know how to put it on properly, so the photographer/helper or whoever did my tudung for me… and he wore ckBe… hhmmm… nice… nice… nice…

So all in all… im a sucker for guys who smell really good… so if u want me... you what to do k..

I need to get new perfume… any suggestions?
Versace is out with a new one.. its quite nice… I think it has a few layers of undertones so u get a different smell every few hours… different but nice…

kampung and colour-galore

You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl. You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion. And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun. Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

as much as i would like to believe that i am not much of a city girl... i simply cannot imagine myself staying elsewhere but kl... unless you say london or paris... thats a whole different story altogether...

i like the scenic view of the kampungs.. i wished i had one. my kampung is good 'ol KL.. its sad not to have a kampung. i envy those who has one... i dun mind staying for a couple of days... a couple literally... 2 hari shj... i think thats as much as i take... heheh... *smile shyly*

on a different note:-

im still at work and im fasting...

i have a photoshoot tomorrow afternoon ... heheh... malu....

i kinda like this guy but i dunno whether he likes me or not...

i did a colourgenics test... and this is what they said about me..

You are very ambitious and because you seek and need recognition, you try in your own way to impress people and you want to be looked up to - to be both popular and admired. You feel that there is a gap which separates you from your fellow man, or woman as the case may be, but this anxiety is an unnecessary one. Keep on the way you are going and you may surprise yourself.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

i think its almost rite...

la la la...

past weekend...
weekend was alrite
cousin is married
world cup monopoly is COOL...
weather sucks
have yet to go to the OU theme park funfair
outing with my girlies
mom went to Paris
i am jealous!
watched The Prestige
was good..
hugh jackman is really cute!
had a great evening

now... today...
at work...
having mixed feelings
'should i or shouldnt i' thing
y cant i get over the past
so that i can move forward
they ask y cant i do just that
i think the future is scary
its so uncertain
i dun wanna waste time anymore
gotta focus, focus, focus...

dropped my phone in the toilet bowl...
dun ask how it happened
or why i brought it in the toilet in the first place
i just did
and it just happen
so now im using useless spare phone
which will die off if i talk longer than 5 minutes
and DAMN! i forgot to bring my charger today

i have to be grateful
be grateful, be grateful, be grateful

anyone has a spare phone
i need one until end of the month je...

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edited: 4.46pm

i officially have 59mins of working hours left! yippee!!!!
i need to distract myself...
i need distractions...
what should i do..

bye

selamat hari raya everyone... i know im a week late but raya is ONE WHOLE MONTH. raya was alright... i had the week off but didnt do much. rested a lot.. after making cookies the days leading to raya, i was freaking exhausted. nasib baik i had good feedback on the cookies..

so its now back to work and i have to ganti my puasa. i have 6 days... im attepting my first day today... fasting at work is difficult, sleeping very late the night before doesnt help... not waking up for sahur also doesnt help... office being super-duper-freaking cold LAGI TAK MENOLONG... i am SOOOO cold... fingers are numb... ganti-ing on weekends are no good too... dont wanna miss the open houses.. so...

nadia came back... went out for drinks with matt and nadia...had fun.. i bought an extra pair of shoes... i bought 2 new ones for raya... now i ahve 3... uh uh... no good for the bank book... dahlah broke from the giving raya, though it wasnt much... paid almost all my bills... im left with a meagre sum... sungguh sedih... and its only 1st of nov... i have exactly ONE month to survive... boleh ka???

had drink with my schoolmates... that was fun... 1 getting married next week, 1 getting engaged next month another getting married next year, one a doctor, one a soon-to-be gomen dentist, one migrated (that would be nadia... heheh..).. the rest cam biasa... hhmmm...

i got this from another fren... i took it off from her blog..

Grade your life...

[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend/fiance/husband/wife.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone
[x] You have an mp3 player. (ipod adalah... same thing right.....?)
[x] Your parents are still married
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard

T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have beaten someone up.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music youwant to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.

T 0 T A L: 5

[x] You have over 50 friends on friendster
[x] You have pictures on friendster
[x] Your parents let you have a friendster
[ ] You get allowance
[x] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport
[x] You do something after school. (after work, yes!)

T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You own a car/truck.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You are happy with your appearance
[ ] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about many people.
[x] You are happy with your life
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language
[ ] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are happy where you're living.
T O T A L: 9

Total over all: 29
times it by 3 = 87

91-101%+: A+
100-90%: A
89-80%: B
79-70%: C
69-60%: D
59-00%: F

report saying "i got a B in life"

oklah... average...

eh?

