Monday, November 20
SPM starts today
Thursday, November 16
| Your Perfume is Glow |
Fresh, sexy, and clean. You're real, intimate, and exciting. Your lush sensuality appeals to men... And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez. Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus. |
I have a weakness for lovely-smelling men… seriously… I love guys who smell really good… my knees goes weak and I will find ways to stand close to them… hhhmmmm…
Men perfumes of my choice…
- aqua di gio (my favoritest!!!)
- hugo boss (the blue bottle… I dunno the name)
- ck eternity (top choice!!)
- ckBe (although its not only for men)
- clinique for men
- issey miyake (the clear green bottle which I think its for men)
- romance for men
cant think of any anymore… there’s one that my friend uses but I dunno the name… he smells really good too!!
All these things came about from my photo-shoot yesterday… I had to wear tudung which I dun mind. its just that I din know how to put it on properly, so the photographer/helper or whoever did my tudung for me… and he wore ckBe… hhmmm… nice… nice… nice…
So all in all… im a sucker for guys who smell really good… so if u want me... you what to do k..
I need to get new perfume… any suggestions?
Versace is out with a new one.. its quite nice… I think it has a few layers of undertones so u get a different smell every few hours… different but nice…
Tuesday, November 14
kampung and colour-galore
You are a City Girl! |
Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl. You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion. And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun. Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him! |
as much as i would like to believe that i am not much of a city girl... i simply cannot imagine myself staying elsewhere but kl... unless you say london or paris... thats a whole different story altogether...
i like the scenic view of the kampungs.. i wished i had one. my kampung is good 'ol KL.. its sad not to have a kampung. i envy those who has one... i dun mind staying for a couple of days... a couple literally... 2 hari shj... i think thats as much as i take... heheh... *smile shyly*
on a different note:-
im still at work and im fasting...
i have a photoshoot tomorrow afternoon ... heheh... malu....
i kinda like this guy but i dunno whether he likes me or not...
i did a colourgenics test... and this is what they said about me..
You are very ambitious and because you seek and need recognition, you try in your own way to impress people and you want to be looked up to - to be both popular and admired. You feel that there is a gap which separates you from your fellow man, or woman as the case may be, but this anxiety is an unnecessary one. Keep on the way you are going and you may surprise yourself.
Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.
Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.
Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.
You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.
i think its almost rite...
Monday, November 13
la la la...
weekend was alrite
cousin is married
world cup monopoly is COOL...
weather sucks
have yet to go to the OU theme park funfair
outing with my girlies
mom went to Paris
i am jealous!
watched The Prestige
was good..
hugh jackman is really cute!
had a great evening
now... today...
at work...
having mixed feelings
'should i or shouldnt i' thing
y cant i get over the past
so that i can move forward
they ask y cant i do just that
i think the future is scary
its so uncertain
i dun wanna waste time anymore
gotta focus, focus, focus...
dropped my phone in the toilet bowl...
dun ask how it happened
or why i brought it in the toilet in the first place
i just did
and it just happen
so now im using useless spare phone
which will die off if i talk longer than 5 minutes
and DAMN! i forgot to bring my charger today
i have to be grateful
be grateful, be grateful, be grateful
anyone has a spare phone
i need one until end of the month je...
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edited: 4.46pm
i officially have 59mins of working hours left! yippee!!!!
i need to distract myself...
i need distractions...
what should i do..
bye
Wednesday, November 1
so its now back to work and i have to ganti my puasa. i have 6 days... im attepting my first day today... fasting at work is difficult, sleeping very late the night before doesnt help... not waking up for sahur also doesnt help... office being super-duper-freaking cold LAGI TAK MENOLONG... i am SOOOO cold... fingers are numb... ganti-ing on weekends are no good too... dont wanna miss the open houses.. so...
nadia came back... went out for drinks with matt and nadia...had fun.. i bought an extra pair of shoes... i bought 2 new ones for raya... now i ahve 3... uh uh... no good for the bank book... dahlah broke from the giving raya, though it wasnt much... paid almost all my bills... im left with a meagre sum... sungguh sedih... and its only 1st of nov... i have exactly ONE month to survive... boleh ka???
had drink with my schoolmates... that was fun... 1 getting married next week, 1 getting engaged next month another getting married next year, one a doctor, one a soon-to-be gomen dentist, one migrated (that would be nadia... heheh..).. the rest cam biasa... hhmmm...
i got this from another fren... i took it off from her blog..
