my green ville

a new phase!

2008-02-18T11:02:00.004+08:00

many things has happened since i last wrote... the biggest thing was
MY WEDDING

i got married on 1st Feb 2008
and have been blissfully happy since then
i wont be writing here anymore...
will be elsewhere...
new phase in my life requires a new place for me to write

i'll be here now..!

2007-10-02T12:27:00.000+08:00

im at kristakish.livejournal.com now...

will i see you there?

i hope so!

new home mebbe...

2007-09-23T13:26:00.000+08:00

i'll be writing elsewhere now...

look me up in livejournal!

cioa!!

2007-08-24T15:26:00.000+08:00

dah lame tak update kan... i've been busy with work.. time is a luxury nowadays. i wished i had more time. even my weekends are filled! both saturdays and sundays.. but thankfully this weekend i'll have saturday kinda free. i just need to go the tailors and that's it.. i can rest the whole day and maybe do a little bit of laundry. my sister is not coming back so i ahve the room to myself.. ive got to do MAJOR clean-up, come to think of it now... darn!! sunday is competition day for Mr. Fiance.. photography competition...

anyhow... like is i said.. time is a luxury that i don't have.. and when i do have, i SLEEP. the only logical thing to do!

so bye!

2007-08-13T14:07:00.000+08:00

2007-08-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

had my birthday 2 days ago! 1st august...

birthday wishes goes to didie and azrin... the 3 of us share the same birthday! huhuh

anyways... the birthday "celebration" started on the 31st july. we went out for dinner at The Apartment, The Curve. the food was alright. i especially like the mushroom starter... sedap gile but then again im a fan of mushrooms.. then i had cod fish which was just so-so. my mum made better cod fish lauk. Mr.F had chicken which was nice. then we had their chocolate mousse. oklah... it was almost 11pm when we finished everything and i was dead sleepy... and really wanted to go home. i slept late the night before reading harry potter yg tak habis2 since sunday night... uurrggghhhh.... anyways... Mr.F was complaining but he relented, so we balik rumah... yay! bbuutttt........ he had to take the long way back and then dah sampai rumah, he made another turn... being so sleepy i din argue.. finally, he parked the car... i was about to get out when he said... "tunggu, tunggu!" i pun tunggulah... then he brought a cake! actually it was brownies from secret recipe... so comel! he stuck the candle in and lit it up gave it to me... i was shocked! heheh... then, "tunggu, tunggu!" again... so he went to car but again... and he brought his guitar and a paper bag... pastu he sang his version of a birthday song... so sweet! really i was in tears... of happiness k... heheh... then die bagi birthday present. it was a bracelet watch! cantik kay! alah... watch yg first look, u'd think it was a normal bracelet. look at it again, its a watch too!!! i likey like!!! then we went in coz it was only 11.30pm... huhuhuh.. ngantuk punya pasal!

next day, i was on leave! had lunch at klcc with man and petty and Mr.F then jln2 kat pyramid... shopped! it was a relaxing day... minus the part where i had to wait in the car for almost an hour!! dahlah birthday, hhmmpppfffff!!!

tujelah... my birthday... best so far in my twenties...

i havent been updating much kan... loads of work.. laptop takde kat rumah. my sister took it back to melaka. weekends are filled with weddings.. or wedding preparation stuff... adoi... penat k. im out of bajus to wear already. i have to start koreking for my old bajus that i havent worn in months.. puasa month is coming up! luckily dah ganti posa! u guys dah ganti??!!

2007-07-10T09:34:00.000+08:00

Been tagged by a few... so this is it...

The meme is about completing at least seventeen out of the following twenty seven sentences. for every tag answered, he will contribute RM127 to this orphanage on his birthday 26th August. You will need to leave a comment in Idham's blog to inform him that you have done this tag.

Here's mine:

1. A person is only as good as his words... or so they say

2. Friendship is always good to have... no one should be alone

3. To love is to feel loved
4. Money makes me deliriously happy...

5. I miss uni days

6. My way of saying I care is by ...if i call/email/sms/talk to you... care lah tu

7. I try to spread love and happiness by going for makan - makan. Tony Romas fried mushroom is to die for!

8. Pick the flowers when there is flowers to pick.. huhuhu
9. To love someone is to sacrifice yourself to make the other happy

10. Beauty is from within

11. When I was thirteen, what I remember the most was my mum buying me bum equipment clothes for a party.. i was 13 kay!!!

12. When I was twenty one, I remember being in uni having the time of my life

13. I am most happy when im doing nothing at home with my soon-to-be hubby

14. Nothing makes me happier than having baskin robbins chocolate ice cream!!

15. If I can change one thing, I will change nothing... everything happens for a reason

16. If smiles were money then I would be filthy rich
17. Wouldn't it be nice if we could get along and play nice!
18. If you want to go shopping then you have to work your-ass-off for the moolahs!
19. Money is not everything but how lah if no money, susah wo!!

20. The most touching moments I have experienced is when my-then-bf-now-fiance proposed!

21. I smile when im happy

22. When I am happy, I do silly things and SMILE

23. If only I don't have to house chores then staying home will be more fun.
24. The best thing I did yesterday was sorted 'things' out with my fiance

25. If I ever write a book, I will give it this title "the life of keesha..."
26. One thing I must do before I die is to go for haji and belanja my parents pegi umrah

27. Doing this meme, I feel like im sorta contributing to something

i finished all... heheh

i wanna tag everyone on my list!!!

edited: idham's blog is www.bakpo.blogspot.com. sorry daaa...

2007-07-09T11:33:00.000+08:00

i am very sleepy...

i have a hard time waking up every morning

why is that eh?

maybe its because i sleep late every night

hhmmmm....

so... last weekend was a 'wedding' weekend..

next week too...

it seems like everyone is jumping into the bandwagon...

gatal eh semua orang nak kahwin.. huhuhu...

anyway... congratulations are in order ... to:-

nora and fizal

odie and tarmezee

jua and iz (i think...)

and my darling cousin who just got engaged on 07.07.07

lishie and shimi!

congratulations darling!!!

i watched 'transformers' last last weekend!

it was fabulous!!! i was literally sitting at the edge of my seat the whole time

well... almost... i was SOO jakun k...

megan fox is hot... when i grow up i wanna be just like her... ermm....

shiah something is the like the comellest dude ever ...

the army guy... boyfren fergie tu... sangat hot jugak!!!

omg! it was good... before the movie... i was falling asleep

start je movie... my mata terbeliak like kucing tgk lipas... heheh...

something like that... i wanna watch it again...

anyone? jomlah...

i belanja! u bayar k... ;)

2007-06-29T12:09:00.000+08:00

i have not been that busy but its so leceh to update nowadays as mentioned before. anyways...life being engaged isnt much different than before... work is pretty much the same but somehow there's more work todo.. workload seem to be piling up... why eh? and Mr F got me a belly dancing skirt! woo hoo! now i can go to my weekly belly dancing and shake me hips and ass proudly...so syok coz got sound now... heheh

we're watching transformers tonight and dinner tony romas... yummy! jgn jeles you! and i have this new mini project im doing! i'll let u know bile dah siap... im excited already!

k lah... i'll update when i have more interesting thing happening in my mundane-routiney life.. not that im complaining... but if someone would be nice enuff to donate $$$$... life would be much MORE interesting!

muah!

2007-06-18T16:09:00.000+08:00

today isnt a good day... certainly not a good way to start my Monday

first of all...

i couldnt wake up despite getting my daily morning call from Mr F. so in other word... i woke up late

then... lrt super slow... so i had to wait for another 30 minutes before getting on the train. nasib baik i got to seat coz i was feeling too well... being in a crowded lrt platform wasnt helping at all

then sampai klcc station... kena beli breakfast....if i dont take breakfast, i'll get gastric by lunchtime...

so by the time i reach the office i was about 15 mins late .not too late but late enough considering i wanna go to the gym today

i was suppose to submit something this morning but i couldnt coz boss #1 didnt come in and that person was calling and trying to get me,so i told my colleague to tell her i was not in the office

aiyohh... the pressure... the work was due last friday. tu pasal lah pressure... ehehe... takut actually

anyway... then boss masuk, sign and left. hhmmm... wish i could do that. and i have another paper to do ... damn!

so... thats my day so far... yg agak shi**y

and its my brother's birthday today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BON!!

gtg byeee...

ps: google documents and spreadsheets DOES work! woohoo!!!. now i can pour out my troubles and sorrows real time... ehhe

2007-06-17T20:42:00.000+08:00

im trying to blog via google docs and spreadsheets... lets see whether this works... or not...

just another day

2007-06-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

its been a long while since i last blogged
its not that i dont want to..
i just cant... :(

i used to blog at the office... sshhhhh
now i cant coz the they block the access to blogger.com
so sedih k... after work... too tiring
plus i get back late
not coz of work.... heheh
coz i go to gym.. right after work.. woohoo!!!
nak slim kenalah start now.. now.. now..
i have 7 months to go... woohoo!!

anyhow.. life has been pretty much the same since the engagement
only diference is that my mom hounds me more..hehe
there is always decision to make, things to do... for the wedding
not that i mind so much.. its just that i have 7 more months to go
lame lagi kan...... i know its not ... minus the puasa and raya month
i have 5 months... hhmmm...

so... pictures are not ready as yet... at least not up to Mr Fiance's expectations
more editing to be done... to make yours truly look drop dead gorgeous
although i was perspiring so hard that day... lots of editing to do..

oklah... i need to dry my hair!
cioa!

stuck for good

2007-06-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

i am engaged

woo hoo!

alhamdullillah

will post photos real soon

muah!

Keeping A Relationship

2007-05-22T15:14:00.000+08:00

Keeping a Relationship

It's best to wait for the one you want ...... than settle for the oneavailable.

Best to wait for the one you love than one who's around.

Best to wait for the right one because life's too short to be wasted on just someone.

An African proverb state,

"Before you get married, keep both eyes open, and after you marry, close one
eye."

Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others or a low self-esteem make you blind to warning signs.

Keep your eyes open, and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or that what you see as faults aren't really that important.

Once you decide to commit to someone, over time, his or her flaws, vulnerabilities, pet peeves, and differences will become more obvious.

If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve, you've got to learn how to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you.

You and your mate have many different expectations, emotional needs, values, dreams, weaknesses, and strengths.

You are two unique individual children of God who have decided to share a life together.

Neither one of you is perfect, but are you perfect for each other?

Do you bring out the best in each other?

Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or do you compete, compare and control? What do you bring to the relationship?

Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain? You can't take someone to the altar to alter him or her.

You can't make someone love you or make someone stay.

If you develop self-esteem, spiritual discernment, and "a life" you won't find yourself making someone else responsible for your happiness or responsible for your pain.

Manipulation, control, jealousy, neediness, and selfishness are not the ingredients of a thriving, healthy, loving and lasting relationship.

Seeking status, sex, and security are the wrong reasons to be in a relationship.

What keeps a relationship strong?