You Should Be Fashion Designer

Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trends You can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

its been so long

since i last wrote

been busy

buka puasa-ing with frens almost everyday

making cookies

im tired

i shud be sleeping now

waaaayyyyy past my bedtime

raya is coming yay!!

bank cuti on monday!!!

i got the whole week off!

double yay!

nadia is coming back on thursday!

i wanna go for reflexology..

i SO need it

nite nite

3 down... 27 to go

today is only the 3rd day of puasa

time is passing by so slowly

it is only 11.46am

i wanna sleep

zzz... zzz... zzz... zzz...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to HADI
the boy who was very shy in high school
who grew up a fine man now
uuhhh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

have a good one

and when you come back to malaysia for good

dont FORGET to call me!

muah! <3

to all muslim bloggers out there

SELAMAT BERPUASA

good day

good day item #1

meeting went pretty well.. historically, never well

good day item #2

no meeting in the afternoon... manage to finish my pending work

good day item #3

new car! new car! new GREEN car!!

good day item#4

pressie! pressie! from NADIA (ur name is purple coz i know u lurrrvvveee purple!!... thank you SO SO much... your card is stuck on my cubicle wall in the office.. :D) ... GREEN pretty, pretty, very pretty necklace.. I loike like it...

a GOOD DAY indeed!

CIMB plunge

to my dearest friends who are working in CIMB and parks their cars where that dear lady parked hers... please park your beautiful cars elsewhere...

you can never know how you're going and when you're going...

read here

lets go watch... until the 17th only

click here

jom jom!!!

sept 11

happy birthday yin mei!

so... the weekend was good
made cookies... antie bought
i made my cookies upstairs in the tv area
i was in front of the oven for about 3 hrs... thank god for tv
house is horribly dusty... renovation in progress
after 3 days of no rice... i had rice yesterday... damn
cannot resist the nasi ayam at banana leaf, centrepoint
went to my new house... almost done
lepak with 'his' frens, which was always fun
got free magazines
finally started back on my bead work
watched 'my super ex-girlfriend' which was oh-kay



my birthday cake 2 months back... yes i am 25...

space...

my cousin didnt get it... read here... im sad...

im still sick and confused

yes... as of today... it has been a week i have been ill. and it has been nice. even though i was sick, i still went out with my girls... heheh... manelah nak baik nih... anyway, im recovering now... a lot better than yesterday. no more runny nose... well, at least for now... and im at work... while others are busy doing other things BUT work... damn!! nvm!

anyway... on a totally different note..

i am still confused...
i am tired
should i give him another chance?
what should i do?

btw, im selling chocolate chip cookies... wanna taste... drop me a line..

high fever, flu, cough

i had all of the above... which kinda ruined my weekend... ahahh.. in spite of that, i still went out for brunch with him and tea with my girls... when i came back... had dinner and took my meds... mandi... konged-out at 8pm... woke up at 12 midnite.. damn!

i feel better today.. no more fever but my flu is not getting better and lets not even talk about my cough... how to work tomoro ;) doctor said if i dun get better my today, if my fever doesnt go down, i have to take a blood test... i could be denggi! damn! denggi! im not sure which is worse, denggi or taking the blood test??? i have this massive fear of needles and injections...

for example, i was suppose to take out my wisdom tooth (1 only k...) last week but due to the fear of injections... saya sanggup go through the headache that i have been having for the past week rather than go through the extraction which will definitely involve injections... but guess wat??!! no more pain from my tooth! yay!

constant blowing-nose is giving a headache which directly makes me sleepy... ini belum lagi makan ubat ... doc gave me actifed which is strong... i will fall asleep after 30 minutes...

bye...

will i... or will not...

DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?

During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question.
She said, "How do I know if I married the right person?"
I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said,
"It depends. Is that your husband?"
In all seriousness, she answered, "How do you know?"

Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.

Here's the answer.

EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience.

You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love...

Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, Drive you nuts.


The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage.

It lies within it.

I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could.

And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression "the labor of love."

Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable...you can "make" love.

remember

that cheating-husband billboard

this one.... ingat tak... takkan tak ingat kot...

remember...??? im sure you guys got the email... i know i got it at least 3 times already... anyway, click HERE to read... yeah, there is a story behind it... to the cheating husbands... or just husbands...

"hell hath no fury like a woman scorned"

hahahah....

me today

You Are Mint Green

Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well. Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations. You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life. Your future may hold any number of exciting things, and you're ready for all of them!

What Color Green Are You?

"balanced and calm"... hhmmmm, really??

"masteres the philosophy of living well"... eh? wat?

"seek you for suppport"... i think so

"bring stability to chaotic situations"... tambahkan chaotic adelah

"very open and cheerful"... that I AM!!!