Grade your life...
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend/fiance/husband/wife.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone
[x] You have an mp3 player. (ipod adalah... same thing right.....?)
[x] Your parents are still married
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard
T 0 T A L: 6
[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have beaten someone up.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music youwant to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 5
[x] You have over 50 friends on friendster
[x] You have pictures on friendster
[x] Your parents let you have a friendster
[ ] You get allowance
[x] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport
[x] You do something after school. (after work, yes!)
T 0 T A L: 6
[x] You own a car/truck.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You are happy with your appearance
[ ] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 3
[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about many people.
[x] You are happy with your life
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language
[ ] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are happy where you're living.
T O T A L: 9
Total over all: 29
times it by 3 = 87
91-101%+: A+
100-90%: A
89-80%: B
79-70%: C
69-60%: D
59-00%: F
report saying "i got a B in life"
oklah... average...
Friday, October 20
eh?
| You Should Be Fashion Designer |
Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trends You can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well! |
Wednesday, October 18
its been so long
Tuesday, September 26
3 down... 27 to go
Saturday, September 23
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
the boy who was very shy in high school
who grew up a fine man now
uuhhh...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
Wednesday, September 20
good day
Tuesday, September 19
CIMB plunge
you can never know how you're going and when you're going...
read here
Thursday, September 14
Monday, September 11
sept 11
so... the weekend was good
made cookies... antie bought
i made my cookies upstairs in the tv area
i was in front of the oven for about 3 hrs... thank god for tv
house is horribly dusty... renovation in progress
after 3 days of no rice... i had rice yesterday... damn
cannot resist the nasi ayam at banana leaf, centrepoint
went to my new house... almost done
lepak with 'his' frens, which was always fun
got free magazines
finally started back on my bead work
watched 'my super ex-girlfriend' which was oh-kay

my birthday cake 2 months back... yes i am 25...
Tuesday, September 5
Friday, September 1
im still sick and confused
anyway... on a totally different note..
i am still confused...
i am tired
should i give him another chance?
what should i do?
btw, im selling chocolate chip cookies... wanna taste... drop me a line..
Sunday, August 27
high fever, flu, cough
i feel better today.. no more fever but my flu is not getting better and lets not even talk about my cough... how to work tomoro ;) doctor said if i dun get better my today, if my fever doesnt go down, i have to take a blood test... i could be denggi! damn! denggi! im not sure which is worse, denggi or taking the blood test??? i have this massive fear of needles and injections...
for example, i was suppose to take out my wisdom tooth (1 only k...) last week but due to the fear of injections... saya sanggup go through the headache that i have been having for the past week rather than go through the extraction which will definitely involve injections... but guess wat??!! no more pain from my tooth! yay!
constant blowing-nose is giving a headache which directly makes me sleepy... ini belum lagi makan ubat ... doc gave me actifed which is strong... i will fall asleep after 30 minutes...
bye...
Sunday, August 20
will i... or will not...
During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question.
She said, "How do I know if I married the right person?"
I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said,
"It depends. Is that your husband?"
In all seriousness, she answered, "How do you know?"
Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.
Here's the answer.
EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.
Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience.
You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love...
Because it's happening TO YOU.
People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.
Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, Drive you nuts.
The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.
At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.
Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.
But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage.
It lies within it.
I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could.
And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):
THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression "the labor of love."
Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.
Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.
Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable...you can "make" love.
remember
this one.... ingat tak... takkan tak ingat kot...

remember...??? im sure you guys got the email... i know i got it at least 3 times already... anyway, click HERE to read... yeah, there is a story behind it... to the cheating husbands... or just husbands...
"hell hath no fury like a woman scorned"
hahahah....
Tuesday, August 15
me today
| You Are Mint Green |
Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well. Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations. You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life. Your future may hold any number of exciting things, and you're ready for all of them! |
Monday, August 14
Thursday, August 10
not a good way to start my morning
Tuesday, August 1
i am 25 as of 6.30pm August 1st 2006
Monday, July 31
sleepy at work
so today... din start out so good... first it rained... took a long time to finally wake up... late of course.... lrt was super-packed and was very slow... meaning 2 trains passed by on the other side before one stopped on our side...
thank god, bread story had my favourite bread... spicy floss with turkey ham bun... it was still drizzling... my pants were really long... so it got a little wet...
got to the lobby, i saw many, many ppl waiting for the lift... then i found out that the lifts din worked, at least for 31st to 48th floor... okay... the lifts at my office is divided into 3 parts. so 1 to 19 (kot... dun remember...) and 20 to 30 and 31 to 48... so 31 to 48 was down... had to take lift to 30th floor, climb 4 freaking floors up. i havent lunch yet.. i was starving and very very thirsty! damn! too much exercise on the morning! too much!!
and then, i found out that my boss is on MC. which is good but also not very good... coz now i havent got much to do, which gets my sleepy, consequently gives me a headache... which makes really, really, really wanna sleepy. hence, i am blogging during office hours... *sigh*
i officially have another 2 hours and 20 minutes of my working hours... yay! but it feels like torture... help help help... give me something to do besides minutes and opening doors for strangers... rase mcm receptionist pulak... ! i am soooo sleepy...
Sunday, July 30
getting older...and being marilyn!
so now... im making my list and making it public too...
| You May Be a Bit Dependent... |
You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned. You need a lot of support in your life, at all times. It's difficult for you to survive on your own... And you don't reallly think you ever could. |
Thursday, July 27
if....
im done for tonite... laters...
ps: my dad bought this lovely material for raya from jakarta... its green and pink... my favouritest colours in the whole wide world!!!
PUSSYCAT DOLLS!!!
the place was packed... they were great. they performed for an 1hr... or less... about 6-7 songs i think... reshmonu was the opening act... but i missed 95% of his act... then waited for the PCD for like 10 mins or so... then they finally came out...
so cool! i wanna be just like them... i wish i shake my bootie like them...
but honestly, to pay rm100 like not-so-clever me... i dun think its really worth it... especially when u go with ppl who are not all-out and semangat like you are.... hhmmm... oh well... i enjoyed them anyway...
on another note... 'he' is finally ok... well, ok-ok... i spoke to him yesterday.. he seemed ok... i havent seen him since sunday... so we'll see...
back to work...
sab's birthday TOMORO... wat to get her? wat to get her? wat to get her? help! help! help!
which reminds me that i din get lish anything yet... finas too... OH NO! thank god for megasale... heheh :D
Tuesday, July 25
im sad... last nite..
b4 that.. i saw my 'boy' but as luck would have it, he was at the fron tof the line and i was right at the back... oh well...
so back to why im sad last nite...
'he' seems different... im sad. talking to him isnt the same anymore. im not sure wat ive done wrong. probably something i did or did not do. i dunno. i hate this feeling. my love-life is pretty shitty lately... not that i have one anyway.. so yeah... watever that i have is not going so well... i SO envy those married people... i wanna be happily married too! damn! i think age is catching up on me... and i think its coz im surrounded by married ppl and pregnant ladies 75% of my normal working days. i am the only single girl in the office and thank god i am the youngest in the department!!! i cant imagine not being the youngest and not married at the office... pressure man!!!
on the other hand, work is fine...
i met lish and shimi... happy happy happy!
went home with voon... happy happy happy!
had dinner with pet-bro hadi... happy happy happy!
didnt get to see 'him' today or yesterday... NOT happy AT ALL!!!
and i should be sleeping now... bye...
and so i slept...
bye
back to work!