* communication

* intimacy

* a sense of humor

* sharing household tasks

* some getaway time without business or children

* daily exchanges (a meal, shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note)

* sharing common goals and interests

* giving each other space to grow without feeling insecure

* giving each other a sense of belonging and assurances of commitment

* asking God to be the center of your relationship

If these qualities are missing, the relationship will erode as resentment, withdrawal, abuse, neglect, dishonesty and pain replace the passion.

"As long as we have memories, yesterday remains. As long as we have hope,
tomorrow awaits. As long as we have friendship, today is beautiful."

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out that you still care for that person.

the day i almost blew my plastic at BODY SHOP

2007-05-22T11:14:00.000+08:00

body shop IS on sale... from 18 May to 10 June
me being a Body Shop nut... i went gila! heheh
i got to know about the sale by chance
i happened to go to KLCC suring lunch last friday...
then lalu lah depan Body Shop
mak aihh... the queue to pay was so long tht is was coming out from the shop

since my plastics (i.e. credit card) was NOT on hand... so i had to suck it in
and LALU je... damn it was difficult... but then.. with the amount in the shop
boleh pengsan k...

but i got my must-have-juice-if-i-go-to-klcc juice from JuiceWorks..
i was a happy camper until... i went back to the office
went to my colleague's place... and saw a Body Shop beg
apelagi... saya serbu ... i mean looked and asked... "u beli ape?"
and she answered... "byk benda!... barang semua murah gile... 70% off"
and at that instant i vowed that i will go to the Body Shop sale

and i did... 3 times! hehehe...

i am now a proud owner of

- pink grapefruit body scrub
- peppermint foot scrub
- all in one base No.04
- blusher No.4
- white musk too eau da parfum
- warming mineral mask
- liquid eyeliner in brown
- the toe separater thing
- glove body scrub

it may not be much... but its enuff for me for now...
im not holding my credit card so the only shopping is if i pay by cash
but... since the sale is still on until 10 june...
huhu.. mane tau bonus masuk end of this month... ahahahah *evil laugh*
i can go shopping summore! woo hoo!!!

peace y'all

my cat... coco.. the drama queen

2007-05-17T16:55:00.000+08:00

she was sleeping with her paw over her face

so COMEL!!!

my mom brought her to vet

to get a jab

after that she was all lethargic and lembik

doctor said

she was a

Drama Queen

more photos

2007-05-15T15:52:00.000+08:00

its me

Mr. Bf

me... at lily chalet

my foot steps

i love u too

cantik kan?

perasan lawa! woo hoo!!

snorkelhollics

our feet

reflection

us at perhentian

blerggghhhhh

2007-05-15T14:26:00.000+08:00

im bitter...
i should go for a detox
i wanna go for a facial
i wanna go for reflexology
i wanna go for body massage

how do u tell that person that you want them to go without saying those exact words...?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2007-05-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY

KHAIRA

shit... my sister dah besar...

does it mean im old...

HAH!! i dont think so!!

51 things... after lunch

2007-05-14T14:39:00.000+08:00

The 51 things
1. Your gender:

very female

2. Single?

not really

3. Want to be?

better?

4. Age?

5. Age you wish you were:

6. The color of your eyes:

very dark brown

7. Yourself:

sawo matang

8. Your Hair:

black... am gonna colour it soon!

9. Your Favorite Item:

my handphone

10. Your Favorite Drink:

water berry from JuiceIt

11. The Room You Are In:

office

12. Your Pets:

coco.. my cat!

13. What you want to be in Ten Years:

happy

14. What You're Not:

shy

15. One of Your Wish list Items:

a digital camera!

16. The Last Thing You Did:

ate chicken cheese croissant from Delifrance

17. Your Favorite Book:

any medical fiction

18. The Last Thing You Ate:

chicken cheese croissant

19. Your Life:

im blessed!

20. Your Mood:

okay

21. Favorite color:

green

22. My lover is:

bagak

23. I'm listening to:

ppl talking in the office

24. Maybe I should:

start working

25. I love:

him and family and my girls

26. My best friends are:

few

27. I don't understand:

some men

28. I miss:

Mr. Bf

29. A lot of people say:

im loud

30. The meaning of my name:

some flower somewhere

31. Love is:

good to have

32. Read the newspaper:

erm... this morning... just the headlines

33. Take walks in the rain:

with Mr. Bf... anytime

34. Drive:

not much in the past year

35. Like to drive fast?

heheh... when im alone

36. Been out of the country:

not recently

37. Been in love:

am NOW

38. Ran away from home:

no... -_-

39. Been on stage:

last thursday

40. Judged other people by their clothing:

sometimes

41. Are you trendy?

i would like to think that i am... some may not agree

42. Something that happened to you in 1995?

started sekolah menengah

43. Last thing you said aloud?

"okay.. im going now. bye"

44. What colour is your toothbrush?

pink

45. Last thing you bought?

chicken cheese croissant and mini chocolate pastries from Delifrance

46. Best ice cream flavour?

chocolate from Baskin Robbins

47. Last person you hugged?

Mr. Bf

48. Do you talk a lot?

yes...

49. Is laughter the best medicine?

yes IT IS!

50. Do you prefer giving smiles or getting them?

giving

51. Do you admit when are wrong?

sometimes... heheh

perhentian part 1

2007-05-14T10:19:00.000+08:00

some scenic view taken by Mr Bf...

gym day!

2007-05-10T09:38:00.000+08:00

my sister got into UiTM... melaka...
going end of June..
heheh... sure die seronok kan... away from parents and evil sister yg suka pester dia
i pun suka sikitlah... i get the room to myself... woo hoo!
tapikan... i wont have anyone to suruh - suruh already...
oh well... im pretty she'll be coming back every weekend

Mr Bf passed his psychomotor test... woohoo!
i am SOOOO proud of you hunny!

and i weighed myself 2 days ago...
i lost 2 kgs of the 7 put on... so it seems to me
gym IS working...
more running for me then...

love... love... love

2007-05-08T10:31:00.000+08:00

i just got this today... damn server so lembab!

but i think its the comel-est thing ever...

i love you too hunny!

oh no... im home

2007-05-07T14:19:00.000+08:00

im back....!!!! since week actually... but malas nak update
im a happy happy "gelap" girl....

took lots of fishies pictures...
swam with fishies...
got to eat guiltlessly...
walked by the beach under the hot sun
under the moonlight... holding Mr. Bf's hands.. (aahhh... so romantic...)
swam in the sea...
Mr. Bf took lots of pictures of .... ME! heheh
saw many cute kwai lows... handsome you!

i had fun... but its back to work now... with another holiday in mind... heheh

on another note:
the weather has been super hot lately kan...
i mean the heat ot 'bahang' is SO unbearable lately...
i even have the fan on in the office
when on normal circumstances... i'll be complaining coz its too cold
i find it hard to sleep at night.. (saya takde air-con k..)

y eh? anyone can tell me... global warming at its peak...?
i read sumwhere... i cant remember where that the world is gonna be a WHOLE LOT warmer by year 2020 at the rate the artic (or was antartic) is melting...

scary stuff k... but what are WE doing???

PERHENTIAN!!!

2007-04-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

i am going to perhentian tonight!!

jangan jeles ya!

the sun... the sea... the beach... aaahhhhhh....

sungguh syok... i cant smell it already....

see you guys next month!!

cheerio peeps!!

NAK BALIK!!!

2007-04-24T17:25:00.000+08:00

oleh kerana its raining cats and dogs outside... and i think im gonna be stuck here in the office
-_- for at least another hour... so i decided to post this joke up... for the sake of staying awake!

Once, there was a man who was upset by his past deeds that he decided to visit a church and confess all of his sins. When he arrived at the church, he walked to the confession area and spoke to the pastor.

"Father, I am sinful."
"Yes son, just tell me what have you done, the Lord will forgive you."

"Father, I have a steady relationship with my girlfriend, it's been 3 years and nothing serious ever happened between us. Yesterday, I visited her house, nobody was at home except for her sister. We were alone and I slept with her."

"That's bad my boy, fortunately you realize your mistake."

"Father, last week I went to her office to look for her, but nobody was around except for one of her colleagues, so I slept with her too."

"That's not very good of you."

"Father, last month, I went to her uncle's house to look for her, nobody was around except for her auntie, and I slept with her too."

"Father? ......... Father?" suddenly this guy realized that there was no response from the Father, he walked over and discovered that the Pastor was not there. So he began searching for him.

"Father? Where are you?"

He searched high and low, and finally he found him hiding under the table behind the piano.

"Father, why are you hiding here?" "Sorry son, suddenly I remembered there is nobody around here except me."

mcm not-so-funny.... but i laughed anyway... coz im sleepy and a bit bored!and i need it!!

was your weekend any good?

2007-04-24T09:01:00.000+08:00

mine was okay... a lot of eating though.. damn!

i joined celebrity fitness... another gym... again
for those who knows me only too well
i WILL stay there for more than 3 months -_-
betullah... dont believe issit...
Mr Bf is there to ensure that i DO
tak percaya... tanya die okayssss...

plus.. i need to work on my perut for perhentian
which is in 2 days time... (excluding flyday kay..)
yayayya!!! please dont be jealous!

and there's this wedding to attend... and i need to look superHOT
coz there's this 'idiot' who called me gemok whom i think will be attending
and i wanna look superGORGEOUS next to my HOT-looking Bf when 'he' sees me

and of course i wanna be fitter... and healthier.... especially with toned abs...

and guess wat... ive develop sore throat, cough and i think im gonna have flu soon *touch wood*
apelah... i mean im going on a holiday like really really soon... nak sakit sakit pulak..
but im taking supplements... vit C... ubot sakit tekak and wat-nots.. just so i tak sakit during my stay in perhentian...

oklah.. bye

healthy( ?) weekend

2007-04-16T10:12:00.000+08:00

i had a rather "healthy" weekend in all weekends so far this year

normally... my weekends are usually filled with house chores, weddings, TV, window shopping and chilling with Mr Bf... but this weekend... there was still a wedding to attend annnddd... i actually played futsal that night. i actually ran around the court just in case you guys thought i was "warming the benches"... and i kicked the ball too k. so that was saturday... Mr Bf din play coz he's injured from the accident he had a few days ago. his knee is blue, black, red and yellow... eeewwww.... but i love you anyway...

then sunday... i went to the gym. i need to lose the flab around my tummy for perhentian. and FAST too...

so today... my lower body aches... my kaki is very lenguh... damn! i cant cross my legs properly. i literally have to carry one leg over the other -_-

anyhow... that was my weekend amidst the chores that i tried to avoid doing (but failed miserably), watching TV and sleeping.

OH! and i found out that the yoga instructor din win.. i am sad for here...

i have nothing else to write...

im having chocolates... oh la la la

and its raining... yet again...

of birthday, engagement... n new hair

2007-04-15T13:31:00.000+08:00

new hair for 2007
lily and me at tasha's engagement
on his birthday - 050407

birthday cuppacakes!

for the LOVE of my LIFE

2007-04-13T15:42:00.000+08:00

LOVE & LIFE

This story tells us something about LOVE & LIFE.

My husband is an engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.

"Why?" he asked, shocked.

"I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased. Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him?

And finally he asked me: "What can I do to change your mind?"

Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.

Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: "Here is the question. If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind.

Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death.

Will you do it for me?"

He said: "I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....

My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but....please allow me to explain the reasons further.....

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

"When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.

You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.

You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you
enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ... "

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting... and as I continue on reading... "Now, that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk...

I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread....Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...

That's LIFE, and LOVE.

When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model. It could be the dullest and most boring form

Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands...

AND THAT'S LIFE

"There is some self-interest behind every friendship.
There is no friendship without self-interests. This is a bitter truth."

The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect.

The well-being of mankind, its peace and security, are unattainable unless and until its unity is firmly established.

"is yours like him?"

i hope mine is

the window-shopper...and the boy-next-door

2007-04-12T14:35:00.000+08:00

THIS IS ME

The Window Shopper
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)

Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are The Window Shopper.

You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come.

Your exact opposite:
The Stiletto

Deliberate Brutal Sex Master

Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.

Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.

BEWARE: The Hornivore

CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy, The Boy Next Door

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.

hunny... since you're reading this... please do it.

I LOVE YOU LONG LONG TIME...

edited: 3.47pm

THIS IS HIM

The Boy Next Door
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDm)

Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet.

We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what.

Your exact opposite:
The 5-Night Stand

Deliberate Brutal Sex Master

On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold.

More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not.

ALWAYS AVOID: The Nymph

CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, The Peach

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.

heheh... he's the one for me...

i had a photoshoot today for our annual report... which will only be out NEXT year. with loads of luck... they will pick a photo with me in it... hahah... if i damn lucky, that is...

Mr Bf is on MC until next week... im jealous but im NOT jealous of his swollen knee.. 2 words for you hunny!

padan muka!

lain kali jgn drive laju2... and it goes out to all men who loves driving fast...

I love YOU loads...

this is one is for BAGAK

2007-04-11T17:09:00.000+08:00

first things first...

i am dead tired today! ok...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BAGAK

after years (2 years je... hehe) of birthday smses to you.. "happy birthday bagak!"
this year its "happy birthday sayang!"
heheh.. who would've thought!

birthday surprise jadi... thank god... nasib baik
if not penat je, rush from work to get his birthday cuppacakes, komplot with my mom to cut short our dinner (which was fabulous even though it was short) and send me all the way to subang at 11pm, komplot with his sister to surprise him... nasib baik jadi ok!

heheh... the plan was to have the usual sing-song happy birthday but with yours truly as the surprise. and so, i decided to komplot his sister to make sure that he wont be anywhere near his house before 12. almost tak jadi ok... coz he wanted to have dinner with me and then lepak-chill until 12am. and that's where my mom helped. had to use her... make up some story so that he'll go home. then komplot-ed with his fren to lepak with him until 11ish. then i went to his place... brought cute and yummy cuppacakes! then we suplised him! yay!

before the surprise, we had dinner at Alexis, Bangsar... it was nice. to dress up and have dinner like that. we chatted... took loads of vain photos.. im getting better at using a SLR... heheh ... perasa-an only. credits goes to Mr Bf for being patient with my ultra-nonsense-sometimes-stupid photograhy questions... anyhow.. dinner was nice. dessert was better but the best thing was having it with him and in a relaxed mood too!

next day, we went to watch Shooter, which was good. mark wahlberg was good... i dont fancy all these fighting-fighting-shooting-shooting movie but i have to make an exception for this one and the leonardo dicaprio movie...oh yeah.. Blood Diamond. tu pun best giler!

so that was his birthday do i did for him... heheh...

MAN U 7 and ROMA 1... Mr Bf is OVERjoyed... accident pun boleh lupa nak cite... all coz Man U won! aduh... well, its a good thing they won too..if not, they would out from the Champion's League and i will be facing a very sulky boy... so nasib baik menang.. yayay!

ok.. back to me...
i went to the gym yesterday... im pooped today...
woke up late... damn!

weekend

2007-04-03T09:07:00.000+08:00

i went for the cuppacakes show last friday... had yummy and cute cuppacakes!
you guys should try! sedap dan teramatlah comel!
i met the yoga instructor... so slim and pretty!

weekend was alright... i cut my hair... its short and long...
that guy thinned my hair but the length is still there
but its so thin... im getting used to it now..

went to another wedding
gonna be going to another wedding this saturday
fariz low dah kahwin!!! hehehhe
and another one the week after
im out of bajus to wear already
2007 is full of weddings... OMG!

watched 2 movies this weekend
chermin and 9.56
chermin was alright... scary jugak ut
9.56 was scarier...

i bought these cute ballet shoes from momoe
but... i cant really wear them
they give me blister...
so my mom is gonna wear it first to 'kembang' kan
and i'll wear them later when its all 'kembang'
they say --> petua orang tualah --> to bite the shoes before u wear it before they 'bite' u
i forgot to do it...
u think i should do it...?
ade effect ke? hhmmmm

i realized

2007-03-28T09:29:00.000+08:00

that my BM sucks... big time man... i need a english-malay dictionary for every other in the sentence... this is very malufying. its not that i cant speak the english (i can... very well ok... mencarut semua boleh ok..!) its just that when it comes to writing.. its SO difficult. lagi-lagi when its as formal as terms and conditions... damn!

that if i leave the office at 5.45pm SHARP... i would reach home at about 6.30pm (on a good day... no delay in lrt and all). AND i would be able to go jogging for at least 30 mins round the block... hhhmmm...

that i have this thing about fishies... i love fishies... i found that out when i went to Aquaria last year and also on my trip to Tioman... real live fishies ok... i dont do plastic fishies ok. i love watching them... staring at them... i am so gonna go to Aquaria AGAIN one of these days if my gorgeous darling will let me bore him to death at Aquaria... (he reads this... heheh...) and i am so gonna be snorkelling everyday when we get our butts in Perhentian... yayay!! i cant wait... in the meantime, i will have to get my abs in shape (mainly my perutlah... if not the bikini will be staying in KL) or i might scare those beautiful fishies away...

any suggestions of where to stay in perhentian? tak mau hostel... thank you vely muuch!

for those who are 25 yo... and above -_-

2007-03-21T10:44:00.000+08:00

Being Twenty-Something

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared. You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.

You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not. You are insecure and then secure.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe you can love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

are we going through that now??

new diet regime!

2007-03-19T14:03:00.000+08:00

i am gonna start my "detox cum no dinner cum no rice" diet
i have to lose another 4kg back to my original weight
and another 4 kg to my "dream" weight

i need to lose at least 1kg by end of this week...
and the rest by end of april....
oklah... at least 3kg by end of april

but definitely all of it by august!

i will have to start my yoga again...
jogging in the late evening... if i terlarat

i am gonna weigh myself when i get home..
so we'll see...

today i had:
for breakfast--> oats and tea
for lunch--> spagetthi (yg pedas...), 2 small squares of strawberry sponge cake and air oren(i went to a colleague's farewell...)

no dinner for me tonight!!!

dua puluh enam tahun kak...

2007-03-16T15:32:00.000+08:00

just now i was asked by the tea lady of my age..

"dik keesha umur berapa tahun sekarang?"

"saya 26 thn tahun nie, kak"

then... i realise that i am really gonna turn 26 this year

arent you suppose to be matured by 26
arent you suppose to have a well-paying job... stable job by 26
savings of RM XXXX, at least by 26
be in a relationship of more than 1 year minimum by 26
arent you suppose to be married by 26

kan? tak betul ke...??

i am NO WHERE near those... -_-

dont feel like mature 26 yo.. more like a mature 23 yo maybe
well-paying job... nope, stable... maybe
no savings to speak... *looks down*
in a relationship... yes, more than a year... NOT YET..
married.... hah!!! nampak gaya macam lambat lagi...

macammane nie....

but all i can i say is that... i am a happy soon-to-be 26 year GIRL...

bad day

2007-03-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

i am paranoid...

how do i NOT be paranoid...?? HOW?

please, please tell me how??

i need to know...

its making me crazy...

the star weekender

2007-03-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

my hunny masuk papers... heheh... go here!

for miss october!

2007-03-09T08:52:00.000+08:00

OCTOBER
Loves to chat
Loves those who loves him
Loves to takes things at the centre
Attractive and suave
Inner and physical beauty
Does not lie or pretend
Sympathetic
Treats friends importantly
Always making friends
Easily hur! t but recovers easily
Bad tempered
Selfish
Seldom helps unless asked
Daydreamer
Very opinionated
Does not care of what others think
Emotional
Decisive
Strong clairvoyance
Loves to travel, the arts and literature
Soft-spoken, loving and caring * Romantic
Touchy and easily jealous
Concerned
Loves outdoors
Just and fair
Spendthrift and easily influenced
Easily lose confidence

alone...

2007-03-09T08:41:00.000+08:00

i enjoy walking alone from the lrt station to the office in the mornings
unless im late...

i like sitting by myself doing my sudoku while waiting for my parents
unless im super tired...

i like having my tea and french toast at my favourite kopitiam alone
unless mr bf joins me...

i like reading my magazines in my room alone with my cat
unless CSI is on...

i like staying home alone doing my chores
unless its dark outside...

does it make me a loner...?

april and august

2007-03-07T16:58:00.000+08:00

if u wanna know for your month... let me know k

AUGUST
Loves to joke
Attractive
Suave and caring
Brave and fearless
Firm and has leadership qualities
Knows how to console others
Too generous and egoistic
Takes high pride of oneself
Thirsty for praises
Extraordinary spirit
Easily angered
Angry when provoked
Easily jealous
Observant
Careful and cautious
Thinks quickly
Independent thoughts
Loves to lead and to be led
Loves to dream
Talented in the arts, music and defense
Sensitive but not petty
Poor resistance against illnesses
Learns to relax
Hasty and rushy
Romantic
Loving and caring
Loves to make friends

APRIL

Active and dynamic
Decisive and hateful but tends to regret
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Strong mentality
Loves attention
Diplomatic
Consoling
Friendly and solves people's problems
Brave and fearless
Adventurous
Loving and caring
Suave and generous
Emotional
Revengeful
Aggressive
Hasty
Good memory
Moving
Motivate oneself and the others
Sickness usually of the head and chest
Easily get too jealous

sway with me..