"feel like you have a lot of freedom in life"... feel only... reality bites!

but I LOVE GREEN ALL THE SAME!

i am

one very confused woman!

not a good way to start my morning

my sister's fren passed away last night

she was telling me this morning

it didnt hit me until i was on the way to work

the boy... yes... 'BOY'... he is still a kid

he's 16

had brain tumour last year

found out before PMR

he did go for PMR

and now he's gone...

PMR was just almost a year ago

damn man!

in over a year... he's gone

im scared in realisation that you can go at any odd time... young or old...

although i dont know him

my deepest condolonces to his family

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

i wanted to make chocolate chip cookies last night... been wanting to make the whole week

and when i got almost all my ingredients, malas pulak...

i'll do it tonite

i'll let you know of the outcome

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i beginning to dislike boys...

well... one ... hhmmm... 2 actually in particular...

why does this always, always have to happen...

the one you want, doesnt really want you

the one you DONT want, wants you sooo badly

so waht do you do?

option 1: pursue boy u want

option 2: let boy who wants you, pursue u

i dunno...

so, im reading this really good book on relationship... lebih kurang lahh

"Why Men Love Bitches" by Sherry Argov

belilah...

its good...

i am 25 as of 6.30pm August 1st 2006

yeah yeah... im older... like everyone says... age is nothing but a number!!

hahah...

i got meself famous amos... heheh

dinner tonight... somewhere nice i hope...

thanks to those who wished me...

i love you guys...

gtg now

bye

sleepy at work

i was sleepy in the morning... i am still sleepy now at 3.14pm... i saw kinkypugkevin at my office building... i tried hard not to stare at him... heheh.. bikin malu saja...

so today... din start out so good... first it rained... took a long time to finally wake up... late of course.... lrt was super-packed and was very slow... meaning 2 trains passed by on the other side before one stopped on our side...

thank god, bread story had my favourite bread... spicy floss with turkey ham bun... it was still drizzling... my pants were really long... so it got a little wet...

got to the lobby, i saw many, many ppl waiting for the lift... then i found out that the lifts din worked, at least for 31st to 48th floor... okay... the lifts at my office is divided into 3 parts. so 1 to 19 (kot... dun remember...) and 20 to 30 and 31 to 48... so 31 to 48 was down... had to take lift to 30th floor, climb 4 freaking floors up. i havent lunch yet.. i was starving and very very thirsty! damn! too much exercise on the morning! too much!!

and then, i found out that my boss is on MC. which is good but also not very good... coz now i havent got much to do, which gets my sleepy, consequently gives me a headache... which makes really, really, really wanna sleepy. hence, i am blogging during office hours... *sigh*

i officially have another 2 hours and 20 minutes of my working hours... yay! but it feels like torture... help help help... give me something to do besides minutes and opening doors for strangers... rase mcm receptionist pulak... ! i am soooo sleepy...

getting older...and being marilyn!

im turning 25 in 2 days... damn! didnt hit me it was THAT soon till now... wat have i achieved so far... not much... im turning 25 and i havent achieved much... last year, shortly after turning 24, i made a list of items to be achieved before i hit 25... so..out of 11 resolutions.. i managed to do 3... oklah 2 ... i was suppose to get a new laptop but my old man gave me a new one... so tak kiralah kan.... so.. ONLY 2!!! not good... not good at all!

so now... im making my list and making it public too...

this is my 25 going on 26 resolutions

1. to get a new car

2. to get a payrise by year-end

3. to actually start on a exercise regime... ANY kind of exercise regime

4. to reduce debt significantly

5. to have at least rm XXXX.00 in savings account

6. to go on an island holiday at least twice

ok enough... it looks realistic enough for now...

so again... im turning 25... im gonna make it a good one.. a memorable... to me turning 25 is another mark in my life... just like turning 16 and turning 21... turning 25 is particularly important to me coz i realised that now that i am 25, i am official an adult.. no more playing... more responsibilities... more debts... urrrgghhh... as much as i DON'T feel like an adult... but my dad would never EVER let me forget that! that's wat u get being the eldest...

so anyway... more responsibilities... i have to get control over my life... gotta learn to be more reliable...

so frens... remember me on 1st of august... im turning 25... yayay.... im gonna partay like there's tomoro!!! hehehe....

ps: i miss marisa and zalea, although i met yesterday for a very short while...

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You May Be a Bit Dependent...

You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned. You need a lot of support in your life, at all times. It's difficult for you to survive on your own... And you don't reallly think you ever could.

What Personality Disorder Are You?

if....

'you' have found me (i highly doubt it.. who am i lah kan...just another in your life) i just wanted to let you know that i like you... and a lot too

and i wanna apologize for incident last sunday... im not sure whether it meant anything to you or whether you were upset about it or not... it probably meant nothing to you... you probably dont even know what im babbling about... but i felt that you were a little different after that...

maybe...its my mind working on over-drive and the fact that i felt so bad and guilty, made it even worse...

i wanted to talk to you about it but im not sure how... plus im scared...

im done for tonite... laters...

ps: my dad bought this lovely material for raya from jakarta... its green and pink... my favouritest colours in the whole wide world!!!