Wednesday, July 19
.... -_-.....
and then, TODAY... this morning... i saw him again... he looked diff. he was casually dressed last week... i wore baju kurung (it was a friday... i know, not important..) the other day, today he was wearing office outfit... he looked the same... cute as ever... at least i think he is. my heart stopped for awhile... but cannot "look look". coz i was rite at the front of the line and he was somewhere at the back... just my luck. and he didnt get on the same train and i know for sure that he takes the same exit as i do but he doesnt go towards my way... he goes the opposite... damn!... oh well...
he's cute! nvm... he's now gonna be my Mr Boy... he looks like a boy but i hope he's not that young...
i shall now begin my quest in search of Mr Boy...
heheh.... now going to work will be a lot more interesting...
Tuesday, July 18
logging...
oh no! read this!
its in todays star... and im still on about the logging..
im concerned!
Monday, July 17
selling...
Wednesday, July 12
PUSSYCAT DOLLS ARE IN KL
Monday, July 10
france.... didn't...win... -_-
i so sedih... stayed up to watch them... l.o.s.e... its sad.. i was sleepy the whole morning but now im wide awake... but thats after having starbucks new frappachino (dunno how to spell... sorry!) drink... java chips something but its very yummy... it taste exactly like rhumba frap! so sedap!
im blogging from work for the first time... heheh... boss #2 and #3 takde mahh... but boss#3 left me work... which i HAVE to finish before i leave... damnnn! but i think im gonna back soon... mebbe in another hr which means i'll be leaving at about 7.30pm... mebbe... i hope... tak mau kena tinggal!
bye... kena buat kejelah
france.... didn't...win... -_-
i so sedih... stayed up to watch them... l.o.s.e... its sad.. i was sleepy the whole but now im wide awake... but thats after having starbucks new frappachino (dunno how to spell... sorry!) drink... java chips something but its very yummy... it taste exactly like rhumba frap! so sedap!
im blogging from work for the first time... heheh... boss #2 and #3 takde mahh... but boss#3 left me work... which i HAVE to finish before i leave... damnnn! but i think im gonna back soon... mebbe in another hr which means i'll be leaving at about 7.30pm... mebbe... i hope... tak mau kena tinggal!
bye... kena buat kejelah
Sunday, July 9
world cup finals
italy and france... i hoping for france... any takers? kite bet, jom!
work has been a okay... my weekends are more hectic than my weekdays!!! there is always something to do... my god! i need more hours in my weekends.. i havent even seen my cousin and best frens in the past 3 weeks which is not cool... i havent had to clean my things in my room since i started work until today... so today was my spring-cleaning day... i was organising my book, folder and junks... throwing out old bags and papers, notes and wat nots. i have got only shoes to organise but i'll do that after my ice cream...
i wanna go to perhentian in august... i hope i can. i have to sacrifice my july's and august's weekdays nites in order to get 1 day leave just so i can go to perhentian... hhmmm... is it worth it? i think it will be... heheh i cant wait.
so my fellow frens, i wont be able to meet up for dinners at klcc or anyplace for that matter coz i have to work hard... heheh. plus i have a feeling my boss#2 and #3 will be making me work extra hard for tomorrow onwards... damn!!!
gtg
Friday, July 7
Saturday, July 1
looonnnggg week...