2007-03-06T13:33:00.000+08:00

today... at approximately 11.50 ish while sitting quietly at my desk, i felt myself sway. and i thought to myself... "pening ke?" then i felt the swaying again. i look at my water bottle just to make sure that it was me having a headache and not the building swaying... and guess what i saw? the water in the bottle was moving...

i panicked! i quickly stood up... and saw my colleagues looking at each other. one asked if anyone felt anything... immediately everyone (in the unitlah...) started talking including me. i saw another colleague at the other end of the office reaching for her bag. then, another colleague asked everyone to leave the building. then another one was almost histerical... walking very fast out of the office saying "building goyang, building goyang!" apelagi... semua paniclah... we took our belongings... and rushed out! crammed into the lift... and went down.

when we got to ground floor... everyone was as usual... like nothing happened... we stood around... (terkena pulak... t-shirt day, so everyone was wearing our red campaign t-shirt) looking very boria in our t-shirt. since no one could tell us anything, most of us went for lunch.. it was 12 ish by then.

i went to kfc... so much for my diet! oh my god... goyang again!!! its exactly 1.51pm now... its stronger than the one before. scary shit!!

anyway... sumatra had an earthquake. 5.8 on the richter scale. read here! and we felt the tremors... we are on the 34th floor. so we can imagine how we felt... manelah kot-kot the building nak runtuh ke *looking for wood touch* wallahualam...

oklah... enough drama for today... hopefully no more tremors...

maliq n d'essentials

2007-03-03T18:04:00.000+08:00

i love this song... absolutely!! they have been around for awhile... and they sound so good!!

enjoy!

ketika, kurasakan sudah

ada ruang di hatiku yang kau sentuh

dan ketika, ku sadari sudah

tak selalu indah cinta yang ada

mungkin memang, ku yang harus mengerti

bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki

salahkah ku bilakau lah yang ada di hatiku

adakah ku singgah di hatimu,

mungkinkah kau rindukan ada ku

adakah ku sedikit di hatimu

bila kah ku mengganggu harimu,

mungkin kau tak inginkan adaku

akankah ku sedikit di hatimu

bila memang, ku yang harus mengerti

mengapa cintamu tak dapat ku miliki

salahkah ku bila

kau lah yang ada di hatiku

kau yang ada, di hatiku

bila cinta kita tak kan tercipta

ku hanya sekedar ingin tuk mengerti

adakah diriku, oh singgah di hatimu

dan bilakah kau tau,

kau yang ada, di hatiku

adakah ku, di hatimu

ive got you babe

2007-02-28T10:55:00.000+08:00

this is what i got this morning

which made me smile

which has set the mood right for the whole day!

roses are red

my pen is blue

honey i'm mad

im madly in love with you

so sweet

im falling in love with you

all over again

i love you

i need sleep

2007-02-23T17:13:00.000+08:00

Find your own pose!

Traits and Tendencies

Excalibur couples may battle just as much as other couples (and participate in more than their fair share of public huffs), but they look so good together, it outweighs any other deficiencies they may share. It isn't that they're classically good-looking, or similarly sized (though certainly both those pairings are permissible). It's more that the aesthetic chord they strike satisfies in profound ways. Like gorgeously plated food or song filled with unusual harmonies, the wan and freckled hand-in-hand with the tragically tan, the pigeon-toed with the duck-walkers, these Excalibur couples achieve such perfection in their pairing that they remind the world that anything is possible.

Comfort Zone

Excalibur is in the Wind pose family. Other Wind poses you might enjoy include Softserve Swirl and The Ventriloquist.

Health Note

An unexpected rash or orthopedic adjustment can sometimes lead an Excalibur couple to fall out of balance. Physical adjustments may need to be made, or an entirely new pose could even be in order.

its 5.41pm... i should be on the way home now but im not

got to help mom with cooking but i think i'll only be in time to makan

im suppose to leave at 4.45pm but i didnt

so that's that

HAPPY WEEKEND ALL

tagged by zyrin! - 6 weird things about me

2007-02-21T18:56:00.000+08:00

ive been tagged by zyrin aka muzie...

so here goes...

1. when i drive... i would usually have the windows down. but if it gets warmer, i would switch on the air-con and also leave the windows down. ONLY if its really really hot, will i put up the windows and have the air-con only. i cant really stand the cold... so i need the windows to be down and the air-con to be on at the same time. i know, i know... i should just increase the temperature but i dont like. i prefer to have both air-con and wind...

2. i like cooking and baking now. i never used to bother. now i do. why? am i getting 'older'?? oh no... watching nigella, jamie, kylie, david and the guy from surreal gourmet does not help in minimizing this weirdness... hehe... they make baking and cooking so easy. my mom also makes cooking malay food easy. im proud to say that i can cook (sedap tak sedap tu belakang cerita!!!)... simple food that is, so should my mom tetiba pegi holiday and tinggal my dad yang tak suka makan kat luar... that means i have to cook no matter how simple the food is for my dad. and as for baking, i can make chocolate chip cookies... hehe.. brownies although its a little sweet..

3. i dont like taugeh... bean sprouts... watever u call it. especially in any kind of laksa, soup, beehun, kuey tiaw... mee yg goreng2lah.. i think it SO spoils the flavour of the food. im willing to pick each and every taugeh in my food before eating it. even if it take minutes... many many minutes. i would do it. BUT if taugeh as a lauk on its own... i can makan.. hehehe..

4. i have this habit of having a specific meal at the same place for weeks or until i get muak of it. right now... its this bee hun soup at the mamak in front of my office. i can have it every working day... for now. belum rase muak lagi... plus there's nothing much to makan around there anyway.. which is not ricelah. i cant have rice for lunch coz i'll doze off in the same hour i ate. really! but today i had beehun goreng from the food court. sedap albeit a little oily but still good... mebbe new meal for the next few weeks... maybe...

5. it not-so weird... but i do love green... everything on my desk must be green... highlighter, pens, scissors, stapler (the one at home is green, the one in the office is pink. i had no choice - its free), folders, tissue box... lets even mention my room... the room is green much to sister's distaste - she wants it purple.. being the eldest gives you power to override her wishes... heheh... sian die. the bathroom is green, although is a common bathroom... heheh... my shawls, pashmina are mostly green... actually they are ALL green. i have MANY green accessories. my birthstone is peridot which is a green semi-precious (i think) stone... YAY! every year i must have green baju raya... it doesnt have to be all green as long as it has some green in it... heheh... heck even my car is green. i made my dad pick green. having said that, i dun have THAT many green tops.. wired but true... when i but those little note books for saje2 it must be green. anything green is cantik for me.. psycho kan.. and for a random thing like a favourite colour

history nyer - back in std 1, i was in 1 Hijau. being the loyal person that i am (ye ke??) i stuck to it... it become a favourite which brings me to the weird thing about me..

6. i am brand loyal... kedai loyal... colour loyal once im confortable with that thing, place or person... i'll stick to it... till... erm... ever...ive used nokia all my life until last year... terpaksalah... free phone ... ehheheh. i only cut my hair at this salon in hartamas. ive been going to here since i was 11 yo. i will blow my hair at the another place but i WILL always go there just blow.. its cheap. ive been using body shop since high school... i go to the same clinic all the time.. klinik segara in hartamas if not the one at the office. i will always park at the same place when i go to any shopping mall... this is too avoid "losing" my car. im also loyal in relationship... with frens too...

so now im tagging.. hhmmmm...
nadia - which zyrin has tagged but im tagging her again. so double tag!
sherie
cece

im done!

faster kill pussycat

2007-02-18T17:08:00.000+08:00

1st day of CNY weekend

2007-02-17T13:44:00.000+08:00

- had breakfast with my hunny
- lepak at centrepoint with frens
- going to tido
-later going to shop.... yayay!!!

translations of some marketing terms (got it off friendster...)

You see a handsome guy at a party.
You go up to him and say, "I'm fantastic in bed."

- That's Direct Marketing.

You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a handsome guy.
One of your friends goes up to him and
pointing at you says,"She's fantastic in bed."

- That's Advertising.

You see a handsome guy at a party.
You go up to him and get his telephone number.
The next day you call and say, "Hi, I'mfantastic in bed."

- That's Telemarketing .

You're at a party and see a handsome guy.
You get up and straighten your dress.
You walk up to him and pour him adrink.
You say, "May I," and reach up to straighten
his tiebrushing yourself slightly against his arm, and
then say,"By the way, I'm fantastic in bed."

- That's Public Relations

You're at a party and see a handsome guy.
He walks up to you and says,"I hear you're fantastic in bed."

- That's Brand Recognition.

You're at a party and see a handsomeguy.
You talk him into going home with yourfriend.

- That's a Sales Rep .

Your friend can't satisfy him so he calls you.

- That's Tech Support .

You're on your way to a party when you realize
that there could be handsome men
in all these houses you're passing.
So you climb onto the roof of one situated toward the center
and shout at the top of yourlungs, "I'm fantastic in bed!"

- That's Spam .

random photos:

valentine's

momsy's birthday
(i wore the same top for valentine... heheh)

raining in kkb

looking pitiful

bestfren's birthday in tsb

yay! its FRIDAY

2007-02-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

yay yay yay!!

i welcome the looonnngggg weekend... (note to self: must not waste weekend with sleeping)
i will try not to bring work home (note to self: dont bother)
i am gonna spend time with my hunny (note to self:must watch 'the holiday' and retail-therapy)
i am going to have plenty of rest (note to self: forget the note above... sleep more!)
i am going to detox myself (note to self: must ATTEMPT to do detox... there goes my breakfast date with hunny)

yay yay yay!!!

dinner on valentines was really good...
had dinner at Flam's
this time i had tuna steak and he had lamb shank
and we had the "Hot Gooey Chocolate Cake"
and it was Oh So Yummy!!!
so sedap okay!!
u guys really should go there and try it
they gave chocolates and a red rose for the ladies that nite..
was really nice... ambience was great

my hunny gave me a picture of us with a poem
which was REALLY sweet of him
i love you long long time hunny
i likey like it A LOT!

my sister came back last nite
for CNY break... untung betul budak2 NS nih
i saw a bunch of them at KLCC last wednesday
outing kot... anyway... this is wat she sms-ed me when she saw the photo frame he gave me
bangun lambat budak nie... just because dok kat rumah

"sister to sister. sister reads sister boy card to sister. sister goes aiyoh so sweet"

heheh... memanglah my boy is so sweet... eheh...

my shout-out to my chinese friends

GONG XI FA CHAI

ANG POW NGA LAI

(betul ka??)

VALENTINE'S DAY

2007-02-14T09:14:00.000+08:00

dearest hunny...

Happy Valentine's Day

i love you

i am very happy with you

and thank you sayang

for everything

yours always,

monday blues

2007-02-12T10:57:00.000+08:00

im having the monday blues...
its SOOO not a good day..

its affecting my mood today
im SO not in the mood to do anything

i miss my hunny
and that is not helping with my mood

and i have loads TO DO at work
also not helping with my mood

i am so not in a good mood
that's that

not a good way to start my week

Bone of My Bone, Flesh of My Flesh

2007-02-07T17:08:00.000+08:00

Bone of My Bone, Flesh of My Flesh

Years ago, I asked God to give me a spouse.

Not only I asked for a spouse but also

explained what kind of spouse I wanted.

I want a nice, tender, forgiving, passionate,honest,

peaceful, generous, understanding, pleasant, warm,

intelligent, funny, attentive, compassionate and truthful spouse.

I even mentioned the physical characteristics I dreamt about.

As time went by, I added the required list of my wanted spouse.

One night, in my prayer,

God talked to my heart:"I cannot give you what you want."

I asked, "Why God?"God said, "Because I am fair.”

God is the truth and all I do are true and right."

I asked, "God, I don't understand why I cannot have

whatI asked from you?"

God answered, " I will explain.”

It is not fair and right for Me to fulfill your demand because

I cannot give something that is not your ownself.

It is not fair to give someone who is full of love to you

if sometimes you are still hostile, or to give you someone generous

but sometimes you can be cruel; or

someone forgiving, however, you still hide revenge;

someone sensitive, however,you are very insensitive..."