I Love You, DADDY!!!!

PUSSYCAT DOLLS!!!

so i went... after much much deliberation... i had a few asking me but i said no. then i sad ok... yes let's go... then tak jadi... finally i did! i had to rush from work!! damn!!! no more week-day concerts for me!

the place was packed... they were great. they performed for an 1hr... or less... about 6-7 songs i think... reshmonu was the opening act... but i missed 95% of his act... then waited for the PCD for like 10 mins or so... then they finally came out...

so cool! i wanna be just like them... i wish i shake my bootie like them...

but honestly, to pay rm100 like not-so-clever me... i dun think its really worth it... especially when u go with ppl who are not all-out and semangat like you are.... hhmmm... oh well... i enjoyed them anyway...

on another note... 'he' is finally ok... well, ok-ok... i spoke to him yesterday.. he seemed ok... i havent seen him since sunday... so we'll see...

back to work...

sab's birthday TOMORO... wat to get her? wat to get her? wat to get her? help! help! help!

which reminds me that i din get lish anything yet... finas too... OH NO! thank god for megasale... heheh :D

im sad... last nite..

this post was written at home last nite... but st*p*d blogger couldnt uploaded! dang!!! so i saved it and posting it today... tuesday morning!

b4 that.. i saw my 'boy' but as luck would have it, he was at the fron tof the line and i was right at the back... oh well...

so back to why im sad last nite...

'he' seems different... im sad. talking to him isnt the same anymore. im not sure wat ive done wrong. probably something i did or did not do. i dunno. i hate this feeling. my love-life is pretty shitty lately... not that i have one anyway.. so yeah... watever that i have is not going so well... i SO envy those married people... i wanna be happily married too! damn! i think age is catching up on me... and i think its coz im surrounded by married ppl and pregnant ladies 75% of my normal working days. i am the only single girl in the office and thank god i am the youngest in the department!!! i cant imagine not being the youngest and not married at the office... pressure man!!!

on the other hand, work is fine...

i met lish and shimi... happy happy happy!

went home with voon... happy happy happy!

had dinner with pet-bro hadi... happy happy happy!

didnt get to see 'him' today or yesterday... NOT happy AT ALL!!!

and i should be sleeping now... bye...

and so i slept...

bye

back to work!

.... -_-.....

ok.. so i saw this guy who looks exactly like ex , i think.. last week at kl sentral. i was amazed of the similarity... the way he dressed, his hair, the type of clothes he wore that day... everything reminded me of my ex. my ex and i... long story cut very very short, were together for 3 months, we were 18 and broke up... but we're frens now... i called him the same day just to confirm it wasnt his brother or something... and he said it wasnt... so that was done deal...

and then, TODAY... this morning... i saw him again... he looked diff. he was casually dressed last week... i wore baju kurung (it was a friday... i know, not important..) the other day, today he was wearing office outfit... he looked the same... cute as ever... at least i think he is. my heart stopped for awhile... but cannot "look look". coz i was rite at the front of the line and he was somewhere at the back... just my luck. and he didnt get on the same train and i know for sure that he takes the same exit as i do but he doesnt go towards my way... he goes the opposite... damn!... oh well...

he's cute! nvm... he's now gonna be my Mr Boy... he looks like a boy but i hope he's not that young...

i shall now begin my quest in search of Mr Boy...

heheh.... now going to work will be a lot more interesting...

logging...

please read this!

wat i think is that the state government is going bonkers and in their eyes, they see money money money! so to get that... log-out the forest... is alrite...

the least it wud do is just increase green-house effect or maybe get more exotic animals locked-up in the zoo far away from their natural habitat... see can money wat? more pl wud got to the zoo, rite...

more ppl, more money...

-_-

now this

i hope cousin gets picked!

insyaallah...

back to work!

i want cuppacakes!

edited @9.59am
oh no! read this!
its in todays star... and im still on about the logging..
im concerned!

selling...

017 37 66 100

maxis post paid

monthly access fee = RM10

drop me a line if u like it!

need to sell it A.S.A.P!!!