so THE game last nite. i was rooting for germany.. and THANK GOD they WON!! yippee... although i cant say much about the game they played. they suck! like seriously!! they could have been a little more 'semangat' and the chase the ball a little more... instead of letting the ball pass them by... i think i can play better (heheh.. perasan!) and i just didnt want argentina to win... im selfish and i dont care. i didnt watch the italy/ukraine win coz i knew italy was gonna win anyway and they did. plus i had to wake up early for yoga which was at 9am for an hour. after which i continued sleeping until 1pm... bliss bliss... its been a loooonnnggg time since i had that much of sleep... seriously...
so thats pretty much sums up my life over the week. dad's birthday is coming up in 2 weeks then MY BIRTHDAY (saya mmg tak malu wan...) is coming up in the next 2 weeks. planning to have a surprise birthday dinner for the master... does anyone know where i can caterer to do barbecue? please let me know asap... tentative date for the dinner is 15th july.
so please, please do tell k!
gonna have dinner and buy nachos and dips for the brazil/france game... is gonna be tough!
bye!! muahs! and may FRANCE win!!
Sunday, June 25
Thursday, June 22
photos from juju's wedding
shireen and muzie
indah - haz - me
bride n groom with pengapit
them again
us girlies
us catching up
dat's me!
me - haz - faz
fin0 - emi - haz - faz - me
the bunch of usTuesday, June 20
i shoudnt
Saturday, June 17
im back!

create your own visited countries map
or vertaling Duits Nederlands
only 3% out of the whole world... hhmm.. need to travel more --> which means more cash --> which means more work... uurggghh ..
Wednesday, June 14
home...
im gonna go to tioman tomor... hopefully the weather will be good and sunny! i'll be away for 3 days... dont miss me too much... if u do, just msg me!
cant wait to see your baby... and you of course!! muahss!!
ps to sherie: sorry i cant make it for tekad... i'll try for the next one!
Sunday, June 11
only photos...
marisa-keesha-finas-syafrie-farah
keesha n syafrie
my goody goody - NOT fren
my housemate is a momy
the guy next to her is her hubby... obviously
finas n keeshamy girl who works in klcc
we'll be having lunch soon my dear!
finas n syafrie
my girls!
kak teh n keesha
congratulations to you!
you look so pretty... as always!
me! me! me!before the wedding
cantik tak? *wink*
uurgghhh.. eyebags so obvious!
Saturday, June 10
world cup! world cup! world cup!
went to aquaria today... i was so jakun. but so best! it would have been better if there were no kida running around!!! held a scorpion sans the poison... geli!!!
the game has started.. pray hard that beckham will score a few more goals for england!!
bye!
edit@10.55pm
england didnt score anymore... chehh... sooo disappointing! lampard and gerrard were good... beckham cute as always... gonna wait for the next game.. hopefully we'll see more goals... if not, i am sooo deprived of my beauty sleep!
need schedules on astro.. go here --> beckham is so cute!
Sunday, June 4
starstruck -_-
went to forever 21... store is COOL... loads of stuff... wished i had more cash with me... big boo boo!!! met my junior from school... she works there... seronok jer... reminded me of the days when i used to work with blook... aaahhhh...
now im home... blardy tired! from Curve ->OU -> Centrepoint -> Bangsar pasar malam... then balik... now damn tired!!!
went to senawang yesterday for a wedding... jam all the way from Seremban to Senawang... journey took us about 2 hrs for wedding 'makan-makan' for 30 minutes... damn!! penat gile ok
my neighbour lent me grey's anatomy season 1... syok!!!
Monday, May 29
you know
i had that experience last night... i was sick but the moment that person came by, i felt better... the longer i was with that person, the better i felt... i had trouble breathing which was freaking me out. i thot i was gonna die... jeez but when i was with that person... i could breathe a little better... that person has that calming effect on me without even knowing it...
thanks "you"...