He then said to me: "It is better for Me to give you someone

who I know could grow to have all the qualities you are searching

rather than to make you waste your time to find

someone who alreadyhave the qualities you want.

Your spouse would be bone from your bone

and flesh from your flesh

and you will see yourself in him/her andboth of you will be one.

Marriage is like a school. It is a life-long span education.

It is where you and your partner make adjustments

and aim not merely to please each other,

but to be better human beings and

to make a solid teamwork.

I do not give you a perfect partner,

because you are not perfect either.

I give you a partner with whom

you would grow together."

sayang... let's grow old together...

muah!

over the weekend...

2007-02-07T09:35:00.000+08:00

ive been sick... still am...

ive lost 3 kgs... prolly due to being sick

but i like to believe that my detox diet actually works...

my hands are shaking... uncontrollably...

i think its due to my medication...

sherie is married... CONGRATULATIONS!!!

i wanna be married too...

erm... -_-

i miss my frens

i have a lot of work to do

my sister says i talk funny

i think she talks funny

she's at NS camp in KKB

i drove all the way there on sunday... tereerrr k!!!

KKB is kuala kubu baru

i missed 'berbagi suami'

my fren is getting engaged!

YAY! for her

i wanna be engaged too...

hhmmm.... -_-

i cant wait for the next holiday!!!!

and its in 8 days...

i wanna bake brownies...

my brownies are good... (masuk bakul angkat sendiri ye....)

i need to start my yoga again...

need to lose another 3 kgs...

i need to be 46kgs or less in 6 months!!

i will i will i will i will

post Boyz II Men

2007-01-29T14:16:00.000+08:00

the concert was excellent!
i had so much FUN!
we had VIP seats, so we got to be right (almost...) at the front
i got to see them in their own size
i mean you know howits like ... if you sit at the back, they would prolly look like ants
heheh... we got to stand right up to the stage... of course there was a barricade (so technically up to the barricade) but... we could almost touch them... if only we cud move a few more inches to the fron..)
then they sang "i'll make love to you" song (i think its the right title... but im sure you guys know which one i am talking about...) they threw roses...
i din get one... some b*tch grabbed it...
they sang some new songs... best jugak...

i met so many people... frens of "fren", frens school, frens from uni...
sungguh syok...
i saw ac mizal.... i saw shazzy... i saw anuar zain...
heheh....

but the concert was only for 2 hours... on the dot!
and... I DIDNT BRING MY CAMERA
so smart kan....
uurrghhhh.... so angry with myself... and i managed to take some photos from my phone

but the turn out too well... in fact you cant really them... except some white blob (due to the spotlight) in the middle the black background

but i got to watch them anyway... real life...
with my hunny summore...
nothing cud beat that...

after the concert...
sempat watch the malaysia vs singapore game
we lost... damn!..
had late dinner... chilled at starbucks... weather was good
it wasnt freezing... just constant cool breeze..
so there i was enjoying the cool breeze and hanging out with my hunny...
nice...

my weekend was great... how was yours?

ps: thanks hunny... i love u long time

boyz 2 men

2007-01-26T08:23:00.000+08:00

so... detox diet not going so well...
i think i should do it over the weekend
but im still on the diet...
by way of having more fruits and not taking snacks in between
THAT (not having my usual asam in the afternoon...) is an ACHIEVEMENT!!
seriously....

going to Boyz 2 Men concert tomorrow!!
yay!! i cant wait...
the last time i saw them was..
back in 2005 i think.. for the Forces of Nature concert... the phuket tsunami
they were awesome!!
i have loved them since forever
oklah... since saya kecil lagi
zaman kaset-kaset ok...
dah ancient ok...
just so u know... im not that old
anyone going... let me know...

Detox Day 1 Report (one day late...)

2007-01-23T11:35:00.000+08:00

My report... (so cece... i hope its encouraging... kih kih kih..)

Yesterday I consumed the following:

Oats
Toast with camembert cheese
One cut-up fuji apple
a bunch of grapes
one mug of tea
lemon-apple juice from San Fran
honey dew
water, water, water

and...

ikan masak kicap
sayur air

mind you... its my first day. i was head-achy by 4ish... by 6pm i was starving hence the ikan masak kicap and sayur and ulam and sambal (not suppose to have sambal duting detox...) SANS the rice ok...

oh... and i have a bit of my favourite (non-detox... :( ) drink.. Lipton green tea with lemon...

i did a bit yoga... did it half-way coz hunny came over... so we watched "House " instead.. hehe

okay.. today.. as of 11.46am, i've only had

oats
toast with camember cheese
a bit of tea
one green apple
a bunch of grapes
water, water

updated: 24 Jan, 11.51am

i had mushroom soup and orange juice from san francisco... it wasnt very filling and nice either...
i bought more fruits.. i got fuji apple and ciku. but i ended giving my ciku to my boss...

and.... i had dinner. so much for my detox diet. i had only lauk ok...

today will be another detox day... but not a full-blown one. not that the previous days were "full-blown" detox day... i will continue with this diet until i see results.. (note to self: no dinner, no dinner, no dinner)

wish me luck y'all

detox and being pissed on MONDAY

2007-01-22T09:54:00.000+08:00

OLYN AND MORE: Top 10 Detox Food

im trying to lose weight... trying hard...
i was reading a magazine and found out that you CAN lose weight by detoxing
but its not like instantenously... will take time.. well, i have 13 days to go
plus its a detoxing is good to the liver
considering the amount of food and the type of food ive been consuming
i think i should give my liver a break

so far.. the only non-detoxing ive taken is oats and bread with cheese and tea
its for breakfast... i NEED breakfast ok!!

and lunch... is fruits and juice i got from san fran... apple and lemon... masam wo!!
heheh... all in the name beauty!

so i was blogging just now... and found the link above... read it if you wanna know what you CAN eat during detox... just so you know now... its mainly fruits, vege and water... and fruit juices... without the sugar k... and the ones from 7-11 or kiosk or supermarket-carton-type doesnt count ok...

on another note:
i was pissed... was... was calmed by hunny (kindalah...)

u dont read other ppl stuff... may it be their diary, letters, cards and especially bills... you just dont!!! it is plain wrong!!!

lepastu marah me for no reason... wtf??!!! who ask you to read it in the first placelah kan... i know what im doing lah... if i dunno, i wouldnt be where i amlah... damn man!!! balik sure kena again... dun wan to go home now...

am wondering

2007-01-18T10:19:00.000+08:00

should i those yummy cuppacakes for valentines?

will i be able to lose at least 2 kgs by 4th of Feb for Sherie's wedding?

what i should get for her wedding gift?

will i be wasting my time if i go to KKB this weekend?

can i go home on time today?

print ad for AmIslamic is out today... ade gambar sayalah... belilah utusan malaysia hari ini!

shoes galore!

2007-01-17T18:07:00.000+08:00

cantik kan... i want.. heheh

i.am.sleepy

2007-01-15T12:14:00.000+08:00

so sleepy...
cant do work properly...
which is why i WAS blog-hopping
till i decided to blog
about wat i did yesterday

went to watch 'The Return'
the sarah 'buffy' michelle gellar movie
so boring ok...
i thot it was a scary movie
but there was only 2 scenes (maybe more... i was half asleep) which was scary cum terkejut
other than that... boring-ville...
wasted 1 hr... yes it was only an hour... and rm10 each... which makes it rm20 for us..
being sick and sleepy din help either...

i still have my flu.. and wished i was on MC
slept early yesterday but i still couldnt wake up this morning
wondering why?
too much sleep or...
is it the flu?

i wanna watch 'Berbagi Suami' next weekend
anybody wanna come watch with me?
anyone going for the Boyz to Men concert in Genting?
let me know... i nak ikut...

food and lrt

2007-01-10T09:28:00.000+08:00

had lovely food at Flam's Bangsar

its Italian... in case you din know

i had parmagiana for starters

the BEST ive ever had so far

then salmon with mushroom...

uuhhh.... so good!!

then gooey hot chocolate cake with honey ice cream

to die for!!!

superb!

all for me mommy's birthday

and today my sore throat is even worse

oh well... the things you sacrifice for good food

i was stuck between 3 guys in the lrt...

eewww! seriously disgusting!

dont you just hate it

and i couldnt wiggle my way in order not to touch any of them...

geli, geli, geli ok!

i miss my hunny

i do

miss nadia di australia

awak baliklah kl

boleh main air hujan

dan siram pokok bunag

dan main air diluar rumah

dan basuh kereta

heheh....

how do you know

2007-01-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

when its gonna rain?

when you're getting that promotion?

who your real friends?

whether the friends you have are truly your friends?

whether the people you talk to are genuinely interested in you?

if they are lying to your face?

when the economy will crash?

whether you'll live to see tomoro?

if you'll be happy tomorrow?

if he is the one for you?

how do i know if he is 'the one' for me?

i just do

2007-01-03T08:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

and

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

my new year celebration was good... was in Curve. Got to watch the beauuuutiiiiiful fireworks! heheh... have dinner at Fasta Pasta. was there with my hunny and sab. met up with old frens... everything was good!

my sister has gone for NS... the house has been pretty quiet the past 2 days... hhmmm...
was a sad thing for my sister... so kesian...

anyhow... i bought new shoes... ehehh... new black heels for work!

met with lish at curve!

now its back to work...

my fren is getting engaged!! yay! yay! i am SOOOO happy for you darling!!

2006...

2006-12-29T19:35:00.000+08:00

1) Was 2006 a good year for you?
Not really.. it was quite bad actually

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
The day ‘we’ got together and everytime ‘we’ are together

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
The first day at in SBB

4) Where were you when 2006 began?
I was at the Curve celebrating New Year alone amidst Indons

5) Who were you with?
Like I said.. was alone... not counting the Indons of course

6) Where will you be when 2006 ends?
Maybe in Curve again

7) Who will you be with when 2006 ends?
My hunny and a few friends

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2006?
Kinda…

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2007?
Yeah... course I do

10) Did you breakup with anyone in 2006?
Yeah I did..

11) Did you make any new friends in 2006?
Made plenty of new friends

12) Who are your favorite new friends?
Erm... hanis and cece!

18) What was your favorite month of 2006?
December

19) Did you travel outside of the USA in 2006?
Nope.. actually yes… im in Malaysia most of the time ;p

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2006?
Tioman (its not a state per se, I know), Penang

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2006?
No

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
not really.. just a few of them

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2006?
Cannot rememberlah…

24) What was your favorite song from 2006?
I have manylah.. right now its James Morrison – you give me something

25) What was your favorite record from 2006?
Mocca from Bandung, PCD

26) How many concerts did you see in 2006?
One

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2006?
Pussy cat dolls – it’s the only I went to anyway

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2006?
Erm... not really

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2006?
No

30) How many people did you kiss in 2006?
Some

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Yes

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2006?
That he doesn’t drink but he did…

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2006?
Im not like that...