PUSSYCAT DOLLS ARE IN KL

they are! they are!

well... definitely on the 26th July... their World Tour Concert !

i wanna go!

jom! lets go!

go HERE

if any of u are going... please let me know... we'll go together-gether ok!

france.... didn't...win... -_-

so they didnt win... they could have but i dunno why they didnt. i dunno why zidane did wat he did... the st**id italian must pissed him off real bad... kesian die... damn italians!!! leave the french alone...

i so sedih... stayed up to watch them... l.o.s.e... its sad.. i was sleepy the whole morning but now im wide awake... but thats after having starbucks new frappachino (dunno how to spell... sorry!) drink... java chips something but its very yummy... it taste exactly like rhumba frap! so sedap!

im blogging from work for the first time... heheh... boss #2 and #3 takde mahh... but boss#3 left me work... which i HAVE to finish before i leave... damnnn! but i think im gonna back soon... mebbe in another hr which means i'll be leaving at about 7.30pm... mebbe... i hope... tak mau kena tinggal!

bye... kena buat kejelah

france.... didn't...win... -_-

so they didnt win... they could have but i dunno why they didnt. i dunno why zidane did wat he did... the st**id italian must pissed him off real bad... kesian die... damn italians!!! leave the french alone...

i so sedih... stayed up to watch them... l.o.s.e... its sad.. i was sleepy the whole but now im wide awake... but thats after having starbucks new frappachino (dunno how to spell... sorry!) drink... java chips something but its very yummy... it taste exactly like rhumba frap! so sedap!

im blogging from work for the first time... heheh... boss #2 and #3 takde mahh... but boss#3 left me work... which i HAVE to finish before i leave... damnnn! but i think im gonna back soon... mebbe in another hr which means i'll be leaving at about 7.30pm... mebbe... i hope... tak mau kena tinggal!

bye... kena buat kejelah

world cup finals

so tonite is the big nite... well, morning to be exact but who the hell cares!
italy and france... i hoping for france... any takers? kite bet, jom!

work has been a okay... my weekends are more hectic than my weekdays!!! there is always something to do... my god! i need more hours in my weekends.. i havent even seen my cousin and best frens in the past 3 weeks which is not cool... i havent had to clean my things in my room since i started work until today... so today was my spring-cleaning day... i was organising my book, folder and junks... throwing out old bags and papers, notes and wat nots. i have got only shoes to organise but i'll do that after my ice cream...

i wanna go to perhentian in august... i hope i can. i have to sacrifice my july's and august's weekdays nites in order to get 1 day leave just so i can go to perhentian... hhmmm... is it worth it? i think it will be... heheh i cant wait.

so my fellow frens, i wont be able to meet up for dinners at klcc or anyplace for that matter coz i have to work hard... heheh. plus i have a feeling my boss#2 and #3 will be making me work extra hard for tomorrow onwards... damn!!!

gtg

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i can now

blog from work... HAHHAHAH

bye!

have to do work!

looonnnggg week...

nothing much happened in the past week besides the usual jam to work and staying back late thing. its a change for me.. from waking up at 8am and still be in time for work at 8.45am and leaving work at 5.45pm sharp or earlier... (mengular... biasalah... marketing! hehhe...) TO waking up at 6.45am to be in time (or not) for work that starts at 8.45am (saya keje banklah... in case u didnt know...) and leaving work earliest 6pm or much much much later... the latest so far was 10.30pm last wednesday. and that was in my 2nd week of work. i cant complain much coz im sure others have had it worse off than me! i mananged to leave early on friday... 5.45pm (work ends at 4.45pm for kulis working for a bank... jgn jeles!)... thank god...

so THE game last nite. i was rooting for germany.. and THANK GOD they WON!! yippee... although i cant say much about the game they played. they suck! like seriously!! they could have been a little more 'semangat' and the chase the ball a little more... instead of letting the ball pass them by... i think i can play better (heheh.. perasan!) and i just didnt want argentina to win... im selfish and i dont care. i didnt watch the italy/ukraine win coz i knew italy was gonna win anyway and they did. plus i had to wake up early for yoga which was at 9am for an hour. after which i continued sleeping until 1pm... bliss bliss... its been a loooonnnggg time since i had that much of sleep... seriously...

so thats pretty much sums up my life over the week. dad's birthday is coming up in 2 weeks then MY BIRTHDAY (saya mmg tak malu wan...) is coming up in the next 2 weeks. planning to have a surprise birthday dinner for the master... does anyone know where i can caterer to do barbecue? please let me know asap... tentative date for the dinner is 15th july.

so please, please do tell k!

gonna have dinner and buy nachos and dips for the brazil/france game... is gonna be tough!

bye!! muahs! and may FRANCE win!!

dan report and photos.... of tioman

check it out...