Sunday, May 21
ermm.... me...
| K | Kind |
| R | Rounded |
| I | Innocent |
| S | Smart |
| T | Temperamental |
| A | Altruistic |
| K | Kinky |
| I | Intelligent |
| S | Shy |
| H | Handsome |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
i had fun last nite... heheh... though i wasnt very stable but i still had a lot fun... but today there's a lot work to do. mumsy is coming back so... the usual cleaning has got to be done...
ciao
Saturday, May 20
i am so bored
1. read my book
2. go to petaling street
3. go to curve flea market
4. pick up dry cleaning from hartamas
5. pick my 'the edge' from centrepoint
hahah... but im not gonna do any... coz im too lazy to drive...
i watched the da vinci code last nite... we sat right in front! movie was great... kinda draggy. i was itching to tell my friend wat i thought would happen next... but i held it together... sure kena marah wan... i slipped a few times... but not on the important stufflah.. its cool! it had all the important elements from the book. i am SOOO gonna buy the book (i read from a borrowed book) and read it again... BEST!
before movie... went to istana budaya to watch 'Babel'... it was also the opening show for the 'French Art Festival'. Babel is a dance show... a fusion on hip-hop and traditional dance... was interesting... but due to some person's very strong perfume, i had a bad headache. the type where u feel like pulling your hair out... yeah that one. the moment we stepped out, i felt a lot better... had dinner at great eastern mall with hanis and fren.
im having frequent pangs of hunger for the last 2 days... its not that i dont eat, i do. but i dunno why i get it. its starting again as i write this entry... i had lunch at a wedding. natasha hudson n faiz'z wedding. she looked pretty! the guy looked really young and cute...
i guess... im gonna read my book after all and pick up my laundry in awhile. and hopefully i can go to petaling street later...
ciao!
Thursday, May 18
I GOT THE JOB... emo entry
dear hanis,
u dont know it girl... but somehow u gave me the spirit to actually work there (there meaning my current joblah...) if it wasnt for u, i would have had a miserable time over there... but since i had a friend there... you made life more bearable at the office... thanks for listening to my stories day in and day out... i think you know more than some of my friends... (jgn marah kwn2 lain... i mean, i do see every single day... even weekends.. sometimes...). thanks for 'covering' me up a little.
u seem more mature than your age... even me sometimes... which is good, dun take it wrong k. the thing is we think alike... so that makes it 'best'... im sure you know wat i mean... anyhow, im sorry i have to go... you know why... we will and must keep in touch... it is fun having as a friend and it would be a sad thing to lose as a fren...
ok dah... habis... she doesnt read my blog... but i will try to make her... kih kih kih... perasa-an.
i cooked yesterday ... woo hoooo!!! hebat!! nasi goreng ala keesha style... ehehhe...
pictures from dinner at chillis for sister's birthday...
mei cant seem to upload more photos... nanti i upload summore...
cioa
Monday, May 15
Sunday, May 14
pet... pet.. pet
wanna see a cute kitty...
daisy upcloseisnt she adorable... yesterday was my cousin's engagement.. the usual stuff... makan2... angkat hantaran... and then the usual 'who's next?' question... and of course yours truly kena kaw-kaw... like kopi kaw... aiyo... it was terrible!!! they wanna match me with some 50 yr old guy... no doubt rich and all but 50??!!! my dad is 56... how lah???!!! i better find someone else before that happens man!! or else...
went to bond last nite... was ok... but it was so hot... temperature hot... like panas with no-airconditioning. wat kind of place is that?? and its at avenue k... the high and mighty place... hhmmpfff!!! so much for high and mighty! chet...
so today... mom, dad n bro are not at home.. yay! got to do my errands which includes going to centrepoint to my photostating which means there is a likelyhood of me bumping into a certain someone. i know i can go elsewhere but... maybe i wanna see him or bump into him... i know i shouldnt but i wanna know how he's doing... ok or not ok...
oh well... im gonna go anyway... and thats where i have to collect my weekly 'nerdy' but very imformative newspaper... the edge of course.. so yeah.. ciao peeps!