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2006?
Yeah.. but it wasn’t badly... it was just bad

36) How much money did you spend in 2006?
more than i make :(
37) What was your proudest moment of 2006?
The day I left SBB and went on a holiday to Tioman

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2006?
Aiyo... Im sure I have plenty which shall remain unknown to you lot

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2006 and change it what would it be?
Everything happens for a reason.. as much as i hated it and the fact that it WAS a bad year for me.. im glad it turned out the way that it did

40) What are your plans for 2007?
To be healthier – mind, body and soul! Seriously!

Merry Christmas

2006-12-26T08:43:00.000+08:00

my week has been pretty hectic with work... but wat else is new, right??!!

had the friday off
met with with sab..
saw my ex
heheh... was funny and nerve-wrecking at the same time
but he was cool it
met my hunny at night..
so it was all good...

had christmas lunch in nilai
food was really good
the initial plan was to go to genting
but mommy dearest had to do the guilt-trip trick
so i din go... but i wished i did
coz saturday was a beautiful sunny day
which would have been great if we were in genting
and not in hot hot nilai
anyhow, food was good!
dessert was better
had durians!
got presents!! yay!!

then it was sunday... was a lazy and busy day
had lunch with aiman
met up with sab and syaf at curve
then we headed to midvalley to meet up with my girls from school
went back early though...

monday... another lazy
but i achieved a significant milestone.. at least.. for me...
heheh!!
i went jogging when i said i was going to
of course that was after much thought... near-forcing my sister to go with me
heheh... almost an hour at taman tun-kiara park

and today... will be a very long day....
din have much sleep... so..

i have a feeling the day will not turn out so well...
it all depends...

to those who are on leave for the whole week...
i am SUPER jealous!

i.am.the.SUN

2006-12-21T16:59:00.000+08:00

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

what about you??

random stuff

2006-12-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

work has been hectic... super hectic
had a bad bad tummy-ache... wind and gastric pain like
but my hunny came to see, so it all went away

other than that... life is pretty fine..
went out with my hunny, which was always good
like i said work is pretty hectic
project launching... need to tidy up loose ends
which is pretty hard... uurgghhh!!!

im confirmed... i mean work-wise
i am so glad... seriously

parents arent around for the weekend
yay! no open-nagging for 2 days
gonna meet up with my girls later

today... dad msg me to read this article in NST
so my money-mgt isnt so great
but im surviving... but barely
but im alright
but im planning to clear all my credit card debts mainly in this year
it seems realistic enough for now... heheh

i wanna go to genting this weekend..
i hope i get my pay by next friday
heheh... i hope, i hope!!!

was cleaning out my old statements yesterday
i stumbled over some emails i printed out when i was in airzed
of course it was all on horoscope-zodiac-compatibility stuff
cool read!!
found that my hunny and i are 'match made in heaven'
according to the chinese horoscope!
heheh... makes decision a lot easier...
it helps lah...
i know u're reading this hunny...
even without it, the compatibility thing
you're still the 'one'...

okay... gtg..

need to come up with a new for 2007...
money management... HAH!

75..

2006-12-12T19:09:00.000+08:00

75 things about me...

01. name: keesha
02.hobbies: doing nothing with him
04. age: always 21
05. date of birth: 1st august
06. school: many
07. address: kl
08. email:
09. hair: wavy black with highlights
10. eye colour: very dark brown
11. hair colour: originally jet black
12. right or left handed: right
13. marital status: attached
14. siblings: 3
15. last 4 digits of your no.:1861
16. when's your bedtime: lately its been 1 ish
17. do you have a car: kinda
18. what type of car do you want: a cute and fast one
19. brand of cars: beemer,merc... the usual

*have you*

20. tried smoking: ;p
21. drank alcohol: maybe
22. been hurt emotionally: been there
23. kept a secret from anyone: of course
24. been on stage?: erm... i think

*favorites*

25. color: green!
26. flower: gerberas aka african daisy
27. food: not picky but i dont take nuts, been sprouts
28. drinks: carrot-orange-apple juice
29. number: 1,6,8,9
30. looney toons: cant think of any now
31. sports: futsal n sleeping
32. song: james morrison - you give me something
33. movie: any romantic-chick flick movie
34. subject: chemistry?
35. friends: they know who they are

*right now*

36. wearing now: clothes
37. hairstyle: long and messy
38. looking at: the questions
39. thinking of: going to my hip-hop class
40. listening to: my mom chattering away with the neighbours

*do u believe in*

41. love: yup
42. fate?: of course
43. yourself: yeah
44. ghosts: i do...
45. angels: yes

*life*

46. worn jeans: yes
47. cleaned your room: erm... yesterday... i think
48. cried: yeah...
49. met someone new: of course
50. last person you talked to on the phone: hasnur

*love life*

51. do you have a gf/bf: yes... yes..
52. have a secret admirer: maybe
53. do you wanna get married?: yes
54. do you plan on having kids: yeah
55. how old you wanna be when you getmarried: 27
56. how old you wanna be when you haveyour first baby?: after 27
57. how many kids do you want: a few
58. would you have kids before marriage:nope!
59. do you have a crush: not anymore... he's mine now
60. what do you wish in a relationship: the usual...

61. pink or black: black
62. kiss or hug: both ;)
63. summer or winter: summer
64. sunny or rainy: sunny
65. chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
66. hanging out or chillin: hanging out
67. music or tv: TV
68. night or day: nite...
69. dolls or robots: dolls
70. sleeping or eating: sleep
71. love or lust: love
72. silver or gold: gold
73. sunrise or sunsets: sunsets..
74. phone or in person: in person
75. diamond or pearl: diamonds!

2006-12-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

its been a week since i last wrote

nothing much... besides being happy with my darling
watched 'Cinta'... naturally i cried... sorry i was sobbing
halfway till the end of the movie...
it was THAT good! heheh

met with frens..
went to weddings
ate a lot over the weekend
discovered the world is pretty small...

today.... monday blues
until lunch...
my babes come over for lunch
had my confirmation 'discussion'
manage to complete most of my workload
it 7.25pm... im still in the office
got to make cookies tonight
i hope i larat...

met with lish... over a wedding
talked about getting married and weddings
heheh... seronok!

hahah... not that we are getting married anytime soon
though we both wished we were..
girls!... ahahah..

cioa!

happy.. happy

2006-12-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

My weekend was good
It was tiring but a lot of fun

My fren is engaged! Congrats Nora and Fizal!
Please let me know the exact date
Have to get new baju!

I made cookies
Anyone chocolate chip cookies for raya haji or any other occasion
Please let me know

I tried making baked pasta
But it din turn out like the recipe’s
I will tryagain!

I saw Jiji… hehe.. as usual jakun

Got myself a new phone Samsung E900

my dad has yummy cheesecake

im gonna have a piece later

yum yum!

he makes me smile everyday

1st December 2006 and resolutions

2006-12-01T16:46:00.000+08:00

in exactly 30days, we will be celebrating the new year and Raya Haji. longer holiday yippee... my sister will also be going off... that aside, i couldnt help thinking of waht i have achieved so fair... cant remember what i wrote for last year's resolution... for 2006 but it was mainly to look for a job and to clear off my debts... well something along that line.. so, ok lets see... highlights of 2006

Jan
resigned from Paystar
Feb
joined SBB
March
was already looking for another job
April
Hanis joined SBB (i think)... great friend
May
Broke up with bf
June
Tioman. Resigned from SBB
July
Joined AMMB
August
turned 25
September
puasa. sold cookies for raya
new car...
October
raya! gave duit raya
November
fell in love?
December
confirmation at AMMB

i think one of the resolution was to clear my debts... which i clearly blew.. heheh. another was to change car, i think... my dad retired and he traded in my car with a Myvi... so that is counted for.. another was to get another job... which i did. another was to go on a holiday... i had a blast in Tioman... to lose weight.... i lost 3kgs.
so now...
2007 resolutions
1. to maintain my job in the bank
2. to also work on getting the cookies business going
3. to maintain my weight
4. to clear my debts especially credit card
5. to live on my own by end of 2007
6. to get myself a good-looking and loving boyfriend

i think 6 is good... not too many. they seem achievable and realistic, dont u think?

im also gonna have quarterly mini-goals for my self...
Q1...
1. perhentian
2. clear 10% of my credit card debts
3. to do yoga again

i get butterflies in my stomach everytime i think of him

random things

2006-11-29T11:36:00.000+08:00

1. my sister has to go for NS... national service. she finishes her exam (SPM...) on the 6th dec and she will be heading to SANDAKAN on the 1st of Jan. its good for her (although she doesnt think so...) ... not really good for me... no one for me to "suruh-suruh" at home, no one to check my make-up when i go out for functions, no one to help with my baju, no one to help clean the room (the mess 85% hers!), no one for me to cerita-cerita my gossip... i am gonna miss her.. she is so gonna be perasan-ated if reads this...

2. there's a dude at the office. he was hitting on me. which was fine... until he told me he was married. which was still ok... until he did his 'gatal' talk thing.. i pity the wife... seriously. i have decided to NOT reply his emails. and he cant call me!! hahah... my phone is barred anyway.. boo

3. gaji masuk on friday... so late, i know...

4. cousin's wedding was fun... i have to upload my 'red kebaya movie' inspired kebaya... i wore pink kebaya... i felt so cantik.. oklah... im vain... pelamin was gorgeous. the wedding planner was 'kapas'. im gonna get him to do WHEN i get married... i will, i will... 2008. always good to set a target date, right??!! -_- whether or not you achieve, is a totally different story altogether... hehe

5. my confirmation is due in 2 weeks... wish me luck.. i hope to be confirmed and pay rise as well as bonus... i know... i so wish!

6. i lost 3 kgs!!! yayay!!! 2 more to go!! yayay!!

bye...

u think u know but you dont know...

2006-11-28T10:10:00.000+08:00

estoy cayendo en amor...

2006-11-24T19:18:00.000+08:00

i think im falling...

red kebaya

2006-11-23T10:16:00.000+08:00

so i watched last night. the premier... with frens.. free tickets! yippee!!! i love long time aiman! anyway... the movie was good... storyline was there... i was kinda sleepy some parts of it... i liked how vanidah acted. she was GOOD! and so was samantha... as much as i hated her character, davinia coz she top-of-the-line super queen bit*h, at the same i was amazed at her acting. vanidah was good... very good...

on another note:

im not getting my kebaya for my cousin's wedding this sunday. she, the tailor thot i wanted it during CNY!!!??? wtf??!! so due to that, i have to rush off from work on friday to go look for a corsett and a black skirt... of course to go with lovely green vietnamese-style top that i already have... more money going out... my pay is only coming next friday... oh well

im due for confirmation this month... specifically 19th december. wish me luck! i hope i'll be confirmed... coz i wanna get my pay early like every else. its sucks to get it muuuccchhh later than the rest.

im in a dilemma. i have two weddings on saturday. one johor, my cousin and another is here in kl, my friend's brother. which to go? my dad is going to johor, one-day-trip... i can follow... but... it'll be me, my dad and my aunt... the idea of being with them in the 4-hr journey doesnt strike my fancy but i feel kinda guilty not going to the wedding... so...

im in another dilemma. one that concerns the heart. it shouldnt even be a dilemma coz i think i know what i want... now its the guilt feeling... but then again... your loss lah kan... but then again it was my fault that it happened but now i kinda know who i want... i just hope this time it works out alright... im pretty scared that it might not work... how now brown cow??

the best and the worst

2006-11-21T10:45:00.000+08:00

THE BEST

Leo With Aries:

Leo gets along pretty good with Aries. Not a bad match, leo with aries will definitely work!