My Personal Dna Report

not many photos... sorry lazy to upload... laterss

photos from juju's wedding

shireen and muzie
indah - haz - me
bride n groom with pengapit
them again
us girlies
us catching up
dat's me!
me - haz - faz
fin0 - emi - haz - faz - me
the bunch of us

on a diff note:

i think kan i saw kinkypugkevin at my office. we shared the same lift. he stood next to me. wanted to tegur him but shy... next time... i think i will. wat a small small world! hehhe

cioa

i shoudnt

be blogging rite now when i brought work from home... and today is only my 2nd day at work. i left the office at 8.30 ish. PM summore... hhmmm.... i hope i dun have to stay back too late tomoro. no fun going back late... even worse when u brought back work and you have to leave blardy early the next day... i know i know... this is reality... urrghhh... bye!

im back!

tioman was great

saw colourful fishies

I LOVE FISHES

the water was so clear

sand so soft and white too

i was very jakun!!

next stop --> PERHENTIAN

made new frens... singaporeans no less

i wanna stay longer

thank you 'you'

you made even more funner and worthwhile

edit @ 10.59pm

i saw this on jam's blog... thot i'd do it too

create your own visited countries map
or vertaling Duits Nederlands

only 3% out of the whole world... hhmm.. need to travel more --> which means more cash --> which means more work... uurggghh ..

home...

as of 13 june 2006 (aishah's birthday)... i am officially unemployed until... 19th june... heheh.. so now im home watching greys anatomy season 2 while planning wat im gonna do for the rest of the day... bliss... i think i wanna go have my 'overpriced' teh tarik and 'glorified malaysian' french toast at oldtown kopitiam...yayay!!! anybody care to join me??

im gonna go to tioman tomor... hopefully the weather will be good and sunny! i'll be away for 3 days... dont miss me too much... if u do, just msg me!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AISHAH AND CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR NEW BABY BOY!!!

cant wait to see your baby... and you of course!! muahss!!

ps to sherie: sorry i cant make it for tekad... i'll try for the next one!

only photos...

blur photo..

fariz-keesha-wafi (tall one)-finas-farah-syafrie-feisal-shahrul (behind)

marisa-keesha-finas-syafrie-farah keesha n syafrie

my goody goody - NOT fren

marisa n keesha

my housemate is a momy

the guy next to her is her hubby... obviously

finas n keesha

my girl who works in klcc

we'll be having lunch soon my dear!

finas n syafrie

my girls!

kak teh n keesha

congratulations to you!

you look so pretty... as always!

me! me! me!

before the wedding

cantik tak? *wink*

uurgghhh.. eyebags so obvious!

world cup! world cup! world cup!

need i say more... im not much of football fan to say the least... all i know about football is david beckham, chelsea (courtesy to my ex...) and erm... you get wat i mean dont you? but... all has changed... after watching the germany vs costa rica last nite... im all pumped to watch world cup... giler semangat! from knowing only the cute ones playing football... to a newly-converted football fan... hahahah...

went to aquaria today... i was so jakun. but so best! it would have been better if there were no kida running around!!! held a scorpion sans the poison... geli!!!

the game has started.. pray hard that beckham will score a few more goals for england!!

bye!

edit@10.55pm

england didnt score anymore... chehh... sooo disappointing! lampard and gerrard were good... beckham cute as always... gonna wait for the next game.. hopefully we'll see more goals... if not, i am sooo deprived of my beauty sleep!

need schedules on astro.. go here --> beckham is so cute!

starstruck -_-

i saw dzu and geng for the second time... i was star struck... mcm bodoh je kan... but i was staring... sorry guys if u noticed... which most likely u guys wont recognize me... selamat

went to forever 21... store is COOL... loads of stuff... wished i had more cash with me... big boo boo!!! met my junior from school... she works there... seronok jer... reminded me of the days when i used to work with blook... aaahhhh...

now im home... blardy tired! from Curve ->OU -> Centrepoint -> Bangsar pasar malam... then balik... now damn tired!!!

went to senawang yesterday for a wedding... jam all the way from Seremban to Senawang... journey took us about 2 hrs for wedding 'makan-makan' for 30 minutes... damn!! penat gile ok

my neighbour lent me grey's anatomy season 1... syok!!!

you know

how someone's presence can make a difference?

i had that experience last night... i was sick but the moment that person came by, i felt better... the longer i was with that person, the better i felt... i had trouble breathing which was freaking me out. i thot i was gonna die... jeez but when i was with that person... i could breathe a little better... that person has that calming effect on me without even knowing it...

thanks "you"...

ermm.... me...