Thursday, May 11
freedom...
on a happier note... long weekend up ahead and i still have not decided wat to do for the next 3 beautiful days...
today cosmic gurl's little 'big' brother is getting married... so congratulations to him!!! semoga murah rezeki hingga ke anak cucu... (its that wat they always say..?...)
i think im gonna watch a movie today... alone... i guess... i feel very pathetic...
bye...
Sunday, May 7
freedom anyone?
i like to do up my eyes everytime i wear make-up... i emphasis more on my eyes... (perasan i have nice eyes...)
so go here!
bye!
Saturday, May 6
drama MI3
gf feels bad for not seeing bf the day before and also for cancelling lunch coz gf couldnt be bothered to drive from plaza damansara to centrepoint for lunch, so gf called at about 2ish and said or asked whether bf is going anywhere tonite and does bf wanna catch a movie tonite. bf said "tengoklah... i habis keje lambat..." gf said "lepas keje lah..." and then bf said "ok..."
so about 3ish, bf called and told gf "jom tgk MI3?" gf said "yay... ok!" bf said his colleague will ask fren of hers who works at gsc OU to book the tickets... so gf is happy happy happy. and then gf's fren called... "do u wanna go watch failure to launch tonite?" gf said she cant coz she is going to watch MI3 with bf. and then, gf told fren that maybe she could get bf's colleague to book another 2 tix(fren + another fren) and fren said ok.
it was ard 4 ish (time nak balik rumah dah nih) gf called bf to tell the latest news... (cannot call too often, nanti kena marah...)
(names are changed to... you know the drill...)
gf: boleh tak u cakap kat angelina jolie to book lagi 2 ticket?
bf: utk sapa?
gf: for my fren, alah... tom cruise tu and kawan die lagi sorang
bf: nantilah i tanya angelina
gf: eh, u must tell me cepat2 coz my fren tunggu tau
bf: nantilah... (he sounds annoyed... and gf dunno y exactly).. i nak makanlah (eh? makan now... gf thinks.. nvm..)
gf: oklah... bye (gf suara manja to avoid scolding...)
so gf went home... it was 4.45pm sharp (keje bank mah... jgn jeles.. heheh). hujan pun hujanlah... gf couldnt care less... she was gonna watch tom cruise in action later... no rain can dampen her spirits! then gf went out with her mommy to do her hair (got wedding the next day!)... gf got home at 8ish. somewhere in between bf called and told gf that...
gf thot... "f*&k... confirm cannot get ticketslah nih!"
gf said... "ohhh... ok... i tak kisah"
and then bf went on to saying that he is going to selayang and that bf will pick her up after that and straight to OU. so gf thot ok... can mandi and go online... gf called fren told the news. gf's fren didnt mind and will rendevous at OU at 9pm (movie start at 9pm... -_-)
8.20pm... no call from bf. flustered a little, gf called bf to ask where he is... bf said "i kat sini lagi.." (that means bf is still in selayang and gf does not the slightest idea why the hell he is there in the first place!!)
gf thot... "wat the f^&k is this, man!!! we should be on the way to OU by now... who's suppose to get the tickets and all!!! mane sempat already!!! so irresponsible!!! uuurrgghhhh (bf didnt tell gf abt the plan of the evening)
gf said... "ohh.. sapa beli tickets?"
bf: angelinalah... diorang dah ade kat sana. nanti i datang. bye
gf: ohhh... (feeling very relieved but still very pissed)
so gf, went online... chatted with frens... went blog-hopping... and gf looked at her watch... it was already 8.40pm. gf thot... "how come no call yet?" so gf called bf and asked where he was... bf said "nak pegi dah nih... nak ambik u"
gf told bf that her frens are waiting for her at OU. then bf said... "i thot ur fren tak jadi datang coz tak dpt book the tickets..."
gf thot... "f*&k f*&k f*&k f*&k f*&k"
gf said... "i tak ckp pun tak jadi... bile mase i ckp tak jadi..."
so gf continues her internet-activities with a heavy heart. wat is he gonna tell her frens if there were no tickets?????