This is a really good astrological match up. You will both have the same energy levels, and stamina plus you will also have the desire to go and do, but the Leo will be more success oriented and driven, most likely will be the dominating force in this relationship. While you like success, when it comes from someone else, it often irritates you, and this is the ONLY drawback that I can see.

leo and aries - astrological compatibility rank = 10 (10 is best)

Learn to take a back seat as far as money is concerned and you will be ok. Aries will be the more dominant in the love department though, and this makes up for a lot! These two will have no problem having fun together and staying together for a long time.

THE WORST

Leo With Pisces:

Leo gets along with Pisces somewhat poorly, love is what is needed the most to make it happen.

Both are more inclined to take than to give. Fiery Leo and watery Pisces best describe these two. This is the depiction of these two. Generally not expected to work but both has an ability to learn from one another if they can get past their innate differences. The strong and hearty temperament of Leo may be too much for the subtle and sensitive Pisces.

leo and pisces - compatibility rank = 3 (10 is best)

Leo will come to the conclusion that Pisces is fun for a night and that's about it. It's fun while it lasts. A brief affair is possible but long- term love is not so promising for Leo.

Leo With Cancer:

Leo gets along with Cancer very poorly, not a good zodiac match.

Cancer is initially attracted to Leo's fun loving manner, but shortly Cancer will find out just how different their value systems are from one another. The fiery nature of Leo will cause Cancer to feel that real love cannot last with such intensity and begins to doubt Leo's heartfelt words of love. Being Moody and easily hurt by almost everything that is said will cause Cancer to sulk for days and this will not go over very big with Leo, who has no time for someone who cannot keep up with him/her.

leo and cancer - astrological compatibility rank = 3 (10 is best)

Cancer will feel a bit more enthused around Leo and will probably let Leo run things or at least let them think they are in charge and hey! What's the difference? Leo will appreciate cancer's attention and as long as cancer can forget that they feel neglected at times when Leo is out running the world, there is a chance this could work.

SO-SO

Leo With Taurus:

Leo gets along with Taurus OK, pretty good love match.

These two make a fairly good combination, especially when each understands the other's faults. Excellent physical qualities and great physical appeal are usually there for both partners. Loyal Leo is just what the doctor ordered for the Taurus's love of the nicer things in life. As long as the Taurus restrains jealousy and lets the Leo show off a bit, all will go well with this astrological compatibility match.

leo and taurus - astrological compatibility rank = 6 (10 is best)

The most negative thing about this relationship is probably the lack of spiritual conectiveness. This zodiac sign match up can be very hard to go the distance in the long term. They tend to make good boyfriend/girlfriend relationships, but that unfortunately is about the extent of it.

Leo With Gemini:

Leo gets along with Gemini quite well! A good love horoscope.

This combination will soon find out that they are naturally made for each other. On the surface there is great mutual attraction for both signs, and deeper down, the feeling grows stronger. Both are naturally attracted to glamour, flattery and the world of good fellowship, both will have this in common. Leo will blend well with Gemini in all aspects including the bedroom.

leo and gemini - astrological compatibility rank = 8 (10 is best)

There is good reason to be optimistic about this pairing, if Leo can understand that Gemini won't always be around to give them the attention they thrive on. Gemini will need to understand Leo's need to run the world, but all in all this is a very good combination of air and fire.

Leo With Leo:

Leo gets along with Leo fairly well, a possible love horoscope, caution, work ahead!

Although no other sign is so warm hearted and giving, Leo will always want to be the center of attention, but... there is only one center! Leo loves with all of his/her heart and this trait alone could go far in overcoming some of the worse aspects of this union. Their love of 'show' could result in their home being a showplace for friends and family to admire. Leo's in general gamble with life and enterprises and their monetary affairs are apt to be unstable to say the least.

leo and leo - compatibility rank = 6 (10 is best)

These are two positive and strong willed individuals, not too bad a match. This should prove to be a compatible combination, but it is not always true. Leo's are positive people and love to be the center of attraction. They want to be the head of their social groups.

Leo With Libra:

Leo gets along with Libra above average. These two star signs can make it.

Leo brings music and romance into Libra's life. Libra will appreciate the drama and physical appeal of Leo. The attraction could lead to marriage. Libra may find Leo possessives a bit extreme for their tastes. This relationship will get better over time or it could collapse. Leo may prove to be too much for the sensitive Libra nature, though they have a lot in common that could make for a good combination. The sun ruling Leo and Venus ruling Libra usually form a strong and luxurious aspect.

leo and libra - compatibility rank = 7 (10 is best)

Libra is indecisive and Leo will naturally take charge. Both signs love luxuries, are subject to flattery, and are very artistically inclined. The books may not always balance because they're both extravagant and love a beautiful setting in which to shine.

Leo With Scorpio:

Leo gets along with Scorpio pretty good, this is not the best, but will work with time and effort.

Leo finds it hard to cope with Scorpio's jealousy and possessiveness. Scorpio considers Leo a show piece. Scorpio doesn't understand Leo's need to be continually surrounded by an admiring audience. Scorpio would rather dominate than admire, and that doesn't suit Leo's kingly state. Not the best of matches and will require lots of intense work to make this love horoscope work.

leo and scorpio - compatibility rank = 5 (10 is best)

These two are passionate, dedicated, intense people who can match each other in just about every aspect of life. Only time will tell whether these two have what it takes to create lasting love.

Leo With Sagittarius:

Leo gets along with Sagittarius very well for the most part, a good astrological match.

These two do make a very good match up. Both will feel like they have known each other all their lives. Together they share a liking for freedom, adventure, and meeting new people. Leo's natural quality of leadership brings out what loyalty Sagittarius can give. Leo is very proud, but self-confident and expansive Sagittarius is quite happy to let Leo go.

leo and sagittarius - compatibility rank = 7 (10 is best)

They get along great as friends, lovers and a strong attraction could lead to a long-term love. A love of the good life and lots of laughter will be experienced together. Children and animals will be involved in this relationship. Friends will also say they look great together.

Leo With Capricorn:

Leo gets along with Capricorn just barely. Not the best, but with love it can work.

Leo will think Capricorn stingy with affection because Capricorn's reserved, undemonstrative nature cannot give Leo the adoration it needs. Neither will take a back seat nor let the other be dominant. The Capricorn has the tendency to be of suspicious motives, while Leo will wholeheartedly enter the arena with no thought of consequences.

leo and capricorn - compatibility rank = 4 (10 is best)

Hard work and discipline will ultimately play an important role in bonding you to one another Leo needs to understand how important success is to Capricorn and Capricorn needs to analyze Leo a little less frequently. All in all, the scenario looks OK, but it is still better to avoid this match up if possible.

Leo With Aquarius:

Leo gets along with Aquarius OK as far as astrological matches go you could do better though.

This makes for an excellent combination for a partnership that deals with or caters to the public. Each have a mutual understanding of the other when it comes to intimate matters, needs and desires. There is never a dull moment in their lives as Aquarius holds many surprises for Leo. Both like socializing and meeting new people, but Leo always needs to perform on center stage, which makes Aquarius impatient and irritable. Aquarius is too independent to become Leo's devoted subject.

leo and aquarius - compatibility rank = 4 (10 is best)

This can be a very challenging and exciting relationship. Leo and Aquarius are an interesting combination of passion, friendship and loyalty when it works out. For the most part though, this will be a hard relationship to maintain.

wah.... can believe eh...
i guess u believe what u want...

and i think if u believe hard enough

it will come true

for all u LEOs out there... read more here

SPM starts today

2006-11-20T11:08:00.000+08:00

yeah SPM starts today... at least for my sister

so good luck!

baca bismillah byk-byk

relax

sleep early

if you're reading this...

u should be sleeping now...

GOOD LUCK

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i took it from muzie

coz i like too!!

You Give Me Something - James Morrison

You want to stay with me in the morning

You only hold me when I sleep,

I was meant to tread the water

Now I've gotten in too deep,

For every piece of me that wants you

Another piece backs away. '

Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something

'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours

Just to spend a little time alone with me,

And I can say I've never bought you flowers

I can't work out what the mean,

I never thought that I'd love someone,

That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something,

Cause someday I might call you from my heart,

But it might me a second too late,

And the words I could never say

Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something,

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something

'Cause someday I might know my heart.

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

2006-11-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

Your Perfume is Glow

Fresh, sexy, and clean.

You're real, intimate, and exciting.

Your lush sensuality appeals to men...

And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez.

Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus.

What Perfume Are You?

I have a weakness for lovely-smelling men… seriously… I love guys who smell really good… my knees goes weak and I will find ways to stand close to them… hhhmmmm…

Men perfumes of my choice…
- aqua di gio (my favoritest!!!)
- hugo boss (the blue bottle… I dunno the name)
- ck eternity (top choice!!)
- ckBe (although its not only for men)
- clinique for men
- issey miyake (the clear green bottle which I think its for men)
- romance for men

cant think of any anymore… there’s one that my friend uses but I dunno the name… he smells really good too!!

All these things came about from my photo-shoot yesterday… I had to wear tudung which I dun mind. its just that I din know how to put it on properly, so the photographer/helper or whoever did my tudung for me… and he wore ckBe… hhmmm… nice… nice… nice…

So all in all… im a sucker for guys who smell really good… so if u want me... you what to do k..

I need to get new perfume… any suggestions?
Versace is out with a new one.. its quite nice… I think it has a few layers of undertones so u get a different smell every few hours… different but nice…

kampung and colour-galore

2006-11-14T16:18:00.000+08:00

You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl.

You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion.

And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun.

Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

as much as i would like to believe that i am not much of a city girl... i simply cannot imagine myself staying elsewhere but kl... unless you say london or paris... thats a whole different story altogether...

i like the scenic view of the kampungs.. i wished i had one. my kampung is good 'ol KL.. its sad not to have a kampung. i envy those who has one... i dun mind staying for a couple of days... a couple literally... 2 hari shj... i think thats as much as i take... heheh... *smile shyly*

on a different note:-

im still at work and im fasting...

i have a photoshoot tomorrow afternoon ... heheh... malu....

i kinda like this guy but i dunno whether he likes me or not...

i did a colourgenics test... and this is what they said about me..

You are very ambitious and because you seek and need recognition, you try in your own way to impress people and you want to be looked up to - to be both popular and admired. You feel that there is a gap which separates you from your fellow man, or woman as the case may be, but this anxiety is an unnecessary one. Keep on the way you are going and you may surprise yourself.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

i think its almost rite...

la la la...