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i had fun last nite... heheh... though i wasnt very stable but i still had a lot fun... but today there's a lot work to do. mumsy is coming back so... the usual cleaning has got to be done...

ciao

i am so bored

i am at home... with nothing to do... i can

1. read my book
2. go to petaling street
3. go to curve flea market
4. pick up dry cleaning from hartamas
5. pick my 'the edge' from centrepoint

hahah... but im not gonna do any... coz im too lazy to drive...

i watched the da vinci code last nite... we sat right in front! movie was great... kinda draggy. i was itching to tell my friend wat i thought would happen next... but i held it together... sure kena marah wan... i slipped a few times... but not on the important stufflah.. its cool! it had all the important elements from the book. i am SOOO gonna buy the book (i read from a borrowed book) and read it again... BEST!

before movie... went to istana budaya to watch 'Babel'... it was also the opening show for the 'French Art Festival'. Babel is a dance show... a fusion on hip-hop and traditional dance... was interesting... but due to some person's very strong perfume, i had a bad headache. the type where u feel like pulling your hair out... yeah that one. the moment we stepped out, i felt a lot better... had dinner at great eastern mall with hanis and fren.

im having frequent pangs of hunger for the last 2 days... its not that i dont eat, i do. but i dunno why i get it. its starting again as i write this entry... i had lunch at a wedding. natasha hudson n faiz'z wedding. she looked pretty! the guy looked really young and cute...

i guess... im gonna read my book after all and pick up my laundry in awhile. and hopefully i can go to petaling street later...

ciao!

I GOT THE JOB... emo entry

yay! yay! yay! yay! yay!.... i got my offer letter... finalllllyyyyyy.... today.... i am happy but not overjoyed. y why u ask? dun get me wrong but i am glad... relieved even to get the job even with a pay cut... but i'm gonna miss my colleague, hanis!

dear hanis,

u dont know it girl... but somehow u gave me the spirit to actually work there (there meaning my current joblah...) if it wasnt for u, i would have had a miserable time over there... but since i had a friend there... you made life more bearable at the office... thanks for listening to my stories day in and day out... i think you know more than some of my friends... (jgn marah kwn2 lain... i mean, i do see every single day... even weekends.. sometimes...). thanks for 'covering' me up a little.

u seem more mature than your age... even me sometimes... which is good, dun take it wrong k. the thing is we think alike... so that makes it 'best'... im sure you know wat i mean... anyhow, im sorry i have to go... you know why... we will and must keep in touch... it is fun having as a friend and it would be a sad thing to lose as a fren...

ok dah... habis... she doesnt read my blog... but i will try to make her... kih kih kih... perasa-an.

i cooked yesterday ... woo hoooo!!! hebat!! nasi goreng ala keesha style... ehehhe...

pictures from dinner at chillis for sister's birthday...

me

dad
my food
dad's food

i cant seem to upload more photos... nanti i upload summore...

cioa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

happy 17th birthday to my sister... KHAIRA

pet... pet.. pet

i was reading this guy's blog and he had a virtual pet... so i decided to get one too... a baby tiger... so cute!!

wanna see a cute kitty...

me and daisy

daisy upclose

isnt she adorable... yesterday was my cousin's engagement.. the usual stuff... makan2... angkat hantaran... and then the usual 'who's next?' question... and of course yours truly kena kaw-kaw... like kopi kaw... aiyo... it was terrible!!! they wanna match me with some 50 yr old guy... no doubt rich and all but 50??!!! my dad is 56... how lah???!!! i better find someone else before that happens man!! or else...

went to bond last nite... was ok... but it was so hot... temperature hot... like panas with no-airconditioning. wat kind of place is that?? and its at avenue k... the high and mighty place... hhmmpfff!!! so much for high and mighty! chet...

so today... mom, dad n bro are not at home.. yay! got to do my errands which includes going to centrepoint to my photostating which means there is a likelyhood of me bumping into a certain someone. i know i can go elsewhere but... maybe i wanna see him or bump into him... i know i shouldnt but i wanna know how he's doing... ok or not ok...

oh well... im gonna go anyway... and thats where i have to collect my weekly 'nerdy' but very imformative newspaper... the edge of course.. so yeah.. ciao peeps!

freedom...

so it has been 3 days since my so-called 'freedom'... it has been tough and i think its gonna get tougher...

on a happier note... long weekend up ahead and i still have not decided wat to do for the next 3 beautiful days...

today cosmic gurl's little 'big' brother is getting married... so congratulations to him!!! semoga murah rezeki hingga ke anak cucu... (its that wat they always say..?...)

i think im gonna watch a movie today... alone... i guess... i feel very pathetic...
bye...

freedom anyone?

today could be the first day of my freedom... like i said it COULD... so i'll let u know how it goes k..

i like to do up my eyes everytime i wear make-up... i emphasis more on my eyes... (perasan i have nice eyes...)

so go here!

bye!

drama MI3

so the story goes:-

gf feels bad for not seeing bf the day before and also for cancelling lunch coz gf couldnt be bothered to drive from plaza damansara to centrepoint for lunch, so gf called at about 2ish and said or asked whether bf is going anywhere tonite and does bf wanna catch a movie tonite. bf said "tengoklah... i habis keje lambat..." gf said "lepas keje lah..." and then bf said "ok..."