... and then her fren called, gf told fren... to wait for her at OU and that she is still at home coz bf is hasnt picked her up yet... and she will be there soon. fren said... "ok... see u soon" gf felt very bad but she couldnt do anything else since they were already there and she doesnt know the status of the tickets. plus gf didnt want to call bf to often to avoid him from screaming at her for being kepochi...
gf looked at her watch again... it was 9pm... blardy movie starts at 9pm... and fren called again... gf apologised profusely to fren... thank god fren is ok about it. and then bf called (finally!!!) and said he's outside the house. gf jumped and grabbed her stuff and rushed out..
on the way, bf called angelina about the tickets... guess wat i found out....
nasib baik gf's frens were cool about it...
then makan at oldtown kopitiam... my new favourite lepak spot... went to watch MI3... after movie.. lepak minum at noni's... and then balik...
and then gf thot... would other bf do the same? is this normal? is there a more responsible guy for her out there? or some one who looks like jonathan rhys-meyers.... for me ... out there...
Monday, May 1
On or Off
Tuesday, April 25
gubra
i thot adlin aman rosli was good... sh amani was great. i wanna have a bf just like him... i wanna be as tiny as orked with my husband... gile romantic and charming...hhhmmm... i wished my bf was like that... but he isnt. maybe i should do something about it... like....
i bought this relationship self-help book "why men love bitches" ... up to page 30ish... so far, very interesting. its mainly for woman who feel i undervalued by their partner... mainly woman who are too nice as it says in the book...
went to the KL business club function with the PM... so many, many cute professional men... "dreamy eyes" hhmmm... ppl goes to these functions who reasons like networking and meeting the PM but for me it was also for networking but in a different sense... kih khi kih... i wished i had more guts to talk to them... aiyoo...
i have a crush on someone new.... kih kih kih...
Wednesday, April 19
blogging
gtg now... we're all here now... ciao
Monday, April 10
tomorrow is a HOLIDAY
- send car to workshop
- prepare minutes
- prepare resumes and sending it off
- read my The Edge.. (i buy them on saturday religiously and read only on Friday.... )
cheehhhh... macam banyak only... things will mountain up tomorrow...im sure of it...
i dun have much to write actually... besides my romantic life being down in dumps... well, at least i think so... he prolly does think it... uuurgghhh.... my mom says i need to rejuvenate... meaning life without a boyfriend... and all i could do is laugh it off... i know what has to be done but i cant do it... its not easy... i dont feel happy but theres always an obligation to perform my duties as a girlfren... this sucks! really sucks!
i wanna work really hard or shop till i drop and forget that i have him... maybe if runaway... i hate being alone... i hate being vulnerable... i hate not knowing that i have someone i could count on... i wanna be independent but i know im not.... not reallylah... i can be when i wanna...
bye...
Thursday, April 6
this one is for bagak
i haven twritten in a while... just got back from a dinner function organised by promuda with the Higher Education Minister. very interesting... i should get more involved in these things...hhmmm
other than that... work is boring as usual... i didnt get the job i wanted in cimb... all due to the merger... i am sad... as i was really hoping for it... oh well... i will be in the company anyway in a couple of months...
im sleepy... bye... thank god its friday!!! finally!!!
Monday, March 27
tagged by muzie...
Thursday, March 23
tagged by juju!!
Wednesday, March 15
long time
my cousin got selected to be one of the 4 to go russia!! yippee!! cool eh!! i am very proud of him!
other than that..nothing interesting happened... but i did have the worst weekend ever in this year... loads of misfortunes which i rather not say... gets me all emotional again... had enough...
gtg.. bye!
Monday, March 6
jibb's wedding
congratulations to JIBB and KAK SU... may u have a blessed marriage!