2006-11-13T09:05:00.000+08:00

past weekend...
weekend was alrite
cousin is married
world cup monopoly is COOL...
weather sucks
have yet to go to the OU theme park funfair
outing with my girlies
mom went to Paris
i am jealous!
watched The Prestige
was good..
hugh jackman is really cute!
had a great evening

now... today...
at work...
having mixed feelings
'should i or shouldnt i' thing
y cant i get over the past
so that i can move forward
they ask y cant i do just that
i think the future is scary
its so uncertain
i dun wanna waste time anymore
gotta focus, focus, focus...

dropped my phone in the toilet bowl...
dun ask how it happened
or why i brought it in the toilet in the first place
i just did
and it just happen
so now im using useless spare phone
which will die off if i talk longer than 5 minutes
and DAMN! i forgot to bring my charger today

i have to be grateful
be grateful, be grateful, be grateful

anyone has a spare phone
i need one until end of the month je...

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edited: 4.46pm

i officially have 59mins of working hours left! yippee!!!!
i need to distract myself...
i need distractions...
what should i do..

bye

2006-11-01T11:53:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya everyone... i know im a week late but raya is ONE WHOLE MONTH. raya was alright... i had the week off but didnt do much. rested a lot.. after making cookies the days leading to raya, i was freaking exhausted. nasib baik i had good feedback on the cookies..

so its now back to work and i have to ganti my puasa. i have 6 days... im attepting my first day today... fasting at work is difficult, sleeping very late the night before doesnt help... not waking up for sahur also doesnt help... office being super-duper-freaking cold LAGI TAK MENOLONG... i am SOOOO cold... fingers are numb... ganti-ing on weekends are no good too... dont wanna miss the open houses.. so...

nadia came back... went out for drinks with matt and nadia...had fun.. i bought an extra pair of shoes... i bought 2 new ones for raya... now i ahve 3... uh uh... no good for the bank book... dahlah broke from the giving raya, though it wasnt much... paid almost all my bills... im left with a meagre sum... sungguh sedih... and its only 1st of nov... i have exactly ONE month to survive... boleh ka???

had drink with my schoolmates... that was fun... 1 getting married next week, 1 getting engaged next month another getting married next year, one a doctor, one a soon-to-be gomen dentist, one migrated (that would be nadia... heheh..).. the rest cam biasa... hhmmm...

i got this from another fren... i took it off from her blog..

Grade your life...

[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend/fiance/husband/wife.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone
[x] You have an mp3 player. (ipod adalah... same thing right.....?)
[x] Your parents are still married
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard

T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have beaten someone up.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music youwant to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.

T 0 T A L: 5

[x] You have over 50 friends on friendster
[x] You have pictures on friendster
[x] Your parents let you have a friendster
[ ] You get allowance
[x] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport
[x] You do something after school. (after work, yes!)

T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You own a car/truck.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You are happy with your appearance
[ ] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about many people.
[x] You are happy with your life
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language
[ ] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are happy where you're living.
T O T A L: 9

Total over all: 29
times it by 3 = 87

91-101%+: A+
100-90%: A
89-80%: B
79-70%: C
69-60%: D
59-00%: F

report saying "i got a B in life"

oklah... average...

eh?

2006-10-20T04:02:00.000+08:00

You Should Be Fashion Designer

Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trends
You can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

its been so long

2006-10-18T01:54:00.000+08:00

since i last wrote

been busy

buka puasa-ing with frens almost everyday

making cookies

im tired

i shud be sleeping now

waaaayyyyy past my bedtime

raya is coming yay!!

bank cuti on monday!!!

i got the whole week off!

double yay!

nadia is coming back on thursday!

i wanna go for reflexology..

i SO need it

nite nite

3 down... 27 to go

2006-09-26T11:53:00.000+08:00

today is only the 3rd day of puasa

time is passing by so slowly

it is only 11.46am

i wanna sleep

zzz... zzz... zzz... zzz...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2006-09-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

to HADI
the boy who was very shy in high school
who grew up a fine man now
uuhhh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

have a good one

and when you come back to malaysia for good

dont FORGET to call me!

muah! <3

to all muslim bloggers out there

SELAMAT BERPUASA

good day

2006-09-20T09:45:00.000+08:00

good day item #1

meeting went pretty well.. historically, never well

good day item #2

no meeting in the afternoon... manage to finish my pending work

good day item #3

new car! new car! new GREEN car!!

good day item#4

pressie! pressie! from NADIA (ur name is purple coz i know u lurrrvvveee purple!!... thank you SO SO much... your card is stuck on my cubicle wall in the office.. :D) ... GREEN pretty, pretty, very pretty necklace.. I loike like it...

a GOOD DAY indeed!

CIMB plunge

2006-09-19T09:21:00.000+08:00

to my dearest friends who are working in CIMB and parks their cars where that dear lady parked hers... please park your beautiful cars elsewhere...

you can never know how you're going and when you're going...

read here

2006-09-14T12:46:00.000+08:00

lets go watch... until the 17th only

click here

jom jom!!!

sept 11

2006-09-11T09:15:00.000+08:00

happy birthday yin mei!

so... the weekend was good
made cookies... antie bought
i made my cookies upstairs in the tv area
i was in front of the oven for about 3 hrs... thank god for tv
house is horribly dusty... renovation in progress
after 3 days of no rice... i had rice yesterday... damn
cannot resist the nasi ayam at banana leaf, centrepoint
went to my new house... almost done
lepak with 'his' frens, which was always fun
got free magazines
finally started back on my bead work
watched 'my super ex-girlfriend' which was oh-kay

my birthday cake 2 months back... yes i am 25...

space...

2006-09-05T09:03:00.000+08:00

my cousin didnt get it... read here... im sad...

im still sick and confused

2006-09-01T08:38:00.000+08:00

yes... as of today... it has been a week i have been ill. and it has been nice. even though i was sick, i still went out with my girls... heheh... manelah nak baik nih... anyway, im recovering now... a lot better than yesterday. no more runny nose... well, at least for now... and im at work... while others are busy doing other things BUT work... damn!! nvm!

anyway... on a totally different note..

i am still confused...
i am tired
should i give him another chance?
what should i do?

btw, im selling chocolate chip cookies... wanna taste... drop me a line..

high fever, flu, cough

2006-08-27T12:07:00.000+08:00

i had all of the above... which kinda ruined my weekend... ahahh.. in spite of that, i still went out for brunch with him and tea with my girls... when i came back... had dinner and took my meds... mandi... konged-out at 8pm... woke up at 12 midnite.. damn!

i feel better today.. no more fever but my flu is not getting better and lets not even talk about my cough... how to work tomoro ;) doctor said if i dun get better my today, if my fever doesnt go down, i have to take a blood test... i could be denggi! damn! denggi! im not sure which is worse, denggi or taking the blood test??? i have this massive fear of needles and injections...

for example, i was suppose to take out my wisdom tooth (1 only k...) last week but due to the fear of injections... saya sanggup go through the headache that i have been having for the past week rather than go through the extraction which will definitely involve injections... but guess wat??!! no more pain from my tooth! yay!

constant blowing-nose is giving a headache which directly makes me sleepy... ini belum lagi makan ubat ... doc gave me actifed which is strong... i will fall asleep after 30 minutes...

bye...

will i... or will not...

2006-08-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?

During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question.
She said, "How do I know if I married the right person?"
I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said,
"It depends. Is that your husband?"
In all seriousness, she answered, "How do you know?"

Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.

Here's the answer.

EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience.

You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love...

Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, Drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage.

It lies within it.

I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could.

And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression "the labor of love."

Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable...you can "make" love.

remember

2006-08-20T12:22:00.000+08:00

that cheating-husband billboard

this one.... ingat tak... takkan tak ingat kot...

remember...??? im sure you guys got the email... i know i got it at least 3 times already... anyway, click HERE to read... yeah, there is a story behind it... to the cheating husbands... or just husbands...

"hell hath no fury like a woman scorned"

hahahah....

me today

2006-08-15T11:09:00.000+08:00

You Are Mint Green

Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well.
Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations.
You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life.
Your future may hold any number of exciting things, and you're ready for all of them!

What Color Green Are You?

"balanced and calm"... hhmmmm, really??

"masteres the philosophy of living well"... eh? wat?

"seek you for suppport"... i think so

"bring stability to chaotic situations"... tambahkan chaotic adelah

"very open and cheerful"... that I AM!!!

"feel like you have a lot of freedom in life"... feel only... reality bites!

but I LOVE GREEN ALL THE SAME!

i am

2006-08-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

one very confused woman!

not a good way to start my morning

2006-08-10T08:41:00.000+08:00

my sister's fren passed away last night

she was telling me this morning

it didnt hit me until i was on the way to work

the boy... yes... 'BOY'... he is still a kid

he's 16

had brain tumour last year

found out before PMR

he did go for PMR

and now he's gone...

PMR was just almost a year ago

damn man!

in over a year... he's gone

im scared in realisation that you can go at any odd time... young or old...

although i dont know him

my deepest condolonces to his family

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i wanted to make chocolate chip cookies last night... been wanting to make the whole week

and when i got almost all my ingredients, malas pulak...

i'll do it tonite

i'll let you know of the outcome

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i beginning to dislike boys...

well... one ... hhmmm... 2 actually in particular...

why does this always, always have to happen...

the one you want, doesnt really want you

the one you DONT want, wants you sooo badly

so waht do you do?

option 1: pursue boy u want

option 2: let boy who wants you, pursue u

i dunno...

so, im reading this really good book on relationship... lebih kurang lahh

"Why Men Love Bitches" by Sherry Argov

belilah...

its good...

i am 25 as of 6.30pm August 1st 2006

2006-08-01T16:49:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah... im older... like everyone says... age is nothing but a number!!

hahah...

i got meself famous amos... heheh

dinner tonight... somewhere nice i hope...

thanks to those who wished me...

i love you guys...

gtg now

bye

sleepy at work

2006-07-31T15:20:00.000+08:00

i was sleepy in the morning... i am still sleepy now at 3.14pm... i saw kinkypugkevin at my office building... i tried hard not to stare at him... heheh.. bikin malu saja...

so today... din start out so good... first it rained... took a long time to finally wake up... late of course.... lrt was super-packed and was very slow... meaning 2 trains passed by on the other side before one stopped on our side...

thank god, bread story had my favourite bread... spicy floss with turkey ham bun... it was still drizzling... my pants were really long... so it got a little wet...

got to the lobby, i saw many, many ppl waiting for the lift... then i found out that the lifts din worked, at least for 31st to 48th floor... okay... the lifts at my office is divided into 3 parts. so 1 to 19 (kot... dun remember...) and 20 to 30 and 31 to 48... so 31 to 48 was down... had to take lift to 30th floor, climb 4 freaking floors up. i havent lunch yet.. i was starving and very very thirsty! damn! too much exercise on the morning! too much!!

and then, i found out that my boss is on MC. which is good but also not very good... coz now i havent got much to do, which gets my sleepy, consequently gives me a headache... which makes really, really, really wanna sleepy. hence, i am blogging during office hours... *sigh*

i officially have another 2 hours and 20 minutes of my working hours... yay! but it feels like torture... help help help... give me something to do besides minutes and opening doors for strangers... rase mcm receptionist pulak... ! i am soooo sleepy...