so about 3ish, bf called and told gf "jom tgk MI3?" gf said "yay... ok!" bf said his colleague will ask fren of hers who works at gsc OU to book the tickets... so gf is happy happy happy. and then gf's fren called... "do u wanna go watch failure to launch tonite?" gf said she cant coz she is going to watch MI3 with bf. and then, gf told fren that maybe she could get bf's colleague to book another 2 tix(fren + another fren) and fren said ok.

it was ard 4 ish (time nak balik rumah dah nih) gf called bf to tell the latest news... (cannot call too often, nanti kena marah...)

(names are changed to... you know the drill...)

gf: boleh tak u cakap kat angelina jolie to book lagi 2 ticket?
bf: utk sapa?
gf: for my fren, alah... tom cruise tu and kawan die lagi sorang
bf: nantilah i tanya angelina
gf: eh, u must tell me cepat2 coz my fren tunggu tau
bf: nantilah... (he sounds annoyed... and gf dunno y exactly).. i nak makanlah (eh? makan now... gf thinks.. nvm..)
gf: oklah... bye (gf suara manja to avoid scolding...)

so gf went home... it was 4.45pm sharp (keje bank mah... jgn jeles.. heheh). hujan pun hujanlah... gf couldnt care less... she was gonna watch tom cruise in action later... no rain can dampen her spirits! then gf went out with her mommy to do her hair (got wedding the next day!)... gf got home at 8ish. somewhere in between bf called and told gf that...

"angelina takleh book coz kawan die takde kat counter so kena pegi OU terus beli...."

gf thot... "f*&k... confirm cannot get ticketslah nih!"
gf said... "ohhh... ok... i tak kisah"

and then bf went on to saying that he is going to selayang and that bf will pick her up after that and straight to OU. so gf thot ok... can mandi and go online... gf called fren told the news. gf's fren didnt mind and will rendevous at OU at 9pm (movie start at 9pm... -_-)

8.20pm... no call from bf. flustered a little, gf called bf to ask where he is... bf said "i kat sini lagi.." (that means bf is still in selayang and gf does not the slightest idea why the hell he is there in the first place!!)

gf thot... "wat the f^&k is this, man!!! we should be on the way to OU by now... who's suppose to get the tickets and all!!! mane sempat already!!! so irresponsible!!! uuurrgghhhh (bf didnt tell gf abt the plan of the evening)
gf said... "ohh.. sapa beli tickets?"

bf: angelinalah... diorang dah ade kat sana. nanti i datang. bye
gf: ohhh... (feeling very relieved but still very pissed)

so gf, went online... chatted with frens... went blog-hopping... and gf looked at her watch... it was already 8.40pm. gf thot... "how come no call yet?" so gf called bf and asked where he was... bf said "nak pegi dah nih... nak ambik u"

gf told bf that her frens are waiting for her at OU. then bf said... "i thot ur fren tak jadi datang coz tak dpt book the tickets..."

gf thot... "f*&k f*&k f*&k f*&k f*&k"
gf said... "i tak ckp pun tak jadi... bile mase i ckp tak jadi..."

so gf continues her internet-activities with a heavy heart. wat is he gonna tell her frens if there were no tickets?????

... and then her fren called, gf told fren... to wait for her at OU and that she is still at home coz bf is hasnt picked her up yet... and she will be there soon. fren said... "ok... see u soon" gf felt very bad but she couldnt do anything else since they were already there and she doesnt know the status of the tickets. plus gf didnt want to call bf to often to avoid him from screaming at her for being kepochi...

gf looked at her watch again... it was 9pm... blardy movie starts at 9pm... and fren called again... gf apologised profusely to fren... thank god fren is ok about it. and then bf called (finally!!!) and said he's outside the house. gf jumped and grabbed her stuff and rushed out..

on the way, bf called angelina about the tickets... guess wat i found out....

they have NOT bought the f*&king tickets.... i tell u... i was relieved and super-pissed at the same time... and... it was gonna be at TGV instead of GSC. but...

thank god... we got tickets to watch MI3 anyway.. 10.10pm and guess wherelah...

3 rows from the screen.... !!!!!!!!!!!!! well.. wat do u expectlah kan... dah beli lambat...

nasib baik gf's frens were cool about it...

then makan at oldtown kopitiam... my new favourite lepak spot... went to watch MI3... after movie.. lepak minum at noni's... and then balik...

and then gf thot... would other bf do the same? is this normal? is there a more responsible guy for her out there? or some one who looks like jonathan rhys-meyers.... for me ... out there...